
Nara smiled to see her friends post photos of their togetherness with the face full of chocolate cream, very memorable in the eyes of Nara, she was happy and sad. Sad because not being in the photo can not participate in the togetherness he really misses such times with his friend, here Nara is very lonely.
The smile that he showed each time was all just a fake smile, a smile to manipulate everyone if he is fine but in fact - no - he is not fine and his mind is always struggling always sad, sad, still the same cause is still the same person - Noah Zenith Edsel-
Nara POV's
She's not perfect but somehow I like her so much, my heart always bersalu if it's beside her, my heart always hurts if I see her familiar with other women, she said, I'm often disappointed I know it's not her fault I'm wrong she doesn't know if I like her, but I don't know my heart is so selfish I want her to be sensitive to my feelings without me saying it.
And now that I have given up, my heart is too hurt my heart is no longer strong with everything, with her kind attitude towards me she was like giving me hope she always gave me more attention as if she was also harboring a taste in me.
No, he doesn't keep the taste to me, I'm too baper he's always good to everyone not just me, I think too much of it.
Just to forget it I was willing to stay away from all my friends, my best friend. And here I am now in a foreign country a country that I myself never thought I would live in - Switzerland
Six months I've been living in this country and when I try to forget it, he's Noah Zenith edsel that man came to this country I don't know what his purpose was to come here either.
Oh yeah, one thing that pisses me off, though, angry or happy I also do not know for sure the state of my heart if I am happy then why my heart hurts why my tears flowed so fast until my eyes swell may not be said to be happy maybe I'm mad at him.
These six months I've been trying so hard to forget that erasing her name from my heart buries all my memories and love for her but it's really hard not to be as easy as you can imagine.
Do not know what genie possessed him suddenly he came from Indonesia here to Switzerland he came somehow I do not understand maybe he borrowed the door wherever doraemon belongs, he came to Switzerland, he came suddenly and punched my friend Steven in the face I also did not understand what he meant to come suddenly and then hit Steven in the face at that time I was very surprised by his arrival.
But he was more of a surprise to me by telling all my friends that I was his girlfriend than he was to affirm that word to Steven. Who is not angry? he's the reason I left and now he's coming to say he loves me. I was thinking maybe it was just a setting he just wanted me to come back for him to make toys again, huh! Really back then it felt like I wanted to punch him in the face that made me fall in love and get heartbroken all at once, which sucks!
Sometimes every time I shut up his words that say if he loves me it always turns in my head, making me dizzy. All my friends always told me to give Noah a second chance but did they understand how I felt. No, they don't understand that I understand my own feelings.
I just want to be alone. I resigned that I had given everything to God if indeed I was a match with him I would have united with him but if not for sure God would have erased this love from my heart and would have sent someone much better than him.
_I just need patience and trust_
The Noah POV
I ask her a bet with a challenge I will make her fall in love with me within a month if I win she will be the girl who is obedient to me and if she wins she will be free to ask for anything at me. Fair enough not and he also agreed to my ridiculous invitation.
The two weeks that passed I was with him the closer the day came despite the many little things I would discuss with him, as time goes by now it has entered the third Sunday meaning that the bet is only one week left but I feel attracted to him I started to like him starting to be possessive of him and he was not a problem with it all I also began to strengthen my heart as well whether I really liked it or just a sense of awe for a moment, and in this fourth month I've really been a mantab if I really like it I'll say my feelings right this night when we decide who wins this bet.
But this is all out of my mind he left, he left me on the grounds of following his parents even he did not say goodbye to me, I found out from her social media posts I came out in a hurry to catch Nara there but Galen and Ira came to my house and I immediately asked Nara where she was with her best friend Ira.
And the answer I got really made me angry, my blood was boiling at the time I wanted to hit Ira but I said it because she was a girl especially she was my best friend's girlfriend then she gave me a letter that she said was a letter from Nara leave before he leaves the country.
My tears were dripping when I heard the parting words from her even I was just about to start but she had already ended it first. Ira said she thought that if I was just playing with her, I never played Nara, I really loved her. But he couldn't see it all and he chose to leave me with all this misunderstanding.
Finally on vacation at the end of this year I am on vacation with my family and I chose to vacation abroad precisely in the country of Switzerland is not without reason I asked there it was all I did so I could meet Nara really after Nara's departure I became discouraged to do anything even me to drink forbidden drinks and also smoke things that I had never done before, I did all of that because I needed a tranquilizer and that's how I got myself to feel like this crazy person I always cried with my hands holding a picture of Nara and sometimes I laughed myself just like people madcap.
Sometimes I also take sleeping pills because suddenly I insomia, haha is ridiculous.
When I arrived in Switzerland I stopped by for a while at the biggest mall in the country I went in to buy a present for my niece and I accidentally saw the woman who had been driving me crazy I was so happy it felt like I wanted to embrace her immediately, venting all this longing. But my blood was made to boil with the next sight. A guy I don't know who he is, handsome but not as handsome as I am with how dare that guy hold the hand of nara even call him dear a call that I myself never said.
I was the one whose emotions just hit the face of the smartass, and what makes me sad is that Nara even defended the fucking guy and he said that the guy was his girlfriend, he said, I'm not stupid I wouldn't believe it just like that but you should know that my heart hurts too when he says that fucking guy's his girlfriend.
Nara left me after scolding me all-out I was not angry with her instead I was glad I could see again her fierceness but what I did not like was her tears I felt like I wanted to hug her when that too and wiped those tears away.
I chased after him I followed him until he stopped at the city park he was sitting on it covered his face that had been covered with tears I came to him but he instead scolded me he said if he did not love me anymore.
You think I believe? of course I don't trust him, even I could see clearly the look in her eyes when I looked at me there was a little love there and I also saw a lot of disappointment in those beautiful eyes who else would have let her down if not me.
Again she left me with her cries she didn't give me a chance to explain everything even for me to hug her, huh hugging? just wiping her tears she didn't give it.
God why my romance is always tragic, I beg you let me be with him match me with him
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