I GAVE UP BEING YOUR WIFE
CHAPTER 7
I GAVE UP ON BEING YOUR WIFE
"Where are you going?" I asked Andin who seemed to be dressing up in front of the makeup glass.
His appearance was seen glowing with a sweep of thin make up that was applied to his face.
Wearing a long, creamy tunic, hijab and high-heeled shoes that seemed attached fitting wrapped around her thin legs, my wife's appearance looked young and charming.
Aih, where is my wife going this early in the morning like this neat?
"Where are you going?" ask me with a curious look to tell her.
Without turning, Andin opened his mouth.
"You go to the office, Mas. Today I started to go to work" he said briefly.
Hearing her answer, I looked up in shock. So he was really serious about going back to work yesterday?
Did he not hear my objections and rejections?
"You want to work again? What job? You're crazy, aren't you? If you continue to work with whose mother? Who is Seruni?" hardikku hard, full of dislike.
"Working at the company I used to work for, Mas. Yesterday I told you that starting on Monday I'm going to start working, right? I've asked Mas to find a babysitter for mom, but Mas cuek. Sekar Seruni I've found a nanny that I will pay with my own salary. While your mother, if there is no guard, can ask for help. But it can only be for at most two days, because there is no way the babysitter will take care of the mother, too heavy," he said firmly.
You don't think you can afford a nanny? So capable! But that's not the problem. I just don't believe in giving up my mother in the care of someone else's hands! Who gave you permission to work anymore? Mas is still strong to feed you, then what is less?!" my screams are full of emotion.
Hearing my words, Andin looked up in shock. There was no lightning on his face.
"Sorry, Mas. Did I marry you just to be your mother's nanny? She's your mother, isn't she? You are the most responsible for his safety, not me!
All this time I've sacrificed my life to live my life to you as a wife, but what recompense do you give? A betrayal!
You remarry and give luxury to the other woman while for me who must daily care for your mother, feed her, clean her poop, bathe her, never get anything from you! My clothes are muddy, my body is unkempt, all because I put your mother first. But what recompense do you give for all my sacrifices!
Right now I'm deciding on work again maybe not asking your permission first, I'm presumptuous. But I'm ready for all the risks, Mom! This is my resignation letter to be your wife.
I've filed our divorce lawsuit with the religious court. Since I knew you never appreciated my sacrifice, even easily betraying our marriage, since then my feelings for you have become bland. And a good household is not a household built in the void, is it?
I am permitted to stay in this house until my application is granted by the court and my Iddah term is over. But if you don't allow it, willingly, I'll take the kids out of this house!" sahut Andin again firmly and calmly.
His eyes looked sharply at my face. I see no fear there. Ah, tumben Andin can be this brave? What made him change like this?
"What the fuck are you, Din? You really are gi*la! Divorce without reason or prior conversation. You want what! Dude wife durh*ka!" my screams are full of emotion.
Unknowingly, my hand shot up into the air and then swung towards her cheeks violently.