I'M Sorry My Hubby
Not Having Spirit

By noon Arini was still faithful waiting for his friend who was still lying weakly accompanied by Dini's housekeeper. The man in uniform has returned to duty.

Waiting for the doctor's action about the state of his best friend. Never touch the food prepared. He thought it was just Early salvation. Because at this time, his best friend is in the care of doctors.

It was not long before a doctor came. Arini also asked doctors to treat the area of Early femininity due to sexual abuse.

Arini immediately got up from her seat when she saw the door of the ER room move. Just one step the doctor walked out of the room. Arini is approaching.

Without further ado Arini immediately asked the condition of her best friend.

"How's my best friend doing, Doc?" ask him impatiently.

The doctor was still silent, looking at Arini's panicked face. It feels really unbearable to convey the reality of people who are valuable to him.

"Tok, please, answer!" Arini asked again with a panicked-looking face. Because the doctor is still silent.

"Calm down, Non," Early housekeeping assistant tried to calm down by holding both shoulders of Arini who was still standing but could not stand up straight.

"It's hard, but sometimes it's common in patients who have trauma" said the doctor just to continue his words Arini interjected.

"No need to mince words, Doc!" Arini hatch.

"Patients have coma."

"No way, it's a lie, right, Doc, usually in movies if just breaking the wrist can heal, Doctor's lying, right?!" Arini denied. He kept avoiding everything the doctor said.

"But, this is reality not soap opera, miss!" clearly that makes Arini almost collapsed from his defense.

"Why could that be, Doc? he asked by shaking the doctor's hand in front of him.

"The patient was severely traumatized, his life spirit was gone. Such things are common in patients who have severe depression," he explained.

"God! No way, that can't happen! He said he wanted to see me! That means he has the spirit of life" Arini denied.

"She's been having a very severe depression, miss, that's the truth. Fear, worry and pressure enough to make him lose his life spirit or maybe he lost the only person who became his life spirit all this time. The doctor again gave an explanation because Arini continued to deny and not believe.

Slowly Arini remembered the Early words she often said when together.

"Never leave me, for you are my spirit, no matter what. Please, we'll stay together. " The words ring in Arini's ear and enough to make her feel even more guilty.

It did not feel like his body felt weak and was gradually descending. Until now he was struggling with crying.

"Wake up, Nope!" A middle-aged woman who had been accompanying him tried to wake up a friend from Nonanya.

"Give him as much as life, that's all he can do. I'm sorry and the patient will take us to the ICU room" he said by passing.

The doctor conveyed the current situation. Hearing the unexpected reality, made his defense collapse. Hope after getting out of the ER room Dini will be fine. The reality is that Arini got a reality that is so painful.

"Bik, what should I do? How could Dini possibly get like this!" Arini still did not budge in maintaining her position.

"Wake up, miss, no need to worry, Miss Dini is not a weak person," he said trying to calm down.

Arini was helped to stand up and sit in the waiting room. Not only did Dini get sick, she also thought of her best friend's hospital crocodile.

Suddenly he remembered his mother and sister. All this time, Arini hated her sister. Because he thinks his sister took both his parents. So hateful he never cared about health or illness suffered by his sister. In fact, he always snapped when he coolly asked to talk to him.

During this time, he spent money poya-poya without thinking where his parents got the wealth from. All he knows is how to spend money.

At the moment, he could no longer do anything. Even the money to eat he no longer had. Only one of his favorite cars remains. Accepting the reality of Dini experiencing Koma seems to be forced to give up his car for Early expenses.

It was never imagined that until he could not finance the treatment of his best friend and had to remove all the hoses installed because of the money.

Why did she suddenly remember her sister. He has not been home for two days. Last time I heard about her sister having a drop. Wanting to ask but resentment towards his father undoes his intentions.

Arini could only close her eyes. Trying to calm his chaotic mind. Life changes drastically like lightning. In the past, despite not getting attention from his parents. At least, he had a friend who accompanied him and Aunt Brenda who faithfully listened to his grievances.

It's hard to trust people he thinks are good. Ternayata, he is a very venomous snake. Slowly he said it became a staple food for Arini. Believing himself and hating my sister and my real mother. By pretending to be kind and sympathetic.

His voice is soft but sharp. The hatred for my sister grew. Now I want to fix everything but I'm ashamed to start. Really, life is like a game. Where our hearts and minds cannot merge there is the beginning of destruction.

The one who was considered the luckiest turned out to be, he was the one who suffered the most. Really, it is inconceivable to live the profession as a woman night until so many years.

The pats on his shoulders resuscitated Arini's daydream. Seeing with his eyes about who was bothering him.

"I'm sorry, miss," he said, feeling unwell. Because he thinks Arini is asleep. Arini just nodded without flinching.

"Non, Dini has been moved to the ICU room," he said again.

"Well, Bik, I want to be with her" said Arini.

"Non, better. Miss ate first," she asked with a worried-looking face.

"Auntie just eats, I have no taste." Arini got up and walked away from the woman who kept looking at her.

"Although very loud and selfish. At least, Non Dini is lucky to have a friend who loves him very much," he muttered by carrying Arini's bag and some change of clothes lying in the waiting chair.

TB