
Arash fixed Zehra's sitting position, leaving the wife in a sitting position while leaning her head against the pillow.
the man walked up to the table full of food, picked up some food and took it to the zaffa.
"Uncle Oemar said you didn't eat all day hmm?"
Arash asked as he grabbed the spoon inside the food plate, trying to bribe Zehra slowly.
For a moment zehra shook his head, his face then suddenly turned cloudy.
"Hasn't life become his destiny?"
Said Arash suddenly, he put the spoon in his right hand into the dinner plate, then gently touched Zehra's face.
"I don't really understand religion, I'm ashamed to talk about religion, I'm not a good human being, but I've learned about a verse that says life and death in the hands of God"
QS. An Nisa Verse 78
أَيْنَمَا تَكُونُوا۟ يُدْرِككُّمُ ٱلْمَوْتُ وَلَوْ كُنتُمْ فِى بُرُوجٍۢ مُّشَيَّدَةٍۢ ۗ وَإِن تُصِبْهُمْ حَسَنَةٌۭ يَقُولُوا۟ هَٰذِهِۦ مِنْ عِندِ ٱللَّهِ ۖ وَإِن تُصِبْهُمْ سَيِّئَةٌۭ يَقُولُوا۟ هَٰذِهِۦ مِنْ عِندِكَ ۚ قُلْ كُلٌّۭ مِّنْ عِندِ .ٱللَّهِ ۖ فَمَالِ هَٰٓؤُلَآءِ ٱلْقَوْمِ لَا يَكَادُونَ يَفْقَهُونَ حَدِيثًۭا
Wherever you are, death will find you, even if you are in a high and strong fortress. If they obtain goodness, they say, “This is from the side of Allah,” and if they are afflicted with an evil, they say, “This is from you (Muhammad).” Say, “Everything (coming) from Allah's side.” So why do those people (the hypocrites) barely understand the talk (at least)?” (QS. 4:78)
QS. Al An’aam Verse 2
It is He who created you from the ground, and then He set a death (your death), and a certain time limit known only to Him. But you still doubt it. (QS. 6:2)
"It's very clear there, isn't it? Do not expect God to delay the death of a person at a predetermined time, and for a person whose life has been taken no more chance to improve, Allah will reward him for all that he has done. “
"Don't torture yourself for death, let alone have another life in here"
Arash spoke while gently touching Zehra's stomach.
"Don't torture our child for this guilt, if something bad happens to him, what are we going to do? instead of torturing yourself and the child in this womb, it is better to let go of those who have gone and defend those who have been given the opportunity to come with us hmmm"
As soon as Zehra's eyeballs glazed over, her tears instantly spilled out
Hurriedly Arash put down his food plate, then hugged Zehra tightly.
His right hand continued to gently stroke Zehra's hair which continued to cry sobbing, while his left hand continued to tightly hug her body. Arash took a slow breath, he thought well this is his wife, from the beginning met before marriage eyeballs were always easy to cry, even his heart was always easily touched or even hurt.
Although he heard many stories telling how powerful Zehra was in the battlefield, but who would have thought that woman was even so whiny and fragile in her daily life.
"Now let's eat together"
Bisik Arash again.