IT MR HURTS. COMMANDER!!
SOPHIA

Alfonso stepped foot into the kitchen where Alfonso's favorite.

"If I had known our story this short, your first meal would never have been missed" Alfonso said, recalling the beginning of the marriage, never touching Sophia's cooking

Alfonso moved his legs to his room. Where she and Sophia share everything

his hands trembled reaching for the door hook

He breathed open the room.

A cold chill came upon his face, Darkness welcomed him

Alfonso brought in his lighting and took a look at the wall of the room

He frowned looking at the window of the room that was not as usual

The windows of the room were covered with some cloth.

Alfonso again swung the illumination as usual

and

DEG!!!

He saw the silhouette of a hand dangling on his bed

Alfonso approached with trembling legs

bring the light closer to the bed.

DUARR

His heart was too fast to want to escape from its place

The woman he had been looking for all this time, her woman, her world, was lying, lying stiffly on top of this bed

his face was pale blue. There is no Rona of life

Alfonso's index finger trembled and felt the smooth cheeks of his heart

Alfonso crying. She spontaneously embraced Sophia.

He embraced this sacred body

He could not remember the last time he embraced this fragile body

Even during Sophia's death ritual, she only looked upon Sophia's judgment from above.

He hugged his wife's body tightly. His cry roared seeing the wife so horrid

Like a bone covered by skin. Now his beloved looks very skinny and pathetic

No one can describe his regret and sadness

"Sayanggg, I'm sorry, please forgive meuu" Raung Alfonso

"Don't leave me dear, I beg jangaannnn, let's punish me in another way, let's love open your eyes" Isak Alfonso mixed with his cries

This is not what he wants

he found his heart but not in this situation

"I built our house dear, away from the bad guys, Everyone is waiting for you, your father is still alive, your brother too, I beg you please don't be this hmm" alfonso said to kiss the head of the Sofinya with affection

This cold skin pierced until Alfonso's bone hugged her Sofi tightly hoping to give her warmth

Dry lips turned Sophia blue. Alfonso closed his eyes, this tortured him greatly

Cold dry lips Sophia sliced the iris of her heart. His burning longing is still not avenged

"honey, open your eyes hmm? open it once, please, baby. Tell me what I should do for you? say dear" said Alfonso with a cry that did not stop

"Look, I hold you tight. You want this hug, don't you? You asked me if you could hug me, right? it's a pity look, I hold you" Isak Alfonso imagined the past. Sophia who loved this man.

Even just to get her warm embrace, Sophia had to beg for this man's attention

"We're having dinner hmm? you've been cooking? let's eat baby, I'll eat it I promise" continued Alfonso messed up considering the last time before Sophia's judgment, he stopped the groceries that caused Sophia to starve

Alfonso recalled Sophia hiding some bread because of her fear of her own husband.

Alfonso jerks.

He remembered the words of the physician of that time

Alfonso's trembling hands moved slowly to touch Sophia's stomach

DEGGS

"Did you also feel hungry and tormented at that time? Does it hurt so much that you took your mother away from me?" lirih Alfonso sniffled

Alfonso recalled Sophia who often vomited first

"I tortured your mother before she left, and you tortured her too? He was very tortured at that time. Her stomach hurts a lot and she always vomits, you add to her pain too?" Alfonso asked as he stroked Sophia's stomach affectionately

Alfonso again raised his hand from Sophia's stomach and stroked Sophia's head staring at this calm face fixedly

"I'm coming, baby, I'll catch up with you. We live there with our son hmm?" alfonso said in a word.

He slipped an entire inch of Sophia's face.

Nothing has changed. Her affection has not changed nor diminished in the least.

Alfonso stroked the cold cheek back.

Seeing the reality before his eyes that his Sofi is indeed dead, making Alfonso dark eyes.

He does not want to go back in that solitude and solitude again without his Sophia. His very sad life will be even more sad plus his memories with his wife.

"Isn't destiny funny, dear? He brings us together, we are equally needed, we are interdependent with each other, but fate separates us also" said Alfonso embraced his loving wife

"Our lives have been terrible. My father gave his affection and raised other children, while his son lived by stealing food like a beggar

When my father came back, my father did not listen to me. I told you, baby, I didn't hurt Stephano. But no one believed me.

The woman you brought kicked me out, and there was no defense from my father, hahahaha

He lived in the house and in the room where my mother used to rest but he kicked out the owner's son.

I'm not what people say, I behave like that because I'm afraid. I was alone, so I fortified myself and created another person's bad view of me.

If you hear from up there some people say I'm a killer, that's right baby, that's right. But I didn't do it out of my will, believe me.

You came to me, gave color in your strange manner, but why were you so quickly taken away from me? I haven't even apologized to you.

You know, honey? I have quit my position as commander-in-chief. The kingdom is so scary. Wasn't I just like a slave back then?

I'm a fool with no stand so you're a victim. Sorry hmm? ii'm sorry. I want to redeem everything.

We'll be together baby, I'll catch up with you. We'll be happy with our son there.

For a moment, yes" said Alfonso at length told all his heartbreak that felt his life was really unfair

Alfonso laid Sophia down very slowly as if Sophia were a fragile item

Alfonso stood up, standing beside the bed. Slowly, he took out his little dagger from inside his pocket

He looked at the dagger with a smile. He actually lost. His pride, his selfishness, everything was lost before this idol of his heart

The sharp Netra saw Sophia lying peacefully. He smiled thinly

Slowly, he brought the dagger closer and

SRREKKK

The dagger pierced through his chest. He stabbed his own heart

Alfonso's forehead frowned. It's very sick.

In fact, during the war, how many swords had been stuck in his body, why was just a dagger so painful for him?

No, it was not the dagger that was painful but it was his feelings that tormented him.

Alfonso stabbed the dagger deeper. Blood started to come out of his mouth.

Without pulling out the dagger, Alfonso limped back to the bed.

Her pretty eyes were almost closed staring at her dear sophia.

Slowly he drew himself closer to Sophia, and tilted his body

One hand moved in a circle in Sophia's stomach

"Thank you for everything, thank you. Wait for me, I love you" said Alfonso slowly, his sharp eyes closed.

No one knows the end of this story.

They were sealed in peace resting leaving the greed of the earth with the warm embrace of the husband.

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