L'm... Baby Sugar
Sorrow

"William." I said as I held back my tears, my feelings mixed between happy, sad, and broken. Finally I just let my phone keep ringing without any answer from me.

"Kanayaaa.." a voice finally broke my daydream.

"Tania, are you conscious?"

"Kanaya, stop this, think about your life Kanaya."

"What do you mean Tania? you are my life!"

"Truly a stupid girl." replied Tania.

"Kanaya, I want to go home."

"Tania, your condition is still so weak, you still have to get treatment at this hospital Tania."

"We don't have Kanaya's money anymore."

"Not to think about it, I've already dealt with it" Kanaya said with a smile.

"You don't go back to that job anymore, do you, Kanaya?"

"No Tania, I'm not going back to that job."

"Good then" Tania said with a smile.

"Kanaya, I'm still sleepy, I want to sleep Kanaya."

"Sleep Tania, I'll always be here to take care of you."

Tania nodded and her eyes closed. Seeing Tania sleeping so soundly, I finally decided to go home to clean the apartment and take some of my belongings and Tania.

After I finished cleaning the apartment and took the supplies I needed, I headed back to the hospital. But when I opened the door, I saw someone standing in front of my apartment. I felt like I wanted to go back in and I closed the door, but suddenly he was hugging me.

"Kanayaaaa, I'm sorry."

For a while I just fell silent and stared. Actually I also want to hug him, but I must realize my current position is already tied to Madam Lidya, I do not want to give more hope to him, I do not want to give more hope to him, and hasn't he hung up my relationship with her all this time.

"Take me off Willi."

"Kanaya..."

"I've waited enough for you without certainty."

"Kanaya listen to my explanation from Kanaya first."

"What Willi wants to explain, it's all clear!"

"Kanaya give me a chance."

"Sorry William, I'm busy right now, someone's waiting for me."

"Someone?"

"Yes, I've had an appointment with a customer of mine."

"Don't lie Kanaya, I know if you haven't been back to your old job for a long time, I know you kept the promise we made because you loved me so much Kanaya!"

"You know Willi, you know I've kept your word, and even waited so long for you, but what do I get? just a false hope!"

"But now that I'm back Kanaya, I'm sorry, something terrible happened to me when I came home from the airport."

"There's not much of a reason Willi! sorry I have to go!"

"Where are you going Kanaya?"

"Don't I tell you if someone's waiting for me."

"Whatchu mean? who's waiting for you?"

"That's none of your business. It's too late anyway."

"Too late?"

"Yes, in a few days I will marry William, so please forget me! Let's just say we've never met before." I said as I walked away from him.

William still looked so devastated at my words, he ran and hugged me. "Kanaya, is it so easy for you to forget me? Does everything we do never mean anything to you?"

I could only cry at her words, actually my heart was very sore, but I had to do everything so that she wouldn't expect me too much. "Kanaya please look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me!"

William held my face and looked me in the eye."Now tell me if you don't love me!"

"I don't love you William." I said as I looked to the side.

"Kanaya's lie, not even your eyes dare to look me in the eye!"

I could only cry, then William hugged me so tightly. "Please don't ever leave me, didn't we promise to build a happy little family dear."

"William, but I'm sorry I can't, I've made a promise to someone."

"What promise Kanaya?"

"It's none of your business, Willi, didn't you just leave me, you never even existed when I really needed you!"

Suddenly my phone rang.

[Hallo's with Miss Kanaya?]

[He's right.]

[Miss, currently your friend is experiencing a critical period, hopefully you will come to the hospital soon.]

I got the call by crying. "Tania." I said sobbing.

"Kanaya, what has happened to Tania?"

"I have to get to Willi's hospital immediately."

"Let's take you to the hospital!"

William gripped my hand so tightly, inevitably I followed his words to be escorted by him to the hospital. Upon arrival at the hospital, we ran to the ICU room because on the way the sick run had called us back to report Tania's condition was declining.

I saw Tania's condition through the glass wall in the ICU room. Tania's body, which was now full of hoses and various medical devices, seemed so weak and helpless. I could only look at her with tears.

"What pain does Kanaya have?" ask William.

"Cervical cancer." I replied weakly.

"I'm sorry, I can never go with you Kanaya."

"Willi's enough, I don't want to hear your words anymore."

***

"Tania, look at the cake that the boy was eating it looks like it's so delicious Tania."

"You want it Kanaya?"

"certain."

"Wait a minute Kanaya."

A while later Tania ran away from me, I could only wait for her because my stomach was so hungry. Long enough I waited, suddenly Tania came while carrying the cake I wanted.

"Where did you get Tania's cake?"

"From the little boy you saw."

"Did you steal it?"

"Of course not, I just told her if I saw the cake she ate had been infested by flies before she bought it, heard my words spontaneously she gave this cake to me." tania said while laughing.

Seeing Tania laugh I laughed with her.

***

"Tania, I miss you Tania, let's laugh together" I said.

"Miss Kanaya?" a doctor suddenly broke my daydream.

"Yes doc."

"Miss Tania wants to meet you. Please enter through the door over there Miss."

"Nice doc."

I then entered the ICU room fully dressed in protective gown. Tania who saw my arrival smiled at me.

"Kanye."

"Don't say much Tania, look your condition is already so weak."

"Kanaya promise me."

"What promise is Tania?"

"Stay away from that dark life and find your happiness with William."

"Tania is over."

"Because I'm tired, pray for me Kanaya, for my repentance to be accepted."

"Of course I'll always pray for you Tania."

"Kanaya..."

Tania had not yet finished her words, I saw the electrocardiogram device beside her already showing a straight line and making a very shrill sound.

I panicked to see him and called the doctor. William and I waited for Tania so anxiously. We saw the doctor seem so busy dealing with Tania. Moments later, the doctor came out of the ICU.

"I'm sorry I have to tell you this news, I've tried to save Ms. Tania but God wills otherwise, may you all be given patience."

My body felt so limp, I cried and screamed so loud.

"Taniaaaaaa."