I'm Growing Old But I'm Afraid of Getting Married
story part 1

The rain is getting heavier, the wind blowing faster adds to the atmosphere in the heart of diamond that night, because just last day broke up with her lover who had been loved for 7 years ago.

Tears soaked her cheeks as she could not help but feel hurt when she found out that the lover she loved had been cheating on her with another woman for almost two years.

Intan stayed in the room and cried as the rain fell more and more. In his heart Diamond said "is it lacking me all this time why he is so hearty" all he can do is blame himself.

The promise of marriage that has been said from Rian's lips for 7 years now lives a bitter memory that will always imprint in the heart of diamond.

Previously, Rian had promised to marry diamonds when he graduated from college, precisely when their courtship age stepped on 6 years in February 2018. But the promise was denied by Rian on the grounds that he wanted to try to work first for a minimum wedding cost for a year, and then rian again promised to marry diamond in 2019 to come.

Intan patiently waits for the promise spoken by her lips without knowing that all that is just an excuse to make diamond bored because actually rian has anchored his heart to another girl he met in college tall, and has been dating since 2017.

Exactly June in 2019 diamond knows everything about the affair rian and his new girlfriend! and that's when diamond decided to end his relationship with rian that has been intertwined for 7 years. Previously diamond had felt there was a strange change in attitude from Rian over the last two years, but diamond considered it was just a test before the wedding which is often said by her friends _who had been married first.

The sound of knocking on the door was heard along with the sound of coach calling diamonds to eat together at the dining table. "intan let's go out, eat first son! You haven't eaten since noon.

then diamond came out after wiping her tears but still looked a little swollen because it had been crying since noon.

"wash your face first, I'll wait at the dinner table! Don't let me see you like this.

Then diamond went to the bathroom to wash his face, while mom trained to go to the dining table to meet her husband who was waiting alone.

After washing their faces, the three of them had dinner together. Intan took a spoonful of rice and side dishes! unlike usual diamond who is very excited when at the dining table with his parents. This time diamond is like a person who loses direction and purpose.

Instantly his father began to feel something strange with his diamond attitude this time. Frankly, sir Wira asked intan "you why son? Breaking up in love?

just hit it off Diamond immediately glanced at his father and his eyes began to turn red again. The sensitive coach then pinched the thigh of the hero sir while glancing sharply so that the hero did not ask more because diamond seemed to be in a breakup.

Suddenly diamond back crying at the dining table to make pak hero and bu ratih feel very worried and then coach hugging diamond and pat the shoulder of diamond slowly while saying..

"yes, just cry baby, take out everything that makes your heart not calm.

the words of bu ratih make the cry of diamonds get louder coupled with the rain that falls increasingly heavy.