I'M A Wife Not A Maid (I'm Not Weak)
When do you give happiness?

Dira's body shivered in coldness, his pain was nothing compared to his heart wound. There have been a lot of sickening Revan toreh to him, Dira wants to give up on this marriage, Dira wants to leave this hellish house. But she can't, she has to hang on for a little while, she doesn't know why Revan married her. Dira believes there is a secret hidden behind their marriage.

"I hate you Revan, I hate. God when did you give me happiness? why is it just the pain I've been feeling all along. Do I not deserve to be happy? am I not worthy of love? is there a rainbow after the rain? or just pseudo wishful thinking."lirih Dira while hugging her own body that feels so cold and also painful.

"Why does it hurt so much?"Dira felt a pain that was so whack on his back due to the impact on the wall earlier.

Dira's body is getting shivering, cold, dizzy, grieving. Mixed into one.

"Akh, why is my head so dizzy" said Dira while holding his head.

Dira shook his head slowly to explain his vision that began to blur. Dira tried to stay awake, but in vain slowly his consciousness began to disappear, Dira was drowned unconscious on the bathroom floor so cold.

Meanwhile, Revan is now in the garden behind the house with Maudy, they look very happy, a lot of jokes that Revan made on Maudy that made Maudy laugh out loud.

"You're so funny, baby." said Maudy after she stopped her laughter.

"You just found out, hm. Besides being handsome, I'm also funny and good at taking on women's hearts, including yours."Revan pinched Maudy's cheek.

"It hurts."whimpers Maudy.

"Oh, is it sick? here I blow it."Revan's closing in on Maudy.

"Ih, you're mode."cebik Maudy.

"But like it, right?"

"Like, lah. Oh, baby, what about that woman? what are you doing to him?"ask Maudy.

"I'm safe, baby. So he won't interfere with our togetherness."Answer Revan.

"Good, so today I can be content to spend time with you."girang Maudy.

"Why just today? tomorrow and tomorrow we will spend time together."revan said.

"But you still have Revan's wife. Why don't you divorce her? then marry me."

"I can't divorce her."

"Why?"

"I have my own reasons."

"What is that reason that made you marry her?"

"Yes, if it wasn't for that I wouldn't have married that village woman. Just touch it I'm disgusted."

"Then what about me? you're not gonna marry me?"

"I'll marry you, baby, soon. Siri's marriage is okay, right?"

"Ok, no problem. What matters is that I'm your wife." said Maudy.

Revan also smiled, he began to approach Maudy and embraced the woman's friendly body, Revan also landed his lips on the lips of Maudy, long enough they were adrift each other without thinking about how the fate of Dira.

In the middle of the night before dawn, then Dira closed her eyes. He began to wake up from his fainting. Dira opened his eyes slowly and his heart was so sliced that he was still in the same place, a place so cold that made Dira's lips turn blue so cold.

"Hm, don't expect the no-no. There's no way anyone will help you. They all don't care about you, even if you die, they'll just laugh. So enjoy this suffering yourself." Dira said to herself.

"You must not be weak, you must be able to rise up and fight them. Everything they do you have to pay back. If they don't appreciate me for what I appreciate them for. I'm tired of them constantly being oppressed, I'm tired of being weak. God give me strength, don't let yourself be weak so it's easy for them to be pierced." said Dira while wiping away her tears that continue to flow.

From early morning until early morning, Dira stayed awake, she did not close her eyes at all. There was no drowsiness that he felt there was only a pain that was so agonizing in his heart.

Chequek, czech,

Revan came and unlocked the bathroom door, after which he left just like that without asking Dira.

"So that doesn't mean me?"lirih Dira while looking at Revan's back which began to move away.

Dira slowly got up and began to step out of the bathroom with a step so limp, he felt he no longer had the energy to jump his body.

Now Dira has entered his room, because Revan locked him in the bathroom for guests, not in the bathroom in their room.

"Civilized you Revan, you locked your wife in the bathroom and you fucked the other woman in our room. You're mean, you're mean. I hate you, Revan." cried Dira with tears streaming down her eyes when she saw the scene of her room being so messy, clothes scattered everywhere with a bed that is not only that the safety box is also lined up on the nightstand with various brands.

"Ahk, I hate all this. I hate this weak me. I should have been able to fight them, but why am I weak like this" said Dira as she fell to the floor.

Imagining them making love in her room on such a cold night, made Dira's heart throb pain. It was extremely tight and it was like there was a huge lump inside his chest that was about to explode. Dira hit his chest hard so that the pain was reduced, but still the pain lodged in his heart.

"Mom," Naina's shout made Dira immediately wipe away her tears.

"Yes, baby."Dira puffed up so he could see the faces of his two children.

"Why are you crying?"ask Abian while approaching Dira.

"Mamah is not papa, just a glint."kilah Dira.

"You're lying, Papah must be mad at you again, right?"Abian looked at Dira.

"Emang Papah is evil, bang? kok Papah nyakitin Mamah continues until Mamah cries."asked Naina innocently.

"Father is not evil, dear." said Dira.

"If Papah is not evil, why does Papah like to be angry with Mamah?"ask Naina again.

"Karna Mamah is naughty, so Papah is mad at Mamah."Dira tries to smile.

"You go to school there, it's late. I'm sorry Mom didn't help you prepare." continued Dira.

"No papa Mah, we can already prepare ourselves. Mamah must be tired all day to take care of the house without stopping." said Abian.

"You are proud to have a child like you."

"We are also proud to have a mother, who is as great as Mamah. We went to school first, Mah."

"Yes there, the old driver waited. Be careful on the road."