JORDAN
Chapter 47's

The all-white room was filled only by the sound of Josep's life-trigger. Men

the middle-aged still lay unconscious after the last incident

when his old disease returned. Even his whole body now

have been installed life support tools.

Not far from the bed Josep lay, the place was also filled by the presence of a figure

the man who had been an hour more just stood guard— stared expressionlessly at the

the object in front of him.

“Why don't you just die?” low, the man's lips barely moved as he said it

“Perhaps with your death, I can be a little relieved that I will never see you again

with you. Instead, you can meet the woman you wasted first.

Ah, but I thought you couldn't possibly meet my mommy

heart of the angel—remembering your presence, your place seems different.

My mommy's in heaven, while you're in hell. And damn, most likely

even I will go in there too and meet that disgusting face of yours again.”

Jordan monologues then laughs blandly. Really, he still hates it

he was in the same room as his father. If not for the demand

his wife, he is reluctant to visit the dying man in front of him now.

Yesterday Jordan did promise Lionara that he would learn to forgive his father

and trying to re-treat his inner wounds, but still too difficult

for him if he has to deal with the source of his pain. Each time

looking at Josep, her mother's poignant face always seemed to be overshadowed. And it made his blood

it rumbled violently with a flash of hatred so brightly.

Therefore, in order to keep himself sane, Jordan chose a fairly safe distance

for him not to get out of control. Even his two fists have not

urung loosened, while his gaze was sharp and piercing. Jordan has asked for

his wife just wanted to call him here, but the woman said she wanted to

giving her own privacy to freely examine her feelings on

the Father.

In the past, Jordan loved Josep— so much, admiring his authority and deep wisdom

leading companies and families. Josep was rarely at home because of her abuse

work, but every time the daddy came home, the man often didn't

never absent bring him souvenirs, then spend a lot of time with him

and the mommy. Whether it's playing or teaching him a lot. They

threesome enjoys quality time along with an atmosphere so warm and

harmoniously.

But all the warmth and harmony that passes is in fact sheer camouflage. In front of him, Josep and Grace play the role of a loving and supportive couple. But the fact is all just the best play of the two for the sake of

it made Jordan unsuspecting. It's just amazing.

Still fresh in Jordan's memory the events of a month before he caught Josep cheating— early in the morning, when Josep was about to set off on a business trip abroad again, as usual the man would hug and kiss her face lovingly.

As for his mother, that day Josep did not fare well at all. Her father

ignoring the presence of her mother there. Seeing that awkwardness, Jordan

reflexes chasing after his father who had entered the car. It's repeated

calling but the car the man was riding on continued to go, not heeding his call which at that time had run as hard as he could while waving a hand— wished the car had stopped, but not at all.

A drop of clear grain managed to fall from the corner of Jordan's eye. All those memories

just keep spinning like a broken tape in his head. So painful. Chest

Jordan returned to vigorous agitation, his breathing began to disorganize, his jaw tightened.

He knew he was going to explode. That is why he immediately closed his eyes

tightly, take a breath and exhale it slowly, just like the advice

his psychiatrist started to get out of control. It's very heavy, but Jordan

must learn to get used to learning to control himself.

In just about fifteen minutes, he slowly calmed down. That blue manic

open back and,

“Wake up, if you want to get forgiveness from me.” muttered Jordan with a quivering tone

“Solve in this place. Because I no longer want to see you at

other nature!”

****

“You okay?” lionara asked the man sitting next to her

The man smiled faintly, “As you can see,”

Lionara stared at the young man in Daniel's body. His bruise was gone, but one of the man's hands was still wrapped in a cast.

“Daniel, forgive what Jordan did back then,” Lionara said

“What Jordan told you?”

Lionara. “I just want to apologize on his behalf.”

“He did something wrong, but you apologized. What is so valuable to him

now for you?” Daniel asked bitterly

“Iya. She's precious to me and Jay,” I'm Lionara

Daniel closed his eyes. It seemed, he was eager to pay attention to his hearing at this moment. Lionara's statement still has a full effect on him.

Silent.

Daniel sighed, “Do you know, all this time I've been trying to avoid

confrontation with your husband. I don't like the commotion, so more

choose avoid. It's just one thing that can't keep me quiet

just for the treatment, which is Mommy.” slowly, Daniel began to talk “It's already

for years, but Jordan was still rude and unrelenting to demean mommy. Not at home or in public, Jordan often deliberately humiliates him.”

Lionara just silently listened.

“I thought after she got married and had a child, her heartache towards my parents would be eroded. But not at all. If you think about it, inside.

when it comes to affection, daddy and grandpa obviously love him more than

on our. Yeah, even though daddy's way of showing it looks rough, but I

being able to clearly see her love for Jordan was so great. Daddy is

love mommy, but in terms of children.Jordan is the more master.

her heart. Every mess Jordan made, daddy always took care of it.

Sending some of the best messages to monitor all Jordan's activities outside

sana— makes sure it stays safe, provides the best facilities, even half his shares are given to Jordan secretly, through on behalf of grandfather.”

“But, isn't he—“

that's. “Daddy wouldn't do that to his beloved son. He was happy to serve

jordan's anger, because only in that way will Jordan just intersect

with him. They're strange fathers and sons.” Daniel smiled smirked

“Honestly, I've been jealous of him all along. Not only get love from daddy..he also managed to get it from you.” Daniel stared at the sad bead of Lionara who was also looking at him fixedly. “I am really very envious, Flo.”

