Him And Me

Him And Me
A Conscious Confession


It turned out that Elda was unaware that anyone had seen him. He is Raka.


"It's a good opportunity for me to be a hero for Wita now," said Raka smiling wickedly.


At that time Raka walked in front because he wanted to attract the attention of Wita he also retreated backward.


"Well, where's Wita?" asked Raka at the time.


"Oh earlier he took Elda's telon oil." answered Nawa way back because he had to do his duty to look after his colleagues if anyone was sick.


Then Raka continued walking until he finally saw Elda was fixing directions when Elda walked towards him he immediately hid so that it was unknown to Elda.


Maybe after this, my relationship with Elda can improve. Batin Wita.


Wita kept walking and half ran but as far as he walked he did not find his friends and directions again, then he came to his senses.


"Don't let me get lost but that's the direction I'm following right." panicking then he turned around because of his spirit, he did not pay attention to the road and in the end he only found a thick tree in front of him.


Then he put himself up and sat down under a tree hoping someone would come to his aid because he was afraid that the further he walked he would get lost the further he could glance at his phone but there was no signal.


Raka also entered into the dense forest that he actually did not know whether Wita was lost or not he just guessed because he had heard Elda say the name of Wita he was desperate to enter the forest without knowing the risk and it seems that at this time he is also lost he does not even know how to avoid getting lost in the forest because he had never been in the forest before.


"Wita!" he shouted loudly and happened to be shouted at not far from there.


"Yes! I'm here" Wita replied with the loudest voice.


Then Wita stood up and looked for the source of the voice and finally they met face to face it seems Raka wanted to hug Wita and Wita realized that and Wita response raised her hand unnecessarily.


"Oh yeah, how do you know I'm here?" asked Wita he was happy because he was not alone at last.


"Actually I was looking at Elda correcting, directions and I also heard that Elda was mentioning your name with his oath of absorption" answered Raka.


Wita who heard it immediately sat down suffocating her tears could not be dammed anymore.


"What's wrong with you El I don't even know what's wrong with me? If you don't like it this way to say the same to me, I will try to understand you, are you still angry because I deket same Raka but he's my friend El no more." muttered Wita to herself without being heard by Raka what she said while hiccupping from crying.


Somehow Raka who saw Wita crying felt pity he did not have the heart as long as he was with Wita he never found Wita as disappointed as this even so far the expression that Raka knew from Wita was just an innocent smile how to laugh and look flat when with men but this time for the first time he saw Wita crying when this is the purpose of Raka making Wita like this but he did not have the heart and feel pity when I see Wita like that.


Then he entertained Wita.


"Udah Wit, don't think of people like him anymore not only he's your friend, remember you still have a lot of friends," said Raka crouching in front of Wita while comforting him.


"But all this time I wanted to know why he never considered me a friend and always ate with hatred for me." obviously Wita to Raka and make Raka feel guilty because more or less she is also the same as Elda just toying with Wita.


Why do I really feel guilty like this, seeing him like this my heart really does not have the heart so all this time it was felt by the person I played with, but I do know this is the pain but why it feels like my heart also hurts when I see him as sad as that. Inner Raka then remembered the people she had hurt crying in front of her.


"Udah Wit, do not think that you will be strong," said Raka, slowly Wita also stopped questioning.


"Thank you Ka, you've wanted to find me, it turns out I was wrong all this time, had assumed that you just want to play me just like the others, just like the others, but it seems like you really consider me a friend because that's why I'm sorry," Wita said honestly.


'Deg's'


At this time Raka just bowed he really felt guilty, somehow he could feel guilty all this time he never felt that he was guilty even though he knew that he was wrong.


"Wit we should find a way home," asked Raka to throw away her guilt.


"Do you know the way home?" ask Wita.


"It seems," said Raka unsure and continued to walk Wita just following but it seems like they even more deep into the forest.


"Wit looks like we even go further into the forest actually if I can be honest it never goes to the forest at all" Raka explained.


"How do you want to know if you just do not know, if we find out we are lost further and further we should just wait for someone who comes to help who knows when Mr. Bowo is looking for us. Sorry Ka because of me you are involved in my business," said Wita regretfully.


"You don't have to apologize anyway you're not entirely guilty, we should just wait for the rescue team here," said Raka then he sat under a big tree and Wita followed him sitting next to him but a bit away from Raka.


The day was getting darker and the cloudy weather seemed to be rain gusts of twilight wind hit their bodies and soon it rained.


