I'm Not a Seductive Woman
Burying the past 2

Velicia was silent for quite a while. He looked down and shed tears. Really, he refused to tell about those dark times. His heart ached when he remembered the terrible events that had indeed happened due to his own stupidity.

“Cia, Sorry. I'm sorry,” said Gunawan lirih.

He saw how heavy the time Velicia had been through back then.

Velicia turned her head and looked back at Gunawan. “I think I've forgotten those times. But it turns out, the sadness and disappointment is still there, if you have to retell the story.”

Gunawan looked at Velicia with a sad face and glazed over.

“But, you do have to know,” Velicia said.

Gunawan. “Yes, I do have to know.”

Gunawan and Vely dated for up to a year. Six months of dating, they are very close and often meet. Vely loved Gun more and more and believed in him, and Gun was Vely's first girlfriend. Then, Gun managed to become a student at a well-known State University in another city, while Vely was successfully accepted at a favorite state SMA in Jakarta. They also have to establish relationships in long distances and are often busy with their respective affairs\=. However, Gunawan still often communicate and once a month took the time to go to Jakarta specifically to meet his lover.

Right on the anniversary, Gunawan gave a special surprise. Vely is like an angel who is adored by her lover. Gun is indeed the smartest to make a woman's heart whirling with excitement. And, on that night, Vely was lulled by Gun's seduction, giving up the honor enjoyed by her first boyfriend. One month, two months, Gunawan still hasn't changed. He still comes to Jakarta once a month even more just to meet Veli. And, when they meet they are never absent to do again and again.

However, one month after that, Gunawan rarely contacted him. And then, more and more rare days. In fact, he no longer comes to Jakarta as usual. Until the end, Gunawan did not call Vely for up to a month. The man had no news at all.

“One month you didn't call me at all, Brother. You no longer come to see me. I try to think positive. I thought you were really busy there. Until one when I slipped on the toilet that was being cleaned in a mall. At that time, I was with one of my friends.” At High School, Vely was no longer a school with Gunawan's cousin.

Gunawan listened carefully to the story of Vely and Vely told a story while looking down. He could not see Gunawan's face, for fear that hatred and heartache were still there.

“I slipped quite tight, until I fell sitting down and draining enough blood at my feet. The toilet attendant was shocked, and so did my friend and I fainted from seeing the blood flowing. Finally, I realized when I was in the hospital. I just found out that I was two months pregnant. However, the baby did not survive. I was grateful because at that moment, I had a good friend. He's the one who helped me pay the hospital bills and bury the baby. He kept my secrets to all my friends at school and my family. I was so sad that time, plus you never had any news.” Vely shed tears.

Gunawan is crying. “So the baby fell?”

Velicia nodded. “At that time all the flavors were mixed. Sad, disappointed, and sometimes I feel grateful because the baby is dead, otherwise I may not know what my future will be. How am I accountable to my family?”

Vely paused his words to pick up the tissue and remove the trail of tears on the cheek.

“Sorry, Cia. Sorry.” Gunawan is crying. Turns out he really is a baj*ng*n guy. He has ruined people's daughters. In fact, girls who no longer have parents.

“I hope I end my life. However, all I didn't do was because I didn't want to disappoint my family. For two months, I stayed with my friend to recover. And those times, were the hardest times of my life.” Velicia again took out a piece of tissue and rubbed it against her cheek.

Gunawan.

“My sins are too much on you, Cia. I don't know if sorry this is still forgivable. But really, I was indeed brengs*k back then. I never thought there would be any effect on what I did to you. Maybe I didn't feel what you were feeling in those days. However, God replied to him with my current situation. I was never happy, Cia and it was because of my great sin against you. I'm sorry.”

“Perhaps, if you apologize at that time, I will yell at you, hit you or kill you. But now, I've all passed. And, God has given someone so perfect to perfect my happiness, that I forgot that I used to experience that bad thing,”, Vely said.

“You're married?” gunawan asked, wiping away the trace of tears on his cheek.

“Next week we will get married.”

“Then, the baby clothes you bought back then?” ask Gunawan again.

“Oh, the. I bought it for my twin brother Vedy. Coincidentally his wife just gave birth.”

“Vedy? Your twin brother's name is Vedy? Vedy Angelo?” gunawan asked with one expression that could not be interpreted.

Vely nodded. “Yes, because I'm Velicia Angela.”

Gunawan laughed wryly. Again, he was in a vicious circle. “Your first brother is Vicky?”

Velicia nodded confusedly. “Ya, why?”

Gunawan rubbed his face rough. Indeed, he did deserve this punishment.It turns out, what Kiara and Vicky did was the fruit of his sins in the past.

Gunawan covered his face. He was sobbing more and more, it felt like he wanted to scream. However, this place did not allow to do that. Stupidly, when dating Cia, he never asked about his family. He doesn't even know Cia's full name. Gunawan was only fascinated by Cia's beauty and innocence, because at that time he did not really mean to love women.