Let Me Cheat
Explanation

Fla fell silent, because he felt that all these problems started from that.

There is nothing to talk about heredity anymore.

Fla, it's tired.

“I'm tired, Ham. Various types of treatment and also the way, we have tried. We have not yet been given any descendants. That's what makes Bang Morgan upset, and received the matchmaking that his parents gave him,” Fla explained, making Ilham look shocked to hear.

“Morgan ... matched?” tanyakanya.

“Ya.”

“Lantas, how about you?”

Fla let out a long sigh, “I don't allow it, nor do I want to be divorced.”

The atmosphere became awkward, when Fla said that.

Inspiration felt, yesterday's effort became in vain. Just hearing something like this, Ilham already knew that Fla's love for Morgan was so great.

It's gonna be harder for Ilham to get Fla.

Fla singled out his smile, “But it feels selfish no, anyway? Imposing it in these circumstances, with me not wanting to be divorced or pitted,” muttered Fla, who seemed to be lamenting his own guilt.

Inspiration does not think so.

“You are not selfish, it's your self-esteem as a wife,” Ilham denies.

Fla closed his eyes, “But I can't give him what he wants ...” His raucous voice slowly dissipated, like one holding back a cry.

Inspiration really understands, if this is a very heavy thing for a husband and wife. Their goal is to get married, of course, to get offspring. However, since Fla was unable to give it to Morgan, he felt very down and confused how to maintain his pride.

“I understand .. but you also have to have principles. Of course with the approval of Morgan as well, to run your principles,” said Ilham trying to give input to Fla.

“Principles?”

“Yes. What do you want for this relationship. You can explain to Morgan, so he doesn't depend on this relationship with an unclear status. Accepting matchmaking, while retaining you. You don't approve of it and don't want to be divorced. They are all opposites, but you live them at the same time. Believe me, it will only make you sick yourself,” said Ilham explained what he meant.

Fla sighed, opened his eyes and tried to think about what Ilham said just now.

His words seemed to run out, Fla was unable to say anything more.

Just unmoving.

For a moment, they just flinch. No words said, Fla tried to stay silent while thinking about what Ilham said earlier.

Inspiration also dwells on his own thinking. It is undeniable, Ilham also has his own feelings and intentions on Fla.

‘If you are with me, maybe I will never have a problem about heredity. We could have adopted a child, or taken care of my other niece. I don't care much about the descendants. All I need is you,’ murmured Inspiration in heart, which he could not reveal at this moment.

Inspiration does not want to add to the burden of Fla's mind, because at this time they are still not clear status.

It's possible that Fla still loves Morgan so much that he will never reciprocate, Ilham thought.

“I'm sorry, if my words are too straight. I don't want you to make a mistake, in making your decision,” said Ilham, making Fla focus again on the person at the other end who was talking to him.

The night went by so fast that it made Fla sleepy. They made a sleep call, with Inspiration that could not close his eyes at all.

It was already one night, Ilham felt it was very responsibility if he rested now. At 3 o'clock he will have to return to the hospital.

Only this time.

The problems that happened to Fla, made Ilham feel happy. Eventually, he was able to enter little by little into Fla's life, although he did not explicitly talk about his feelings for Fla.

Ilham was still very faithful waiting for Fla, even when he heard that Fla had married Morgan though.

At two in the morning. Inspiration realized because it was too fun to look at the photos of her and Fla togetherness, with their friends.

Of course Ilham did not have a photo along with Fla. Just a photograph of all the staff, which he could look at every night.

Incidentally, Fla's position was right behind Ilham, who was sitting on a chair. All the doctors sat neatly, with their chairs already arranged, while the other assistants and nurses stood behind them.

‘When can we take photos together? Just the two alone, no other,’ Inner Inspiration, who felt very much looking forward to it.

Eight years is not a short time. Moreover, he also had to hold back during these five years, because Fla who looked very harmonious with his household along with Morgan.

Yes, harmonious. At least until the issue of these descendants came into their households.

Lots of women who often match her brother for her, but Ilham did not want it at all, with the reason still want to pursue his career.

In fact, Inspiration has done extreme things. Waiting for a woman who is married to another man.

A very futile thing, but Inspiration has lived it for the last five years.

Not only her sister's choice, many of her colleagues also approached her. Even many young doctors are also fascinated by the good looks and skills of Inspiration in doing their duties as a doctor.

But still, the matter of the heart of Inspiration can not impose. All he loves is Fla, nothing else.

“Haha.” Inspiration chuckled with hands covering her eyes, laughing at her who had done this stupid thing.

I don't know how long he'll survive, in this uncertainty.

Only he knows the answer.

I heard the sound of Ilham laughing, making Fla disturbed from his deep sleep.

“Hmm ...”

Fla looked at the screen of his phone, and it turned out that it was still connected to the call with Ilham.

Hearing Fla's shrill voice, Ilham realized that Fla had woken up from his sleep.

“Fla? Already awake?” tanya Ilham made sure.

“Oh, sorry. Why am I sleeping like this. Last night I snored, didn't I?” fla asked, Ilham chuckled at it.

“Snoring, hard once. That's why I laughed earlier,” as good as Ilham, successfully made Fla embarrassed to hear it.

“Aduh ...” Fla sighed in embarrassment, Ilham only laughed a little.

Ilham was very happy, when he could joke like this with Fla.

In the past, when they were still not this close, let alone to joke, talking was rare. This makes him happy, because there can be little progress between them.