
Cars continue to split the streets of the capital. While Dion did not stop hugging and holding Syifa tightly. Until the sound of sobbing and trembling in his body slowly disappeared.
"It's a little quieter." Dion stared at the sad face of his wife who had now fallen asleep in his arms.
Either because of fatigue or because of fear that attacked him make Syifa quickly fall asleep.
Nico, who has been driving since, looked calm. The man was always calm in every way. That's what made Dion always feel friendly with him.
"Nico, this isn't the way to my house." Dion realizes that Nico is taking him elsewhere.
"we're going to my apartment" said Nico.
"And I said Anterin came home why you want to go to your apartment. Don't tell me you don't want to drive me." grumbled Dion.
"Buset, you know nothing. Look at how your wife fucked up. If you go home with Bu Syifa like that is not the same as Bella and your parents what? What if they think?" nico's words seem to have a point, too.
Dion finally obeyed his friend. After arriving at the basement Dion immediately carried Syifa into the apartment unit Nico.
"Lo's guest room just use it. Solve your problem here. I have a bad business if you need any phone call" said Nico.
"Where are you going?" Nico was about to walk away but Dion stopped him.
"Gue wants to take the bike to campus. Whether there is a doang business." said Nico.
Dion returned to his room to accompany Syifa. He was so concerned about what happened to him.
Dion promised not to make his wife cry. But Syifa had to cry because of her.
"forgive me." said Dion softly while hiding his face scratched at Syifa's neck.
Dion felt the great role of Syifa in his life. All this time he seemed to be swayed without a destination. Not to mention the harsh pressure from Papa Wira that makes it worse.
Since the presence of Syifa now Dion calmer even emotional disorders can heal quickly.
But after what Syifa experienced made Dion again angry. He felt like he had failed to look after the most important woman in his life.
Unknowingly, Dion's tears fell down his cheeks. The sadness and guilt that peaked and made him become fragile. Dion continued to hug Syifa's body and shed all her regrets.
Syifa who felt a breath in her neck and a heavy-looking sobbing sound slowly made her start to open her eyes.
She saw her husband crying while hugging her. This was the first time Syifa had seen Dion crying near her.
The man showed a fragile side of himself. The man who had always been cheerful and tough protected her. As if in his eyes there was no sadness and pain at all when dealing with him.
But this time Dion was completely different. The sound of the voice showed that Dion had a human side. It is not natural for a person to cry to shed all his misfortune.
Slowly Syifa rubbed Dion's head. The soft sweep of her fingers felt so warm and comfortable.
"I'm sorry." Dion's voice was a little unclear because he was still hiding his face.
"it's ok." those words are usually always spoken by Dion. Said her mainstay to make sure everything would be fine.
Syifa also began to feel the meaning of the word. Simple, but terrible meaning.
Slowly Syifa slightly distanced her body in order to see Dion's face. The man looked embarrassed and refused to look at Syifa.
"Don't look at me. I'm so bad." said Dion, covering his face with his arm.
"nothing dear. I already know." Syifa gently rubbed Dion's arm and removed it from her face.
Blush eyes and nose that are also reddened. As well as the wet melt on both of his cheeks actually showed the figure of Dion being so other.
"You didn't fail at being a husband. You are the best husband and Papa. Even so good that I feel less worthy to be with you. You are too perfect for me, Mas Dion." said Syifa Lirih.
"Why are you talking like that?" Dion stared at Syifa sharply. But Syifa turned her eyes away.
"True what they say, you are the perfect man. You should choose a woman who is also balanced with you. I'm too far away from you even I'm putting a child and a child's burden on you. L'm.. I'm sorry." Syifa said restrained. Finally venturing out her feelings.
"Never say that, baby. You are the one who perfected me. I wouldn't be like this without you. I'm lost if I'm not with you." Dion hated hearing Syifa's words that seemed to humble him.
"And one more thing, Bella is not a burden to me. Precisely with the presence of Bella my family became closer and loving each other. She's my daughter and my pride."
Syifa's cry broke again at that very moment. Whether when it comes to Bella her heart feels like it's being squeezed. That little boy was a force in his life.
"Please, hang with me. Our relationship is sometimes not smooth and sometimes chaotic but with love we can pass together. Like the sea sometimes ups and downs but the taste of the water remains the same, right? And that's how I feel about you. My love will forever remain the same Syifa.
If this is how Syifa is no longer able to speak. Dion was so mature and wise for him. The grace of God has given her such a loving and responsible husband, Syifa loves her very much and does not want to lose her.
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Nico is currently walking from the campus parking lot. After picking up his bike he drove to the place where he had already made a deal with someone.
Nico rang the doorbell of the apartment he hadn't been to in months. With a frustrated look Nico tried to strengthen his heart.
Not long after a girl opened the door and let Nico in.
"what do you want to drink?"
"White water only" said Nico briefly.
Not long after the girl brought Nico a glass of water. He is now sitting opposite.
"Tumben's here?."
"Gue just wanted to ask one thing. Why is there such news about Dion? You intentionally did this?" nico said without a stale base.
"K-oko you accuse me?"
"Yes, because I know. You must be the culprit. I'm just Bianca." Nico stared hard at Bianca.
"Yes, I was the one who broke the news. I deliberately let Dion and Miss Syifa get into trouble." Bianca laughed bitterly.
"And you are satisfied because of the act of Lo Bu Syifa in hate as all students. Lo came as if to be a hero to her and take that chance. Bianca please, why do you want to?" Nico had no idea that Bianca would become this close.
"Because I'm tired of Nico, I love Ms. Syifa, I want her. But Dion's blocking my move. I've tried repeatedly Lupain Bu Syifa but I can't." Finally Bianca's cries broke just then.
It feels so claustrophobic to admit the love he shouldn't have. But fighting an ingrained love like this is hard.
"Gue knows you like Bu Syifa. But I don't think it's love. But it's Bianca's obsession. Lo's too obsessed with Miss Syifa." With her net flushed Nico tried to hold back the emotional turmoil inside her chest.
"Haha.. You say that so do you understand? Everywhere is the name of love for Nico to pursue. I love Ms. Syifa and I'll pursue my love." kekeuh Bianca.
Nico who began to lose patience is now approaching Bianca and squeezing both shoulders. With a sharp highlight yes try to make Bianca understand.
"Gue told her the truth Bianca. If you really love you should be sincere. Lo willing even though they do not have to be together. At least you can be happy to see loved ones happy. That's Bi's love. Like my love for you. Although I may not reach it but at least I am happy if someday you can be happy in the right way."
"I don't feel like messing around. I'm in love with you but I realize we can't be together."
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