
"Great.we take a shower - a bath!" exclaim Alfa and Aqila with excitement.
They rushed to change clothes and slide into the children's pool. Bang Yudi happily accompanied his son and daughter to swim more precisely to play water because they throw each other - throw in the pool. I was just observing from afar because I wanted to give Alfa and Aqila a chance to enjoy being with her father.
While waiting for the children and Bang Yudi I selfi - selfi with Candra, enjoying the beauty of the Creation of the Almighty. Aging like this with Candra makes us feel the youth first, let's just say we cultivate our love so that we can always be fertile and mate until the end of life.
"Ma. we sit there yuk, reminiscing about youth!" bring Candra.
"Which youth is dear? The feeling of our youth having no time together like this!" gurauku on Candra.
Candra and I have never experienced dating like most teenagers because we experienced both monkey love and first love. While still a snot boy, Candra used to play at my house because she was friends with my sister's husband. The night after her work, Candra was more often at my house. It was from this meeting that we fell in love, the first love that was then lost due to lost contact.
Candra anchors her heart to various places that she made a temporary stopover despite having a relationship with Diana but Candra is still LOYAL 'EVERY BEND ADA' more precisely her boyfriend Candra where - where there is.
If I call Candra your boyfriend five trucks fuso a lot. Candra just laughs in response to such talk because it is the reality because she herself can not count how many girls she is dating. The basic playboy class anchovy fish origin there are girls who like to be directly treated.
Sometimes this heart wonder why I can fall in love with Playboy men like this Candra. That is a heart that is hard to guess and does not know to whom this heart will be anchored.
"Good - good, my mom, our photos! Like we're young!" Chirps Candra who stare one by one photo of the shots on my phone.
"Still young but mama is old lo Pa! It's wrinkled again!" my whistle to Candra.
"Two - old gini Papa loves big wear same Mama!" chirps Candra.
"Lebay.tau, the gombalist who likes girls - girls react nhe!" Puff me with my lips.
"You get bitten that lips are lengthened like that! candra Goda..
"Gigit - bite the food!" ledek.
"Wk. wk..wk..!" candra Laughter.
"Ma, it looks like the kids are done swimming, we go yuk!" bring Candra.
"Ok Boss, ready to go!" My canda.
We went to the pool where the kids were swimming. Until there the children are finished and ready to leave the swimming pool in this Belibis Bay tourist spot. We cross paths with Bang Yudi who carries children's belongings containing wet clothes ready to swim them.
"Eh Yohana, Candra we just wanted to see you guys but have met here!" Bang Yudi explained to us.
"Yes Bang, we thought that Bang Yudi and the children had not finished so we came here!" I obviously told Bang Yudi.
"Yes, we ate first, the kids must be hungry after swimming! We're looking for a place to eat now!" take Candra to Bang Yudi, Alfa and Aqila.
After eating we prepared - ready to take Alfa back to Pondok Pesantren. A brief but memorable and pleasant meeting for Alfa and Aqila. A short time together but can give a big smile to Alfa and Aqila.
Arriving at Pondok Pesantren, Alfa we deliver back to ustadz pembina santri. There is a sense of sadness to part with Alfa but for the sake of her future I have to be sincere to take her away from us.
"Learning diligently, baby, take care of yourself and take care of the health of your dear child!" I said arrest haru.
"Mama also take care of your health, do not often eat late later mama's heartburn relapses!" alfa reminds me to take care of my health.
I was so moved, the child who is still ABG can already care about parents.
"Dear, my mom will not be late to eat again, later on your vacation home where Mama is! We walk in the afternoon at the beach, eat pension, langgangang! Now my brother is focused on studying in this cottage!" I said I gave an appointment to go for an afternoon walk on the beach as we often did when Alfa was still Primary School.
"Yes ma! we're playing the waves in the afternoon!" Smile with a smile remembering our time together.
"Mom, Papa Candra and Aqila said yes, we're back home."
Alfa and I hugged and Alfa went back to the cottage while we went back to the Parkiran to get the car. In the parking lot of the boarding school, I, Candra and Aqila told Bang Yudi to return to the city.
"Bang Yudi we're back in town huh!" Said Candra to Bang Yudi by shaking hands to part ways.
"Yes, be careful on the road huh Candra! Brother also went straight back to Kampung!" bang Yudi.
Then Bang Yudi approached Aqila who was standing beside my left.
"Sir, I'm back in the village!, study diligently, pray not to stay and according to Mother yes!" Advice Bang Yudi to Aqila.
Aqila slammed into Bang Yudi's arms as if she did not want to part even though there was no mention on her lips. Long time the child and the father embrace, they are close to each other to separate but circumstances that make them separate.
"Dad, grandpa back yes. Dad often - often call grandpa so we can tell - stories!" Pinta Aqila to her father who was taken by her father.
After finishing his farewell with Aqila, Bang Yudi looked at me and extended his hand to shake hands with me. Bang Yudi's handshake I received doubtfully because I was worried that Candra was jealous, I knew exactly the jealous nature of Candra. If I refuse Bang Yudi's hand job I also feel bad, it could be that Bang Yudi is offended by my attitude.
"Yohana, I'm sorry for all your mistakes! Forgive you for not being able to fully support Alfa and Aqila!" great-grandson Bang Yudi.
I can only nod because this tongue feels faint to say. I saw Bang Yudi's eyes dewy, there might be regret there that was too late to realize. All have become memories that must be kept tight without having to bring up because it only incised the wound back. The past is only as a rearview mirror in life that should only be glimpsed without having to look at it, because if we turn to see the rearview mirror is a barrier to see the way forward and can also cause danger, because if we turn to look at the rearview mirror, it becomes a barrier to see the road ahead and can also cause danger, falling or getting hit.
So too with this life, do not always look back because it can be hit in front of which is the future but make the past a lesson to change yourself and correct mistakes that have been made so as not to repeat in the future.
The music in the car is like a lullaby that takes me in a dream world. Without feeling I have fallen asleep on the way to the city of residence. Dreams are life savers in the real world.