HONEY OF MY WIFE'S CHOICE (RUBBY)
My egoism?

"By... Bangun By. How do you sleep here?" mas Edra woke me up.

"Hmmm... Has he been home long? Sorry, By tired so even overslept. Which brother?"

"Ordinary, if abis chemo must rest for a while. By Mas stay yeah, Mas's got business in the office."

"Yes, Mas... The chemo's, right?"

"Good... Postive response, the drug is on Sister's desk, just taken as scheduled."

I tidied Mas edra's coat, and He kissed my forehead before leaving.

Mas... Actually want to linger with you. But, there's no way you can, right? I realize this position, I can't be selfish. Your love is like this, it's for me.

I let her go, then went back to the room. Not to continue my sleep, but to call Mom, because suddenly I missed.

"Hallo... By, why call Mom 'Son?"

"Ngga papa Ma'am... By kangen," I replied.

"Hmmm... What was? Try Mom's story."

Felling's mom is strong. Whatever you try to lie, he'll know.

"Mom... Can you, By wish more on Mas edra?" ask me, shrewdly.

"By why? Why is By like this?"

"Mom... By do not know, why lately (sighs) By so want to be with Mas edra. With nothing else. What By selfish?"

"Why think like that... From the very beginning, we've been talking about this. But, By himself convinced Mom and Dad with the decision By took, son."

"By understand. Long ago... By never thought of it this way, ma'am. I thought everything would go according to our plan. But, it turned out differently. The longer, By's desire to have Mas edra the stronger."

"By... Conscious darling... You can't get Diana out of edra. Quite the contrary,"

"By's very conscious... I also love Dee. Like Brother By himself. I know that,"

"Son... Remember, your principles all along. If Self-Awareness is important. I know, in your current position, By does need more attention. Especially the attention of By's husband,"

I just nodded silently, and wiped my tears, then continued to listen to Mother's advice.

"By... Self-conscious, if that's your risk. If Diana was healthy, it probably wouldn't be like this, would it? Edra belongs to both of you. Edra is a totally fair man according to Mother. By healthy, By can freely do anything you want. But Brother Dee? No Honey. By has to keep convincing yourself By, if you guys have to keep each other. Don't let anything shake you guys."

"Yes... By know it. Brother Dee always put up a body for By. So is Edra."

"By knows it... Let's just say, this is just the wish of Baby By, who is wanting to be close to her father. But, By's got the feeling."

I lifted my head, wiping away my tears that had been shed. And take a long breath back.

"Yes Mom..."

"Judek... Now it should be quieter, not stressed. Should be more diligent prayer yes,"

"Yes... When's the show brother? Don't dawdle. Later By can not come. They're more protective of By now."

"A week, baby. Actually, you and your brother have planned to go there, but there is no time."

"Yes... Later By said the same Mas, God willing we come."

"You're the same edra it's okay. Diana didn't want to come, remember her health."

"Yes... Later By try to be sure of the same Kak dee. Udha first yes Ma'am, By want to start concocting medicine Brother. Mom's fine there. Healthy ones" my message.

"Yes dear. Inget Mom's words earlier, yes."

"He'emmh," I nodded my head, then hung up.

While behind the door.

"Hallo... Nyobes. It turns out By is sensitive now. I've been fishing the same as I said."

"okay... Goody. It is getting more influenced. I want her, there is only one queen who accompanies my beloved Edra. But remember... Keep an eye on my grandchildren."

"Ready Nyobes..."

*

I immediately carried out my Ashar which was almost left behind because of the call earlier. I chant my best Do'a to Brother Dee, though I don't know myself, how it is best for him.

After that, I approached Kak Dee and built him from a fairly long sleep.

"Sister... Awake Brother... It's late afternoon," persuade me.

Brother Dee squirms, his face looks pale again. Maybe because of the red lipstick that has faded.

"What time?" ask Him.

"Hour Half-Five in the afternoon." answered me.

"By... Ashar prayers still available?" ask him plain.

"Aren't you going to pray?" ask me, and only answered with her nod.

"Let's help ya... There's a consensus?"

"There's... But, it has long been unused. Sorry, you're negligent."

"I apologize do not be the same, same God later. I pray after prayer, please forgive me for all the mistakes I made,"

"Yes." answered slowly.

Immediately I guided him to ablution, and I prepared all his tools. I put his face neatly.

"Sister... Beautiful, keep it this way. Later we invite Mas Salah'ah jama'ah." persuaded me.

"God willing..."

Brother Dee who is still weak, and not yet strong perform the movement of prayer perfectly. I directed him to do it by sitting on his chair.

I watched all the movements He made, looking eloquent and solemn in his every move.

Unfeeling, my tears fell back soaking my cheeks.

"By... Don't nagis By. You were brother nangis. Later his eyes swollen even runyam affairs," My inner

Do'a for the sake of Do'a He chanted. Although I don't know, what He said in his heart, but I know it's really sincere.

"Sister... Done yet?" ask, approach him.

"Udah... Thank you, it's nemenin." she replied, with a smile.

"Wouldn't take a shower, would you?"

"Engga... Cold By, wash it. Skin Brother lately likes to sore without cause. What is irritation?"

"Let's give you a cold powder. Brother sit here, by concocting medicine first."

Brother Dee then sat down by reading a book, while I began struggling with various drugs that I had to concoct.

Every now and then, I see him watching me. I don't know what he was thinking at the time.