Hug Me, Please
#36 Consolation
"You satisfied?"
Eva rampaged after blurting out the sentence.Dito just looked on without trying to calm down.Melani who heard the commotion immediately hugged Eva tightly trying to calm her.
"Go!"
"Go from here!" banish Melani who immediately makes her husband drag Dito out of their house.
Dito who was expelled resigned to leave the house.His intention was there only because to see his son.He wanted to see the look of his baby that he left first.
There was no regret in his heart leaving Eva, who he regretted was never to see the face of his own son until the end of his life.
His affection for Eva has been thrown away since marrying his wife.
Without knowing, Eva is broken.
Wound..
Who knows how great a wound that Eva must bear alone.How tired she continues to smile in the wound.Nobody knows other than herself.Having every inch of the wound in silence.
Repeatedly he wants to give up on the situation.But his instincts as a mother make himself force himself to stay strong.Because there is a child that he must be happy.
Now the reason for holding out so far is gone.
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Time passes week by week.
Eva gradually improved.He tried to accept the reality.Any pain, rise and continue to live.
"Bak go first yes" Eva picked up the bag lying on the desk
"Sore later back mbak" reluctant to tell where the destination is
"Heart" cried Melani from the kitchen
"Yes" closed the gate
Eva walked out of the housing.It was fortunate that the bus stop was not far from Melani's house.
Along the way his mind floated where he with a cry hugged his baby.Had not good too late.
One hour drive.Eva to the place he went.From the terminal he still had to ride an online ojek to continue the journey.
"Thank you sir" returned the helmet he was wearing.
There he stood long enough in front of the old building.Nearly three years he never set foot in that place again.
Opening a small gate and closing it slowly.The layout of the building is quite spacious with green grass where plus there are some ornamental plants diligently cared for by the owner.Reviews the smile engraved on his lips.Collecting the childhood he spent in waiting the upbringing.Eva saw a figure sitting on the floor while knitting.
"Mother" Eva greeted a mother who was sitting on the front bench of the house.
The old woman was silent as she stared at the face of Eva, trying to recognize her face because of the increasingly blurred vision.
"Eva bun" Eva helps remember the old woman
"Jeez Eva" she put down her knit first before hugging Eva tightly
"Where is it?" he invited her to sit together
"Eva just returned home bun" Eva had time to tell if she would work abroad.
Footsteps of several children were heard towards the terrace.Some children who recognized him immediately ran to embrace him.
Eva brought a gift for them.The child went straight in to open the gift that Eva brought.
The mother thanked Eva who still cares for the orphanage.Pulling a sigh of relief when the child back into the house.The mother wanted to chat with Eva without interference because she felt homesick with her former foster children without being asked by Eva to willingly tell everything about Matthew and Dito.
In the past the mother of the home did not agree when Eva introduced Dito with him.As if having a hunch is not good to see the gelagatnya.Peasa a mother is sensitive, even though the mother of the home is not her biological mother.
Talking about many things and seeing children playing parlors make Eva a little unwind in his heart.Supposedly he came early here so that his mind is more open.