I'm Not a Mandul Woman
Chapter 61

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"Ifah, that envelope has a pack of Revelation, yes! don't let you open it. Pity it the same sir Revelation right now!" tell it to his son. Ifah immediately ran out, and when he found the Revelation still sleeping, he put it on the table.

"Uncle is still sleeping, Mom! I've got the envelope on the table!" ifah said after entering again, and sat in his place.

"Pinter's mom's son!" I held my thumb at her son

Nightfall.

"Well, baby..!" shout Revelation.

"Eh, yes sir! what's up?"

"Oh, you're asleep, sorry to disturb. Just want to ask, this is the envelope on the table who's got?" the envelope her son found.

"Oh, that's sir! Sorry, this time dressed Mr. Revelation, this fell. I think it's got Revelation sir!" point at. The revelation also mangosteen mangosteen and soon passed from the front of the room Imah.

In his room, he who was curious about the contents of the envelope opened it. Frowning because he never felt like he had put an envelope there.

He kept the securities in a separate box.

A letter?

For my husband

Mas Revelation.

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

Revelation, when you read this letter, whether I am still there or not.

Mas, I just want to apologize to Wahyu. I hope the Revelation is not angry, oh of course the Revelation will be angry if it knows this reality.

I can't say it directly, Mom! please forgive me for covering this up from you.

Revelation, the child I bear is not the flesh and blood of Revelation. The baby was the result of someone who had desecrated me. That person is currently out of nowhere.

I could not tell it in detail mas, because at that time I was in a state of demonic lust. I got drunk by my ex-boyfriend who after the incident he disappeared somewhere.

I didn't realize I was doing it, just like the first time we got to bed in the room that night. But when I found out I was pregnant, I was confused, but I also did not dare to abort the man who only added to sin.

And for some reason, when the events of that night came, it became a breath of fresh air for me. There's a man in charge of my pregnancy. Until we were asked to marry, I didn't reject it. And as for Yulia's problem, I really don't know, because your mother said you've never been married.

But I'm guilty of guilt. You have to take responsibility for what is not your responsibility. But my tongue is completely dumb, unable to tell you.

Somehow they manipulated it so we could both get married. Wahyu, I beg you to take great care of my son, even if he is not bound by blood relations with you, please take care of him if I am not there. I don't know why, I feel like I'm a little old soon.

I pray that you will be given abundant Rizki and get a suitable replacement for Yulia. So you can take good care of this child.

I pray that my son will be a useful child for you. Love him like your own son!

I know this seems so evil, maybe after reading this letter you will go berserk and curse me. Go ahead! Please maki me until satisfied mas! But again I beg you to take great care of my son. And here I include a card containing all my savings.

You can wear it for your personal needs, but don't forget my son. Give him a proper food. Because I'm sure my stepmother doesn't care about it. While the father, the Revelation knows itself or has been sick.

And the last time I said a thousand thanks, for all the care and kindness you've ever given me, you didn't know how I've been plagued with guilt all this time.

You once asked me, no, in the morning I often have red eyes, and I said, I'm allergic to AC cold that makes my eyes red. Actually it's a lie, mas. I'm not allergic to AC, but rather because of the frequent midnight crying. Feeling guilty about you, but I'm also afraid of losing you.

If this is enough I say.

I apologize again, and please take care of my son!

والسلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

TTD

^^^Wida Ayuningsih,^^^

Revelation squeezed the letter, her chest felt tight, her tears were rushing. Not a bit never thought of the truth that Wida showed him really made his heart to pieces.

He was fully aware that his sin was as high as a mountain and as wide as an ocean, but never expected that he would get karma with this.

Revelation sighed holding regret in the chest, combing with fingers and grabbing her own hair.

Aaaaaaaa!

He hit the nearby wall many times vaporizing all the flavors in his chest. Until his knuckle was injured, his broken cry could not be hidden.

Aaaaaaa

He screams without sound.

"Widaaa, it turns out that God punished me through you and your son. How could I love a child who has nothing to do with me. I'd do anything for him."

"I think Rayyan is my life, the jewel of my heart that is capable of being my life spirit, it turns out.....!" Revelation is approaching the box where baby Rayyan is sleeping soundly.

His hand, which was grievous as a result of hitting the wall, he stretched it to the neck of the innocent baby. He pressed his hand against Rayyan's neck.

"Why should I babysit you, you're not what I am!" whisper with grumbling teeth. The baby moved because it was difficult to breathe and cry.

Yaaaaaaa!

Revelation is like regaining consciousness. He took his hand off Rayyan's neck.

And the baby was crying loudly.

But Revelation did not try to help him, he just silently looked at the baby with red eyes. Pain, anger, disappointment mingled into one in his heart.

Until a knock dawned on him.

"Sir, can I come in? Baby Rayyan why, sir?" Revelation wiped away her tears, and picked up the envelope and its contents that were scattered on the ceramic floor. Then opened the door by turning his face away.

"Why is baby Rayyan crying like this sir? is it hungry?" tanya Imah splashed towards the crib and the question did not answer at all.

"Sssssh ssssh... quiet, baby, is Rayyan hungry, want milk?" Talk to the baby. But felt the strangeness when the Revelation would not turn around and continue to face the wall in front of it standing.

"You give her milk and take her to your room, baby. I want to sleep alone tonight without being disturbed by her cries" said the cold Revelation without turning her head. Let's ask more questions. But just silence doesn't dare to say anything.

"Good, sir!"

Her left hand carried Rayyan, and her right hand carried formula milk and she immediately came out of the room.

What happened to Revelation. Why is it that after moving the situation is no better? Yaw.

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