It seems that at this time Wita is cold and for Raka this opportunity for her to seek attention she gives the jacket she wears to Wita.


"Eh, why? Don't have this yours I also use it," said Wita panicked when his heart dag-dig-dug like wanting to jump worse than before.


Being normal again heart dong. Inner Wita fucked.


I really did not expect to be in the middle of the forest like this same guy just two more. Inner Wita panicked because for the first time he was alone with a man plus he was quite attentive according to Wita.


Indeed the rain that fell did not hit them both because of the leafy trees.


Elsewhere it appears that Nawa is currently crying because she cannot be by her best friend's side when she is in trouble she wants to go looking for her best friend but does the rain fall quite heavy and she does not know his best friend is where.


While Elda he looked so frightened and Mr. Bowo noticed him.


Forescarred...


Wa, what are you doing? Did I make you worry again? I'm sorry, Wa, but I hope you're not worried. Inner Wita.


When it appears that Raka is shivering, Wita knows that Raka is cold and she took off the jacket Raka gave her just now.


"Raka take this!" wita's orders.


"Do not need," prevent Raka.


"It's Raka pake," Wita put Raka's jacket on Raka's boat because it was not able to stand the cold of the night Raka finally used his jacket back but at that time the face, the, Raka paled Wita knowing that now Raka was sick.


Then he came to Raka and ventured to hold Raka's forehead with his palm and Raka just stared at him in silence.


"God! Your body's hot," Wita immediately pulled out her p3k bag and took the medicine and told Raka to drink it but she took Raka first to eat because she happened to bring Bread in her small bag as emergency food and carry a bottle mineral water after giving the medicine he laid Raka down.


Because there is no mattress, Wita finally took off her jacket and Raka lay on Wita's jacket because Wita did not want Raka to lie on her lap.


Initially Raka forbade Wita to do that but Wita did not care.


The same thing was done Raka before and fortunately Wita wore a long shirt. So, he wasn't too cold.


At that moment Raka looked at Wita with regret.


"Wit I want to apologize," said Raka sincerely.


"For what? I should be the one who apologized because of me you become like a gini," said Wita sincerely.


"It's not Wit, maybe it's also a punishment for me because of my attitude and so I realize what I'm doing is not good and wrong" said Raka.


"What do you mean Raka? I don't understand," confused Wita.


"Actually Wit, all this time I deketin lo it just want to make your heart hurt later, later, I deketin lo want to playin feeling lo but I realize a good girl like you will never realize her feeling cocky plus again have a lot of girls that I hurt and lo one of the people who want I'm sick but I can't seem to make you because all this time you've been mediocre to respond to me, the idea is very bad Wit has been playing your feelings all this time sorry I Wit, if you want to hit me hit it is okay if I can be honest actually I already have a girl Wit and actually I hope that on my side at the moment he is not lo" said Raka explained.


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(Bugh!!the plaque!)


(Basically cowbo b*@%#+$n!you can do it all!!!)


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"You're not ordinary papa any time, don't overdo it, I realize who I am so where I might like you." said Wita while bowed down now he was holding back his anger and crying and awakening Raka's daydream.


It was just a fantasy doang


Batin Raka's.


"Lo's not mad at Wit?" tanya Raka assures herself that Wita is not angry.


"Ngapain angry, anyways we are still in High School do not need love-love is still in school actually if I can be honest I am disappointed with you Ka, you are the same as those people, you are the same,but it is because you have realized it so I am sorry for you," said Wita reassured with a meaningful smile.


If you knew that I was attracted to you and managed to forget that people have filled my heart all along. Inner Wita was disappointed.


Actually his feelings are currently slashed but fortunately Wita is used to this because his first love alone has clapped one hand so he can stabilize his behavior and feelings.


"I'm glad that you've admitted your mistake, your apology I'll accept but after this don't hurt anyone's feelings anymore, Okay!" wita said conditionally.


"Gue promises not to hurt people anymore, I hurt people and I will try to change for the better" said Raka steady and Wita smiled again.


When the day starts at midnight and the rain already seems to be hot body Raka getting higher he delirious to mention his girl name and call his parents and Wita just smiled to hear it this time Wita too he felt bad but he could stand it.


Finally Wita keeps Raka overnight sleepless because she is afraid of unpleasant things happening when she sleeps, just as dawn begins to rise people who are looking for Raka and Wita find them.


Raka is lifted using a stretcher while Wita he walks alone when Nawa sees Wita without babibu just directly Nawa hugs him.