“El..”.

“Satan in my head repeatedly seduced me to take it all back. But lucky I can still think sanely. I realized from the beginning that all that love belonged to Jordan. If at that time mommy and daddy could hold their feelings,

maybe Jordan won't be the victim. I can imagine what if

I was in Jordan's position at that time—I think I was just as devastated.”

“And compared to my sense of irritation, I was more subdued when he ended up with you. Because

after marrying you, she has changed a lot. Jordan looks more

humanly. Now his life is not only filled with hatred, but there is also

love there. The love he only wants from you. That's why I'm willing to let you go.

to him. At least, the story of the past does not repeat itself.”

Again, Daniel exhaled his heavy breath.

“For the chaos of the past, I don't know who to blame. Whether it's daddy, mommy or aunt Grace. All I know is the love they have is at the wrong time. If only they were not selfish, maybe this sad story was not

it will never be written. Now everything is an endless tangled thread. I

can only continue to hope all this bitterness passes soon.” Daniel says

rau, his tone sounded tired.

Pause for a moment before Daniel's healthy hand grabs Lionara's fingers and squeezes them gently.

“Now I can only

counting on you to repair the damage to this family. I'm sure God

intentionally sending you ends up in our family for one purpose, which is to free this family from the shackles of the past. I let my love belong to my brother... Because I know for Jordan you're the only light and the only person who can direct it. So please.repeat them.” at the end of his sentence, Daniel's tears just flow. His gaze was so sad and the tormented highlight was clearly drawn.

“El..do not put it this way,” Lionara with teary eyes. Daniel is the man who

umpteenth expected him to soften Jordan's hardened heart. In fact, he was not too confident to respond to their requests. The wound that Jordan had was only the man who could heal her, while she could only support her husband. The final decision remains with Jordan.

Drifting away in the atmosphere, Lionara unconsciously clasped Daniel's body carefully, then patted his back gently, as if giving calmness. Daniel reply

hugging Lionara is no less tight. He dropped his head on the shoulder Lionara—so missed the hug of the woman he still loved. Thereafter nothing

the ones who make a sound, just hug each other.

“It looks like a broken hand is not enough for you huh?”

Lionara's heart slipped as soon as his ears heard a stifled growl from the voice behind his body. He knew the owner of the voice.

Both Lionara and Daniel immediately ended their embrace. Lionara turned around, and

a terrible smile for Jordan. Even the two hands of the man

already clenched hard. Lionara gulped down with great difficulty, it seemed like her husband was

they misinterpreted their mood. It will definitely not end with

good.

Hurriedly Lionara got up to Jordan— clasped his arm before the man's lemosi exploded again and ended up attacking Daniel.

“You're done?” Lionara tried to normalize his slightly huffed tone while rubbing up and down Jordan's arm.

Jordan is not a bully. His gaze locked sharply on Daniel who was also looking at him calmly.

Lionara cleared his throat awkwardly, “Jo, this is not what you see. We're just—”

“Letas.” hiss Jordan without looking at him

Lionara. “We'd better go now huh. Doctor Lilo must have been waiting for us,” Lionara will not let Jordan realize his wish. “Daniel us first yes,” sergeant Lionara while pulling Jordan's hand away from there.

Lionara even put in a little energy as Jordan was reluctant to move from there.

****

Jordan has no regard for Lionara. He prefers to look outside

car window. Along the way, the man was indifferent, unconcerned

Lionara explained why she and Daniel were hugging like that.

flat, but Lionara knows Jordan is mad at him.

“Jo, did you hear my explanation?” Lionara shook Jordan's arm. But Jordan didn't care. “I don't like you to keep quiet like this. You talk, Jo. We finish this well, not even being indifferent like this.” added Lionara began

frustrations.

Silent. The man remained silent.

“Master, mistress, forgive me.. but now where are we going?” ask Sam

be careful behind the wheel.

“Go home!“

“To doctor Lilo's place!”

The couple answered simultaneously, making Sam grimace a little

the opposite answer. Confused whose direction he should be

follow the middle of the two since entering the car was already involved in an argument

small-time.

“Direct this car to home,” Jordan's word is cold

“No. You have promised that starting today you will join the therapy with doctor Lilo,”

reject Lionara

Sam scratched his non-itchy temple. He has not yet received a definite answer.

Through the rearview mirror, Sam ventured to stare at the unfriendly look of his two superiors.

Especially the aura of Jordan which currently looks more sinister.

“So we to dok— hospital ”

“Didn't I just say go home! Are your ears no longer working?!” jordan's snapping managed to make Lionara and Sam gasp.

“Jo-“

“Do it if you don't want your head turned,” sela Jordan with a sharp look at Sam.

Sam gulped, “Ba-good Sir,”

After that, no one made a sound. Sam chose to focus on driving and

Jordan looked back flat on the shoulder of the streets—tak even though Jordan intended

he looked at his wife who still did not stop looking at him.

Jordan's mind is unstable, which is why he does not want to solve this problem first with Lionara. He had to calm down first so that he would not get out of control.

Today Jordan is desperately pressuring his ego to visit his father, and when

out of the room he saw Lionara and Daniel hugging each other tightly.

Goddamnit!

How could his wife casually hug her ex-lover at the moment

he is still in the Joseph— room with a mind and heart

keep fighting.

To be continued