
Sitting in the student secretariat turned the pen with his left hand while daydreaming, and muttered to himself why this pain did not get the attention of him, he said, it hurts myself even though this morning when going to leave for campus very happy to meet immediately and see his sweet smile even though it is forbidden by Mami and Papi to leave for campus, he said, but because the passionate longing remains reckless, although leaving must nebeng Cello to campus is not as expected, just a sense of disappointment in the chest.
But after hearing the protest from Cello only realized not completely wrong of him, almost three weeks did not give it at all, even for say hello did not have time to do let alone the right hand movement is now still limited.
"Why is it so torturous like this, what should I do, arrgh why his face is so hard to disappear from the eye pelukur" Rafael murmured while slamming the pen he had just played, fortunately only alone in the room.
Coming Kanno and Cello with his noisy voice resuscitated from his daydream, Rafael only took a deep breath without opening his voice.
"Still upset bro, samperin there to his apartment, if he cue nyesel lo later" advises Cello by throwing paper that has been squeezed into a small ball.
Without answering questions from Cello, Rafael had the idea of returning home from college and going to his apartment with dinner.
"Let's go to class, you want to stay here and mourn your fate?" babble Kanno left Rafael who was just daydreaming not like usually talk a lot.
After the class from morning until three in the afternoon Rafael's course was finally finished, without finding information on what time Shifa came home, Rafael immediately ordered an online taxi to Wika City apartment and said goodbye to Kanno and Cello to go home first.
Arriving in the lobby of Wika City apartment, accidentally after getting off the taxi carrying the menu for dinner, Rafael saw Shifa walking hand in hand with a man wearing a suit, mask, and a mask, hat and sunglasses, Rafael just looked at it from a distance without daring to approach.
When in front of the elevator door, the man wrapped his hands around Shifa's waist, and Shifa did not reject him either, so Rafael stopped, who initially wanted to give a surprise to the idol, but Rafael became heartbroken, eventually turning his body back to the highway ordering a car online back home.
Disappointment without words feels more painful, this morning when meeting just say hello already feels tight in the chest, now more stifling again felt in the heart.
At home Papi Faro has not yet returned, Mami Inneke is in the boutique relics of the late Oma Meera who died five years ago, there is only the spoiled Najja who is swimming in the pool, but there is only the spoiled Najja who is swimming in the pool, Rafael went up to the fourth floor, entered the mini laboratory, but just sat there pensively doing nothing, his heart still imagined who the man who was with him earlier.
His sharp eyes only remember the silhouette of a man who was likely the same age as Papi Faro despite wearing a mask, sunglasses and a hat, but why should it be this painful, what this name murmured in the heart.
Day after day after the event Rafael only admired the girl from afar, while longing only buried in his heart, especially now that Rafael entered the secretions to make a little busy themselves not to think too much about the adoration of heart.
Likewise, Shifa always preoccupies herself with campus activities, social services, raising funds for the construction of Kasih Bunda orphanage, and collecting information about Ara aunty and learning about Islam.
Without feeling three months passed without a word, only looking at the face from a distance if Shifa longed for the adoration of the heart, today is a historic day for Shifa after studying Islam in the last three months, Shifa will make two sentences of shahadah in Kasih Bunda orphanage and will be guided by a visiting ustadz and also a permanent donor of the Orphanage.
Actually one week ago Ustad suggested that the pronunciation of two sentences of the shahadah was done in the mosque founded by ustadz but Shifa refused it, for fear of being known by uncle Agus, who was not involved, all Shifa activities are still carried out secretly, although not as tight as watching Shifa while in Singapore, but still occasionally followed by members of uncle Agus.
Shifa often told Uncle Agus if he had a friend who studied at the same campus and an orphan living in an orphanage, uncle Agus's men do not always keep an eye on Shifa if she visits or stays at the Kasih Bunda orphanage.
The event was conducted in the usual orphanage hall to receive large numbers of guests, precisely beside the main house of the orphanage, so it was not too striking the activity from the outside, only seen the orphanage is receiving a group that is making donations to the orphanage.
Using a long white robe and white veil made Shifa shine more beautiful face, her inner aura more steady with what is being done at this time.
Only attended by ustadz, MUI employees, orphanage children, Aulia's mother, Aisyah and Mr. RT and his wife who became historic witnesses to Shifa's life.
'How can we start?" ask ustadz after all gathered and sat facing the small table that had been prepared.
"Every Mr. Austadz" Shifa replied confidently.
The event began the reading of the holy verse of the Quran by Aisha, advice from Ustadz new to the core event that is the promise and memorization of two sentences of the creed that is very thrilling, especially for Shifa.
Completed guided by ustadz and witnessed by all witnesses present, shifa's tears can not be dammed anymore river when he was panjatkan by ustadz and given a certificate from MUI if it has officially embraced Islam.
"My son Shifa, do you intend to change your name after you convert to Islam?" ask a half-century old MUI officer.
"No need sir, because my name is the mandate of the Muslim Mami, what about ustadz?" shifa asked, looking at the ustadz who was in front of her, only blocked by a small table.
"I agree there is no need to change the name, Shifa in the Qur'an means healer or medicine, may Shifa be a woman who can be a healer of the heart for those around her who are lost.
"Aamiin ya rabbal Alamin" they answered in unison.
"Mami, only these two trusts that I carried out, First I have not used money from Papi, the second I have returned like the will of Mami, Mami, may Mami be calm and happy at Allah SWT Aamiin's side" Shifa prayed sincerely.
The procession was completed in just one hour, enjoying the dishes that had been prepared, jokingly and congratulating everyone present, shifa's heart was greatly relieved that there was no obstacle and no one knew about the event either uncle Agus or the extended family of Papi either in Singapore or in Thailand.
"How are you relieved now?" aisyah asked Shifa after she finished enjoying the meal and sat down at the dinner table.
"Alhamdulillah, I feel very grateful to be able to carry out one by one the trust of Mami, thank you for helping and supporting me" Aisyah and Shifa hugged each other tightly.
"That's what brothers are for, helping each other and supporting each other in every kindness" Aisyah replied smiling sweetly.
"What priorities will Shifa make after this?".
"The semester break is only one month away, we should prepare to go to Singapore to carry out a plan to find population information there as I want to change my identity card, especially about religious conversion" answer Shifa Long.
"Ready....." Aisyah with the spirit of four-five laid her hands respectfully to Shifa then laughed together.