HE'S MY SOUL MATE
absent.

six months into the marriage Anggara and Renita lived, all the almost perfect and happy that Renita felt as well as Anggara they lived their lives like other happy couples.

but whatever it is there must be a gap that makes Renita's heart disturbed during her marriage with Anggara.

child, yes, a child is not yet present among them.The fruit of their love that is not present and grows in Renita's womb and it makes Renita's heart restless until now.

"is it because I am no longer young? so I'm less productive?" muttered Renita, who was in the kitchen cooking for her husband on the weekend, standing in front of the stove that was lit on top of her there was a pot containing SOP ribs of her husband's favorite. because pensive and his thoughts everywhere Renita did not realize her hand was cutting carrots to complement SOP must have her knife in her hand shifted to result in.

"awwm! sss.. gosh!" Renita shrieked softly as her index finger was subconsciously hit by a mismoving knife and slightly sliced her index finger, slitting it, fresh blood immediately poured from his index finger which was hit by a knife incision although small but quite a lot of blood came out of the wound.

Renita whimpered feeling quite pain in the wound.

Anggara who had just come out of the room, walked towards the kitchen to meet his wife because of her fragrant aroma of cooking. Anggara made sure his wife must be in the kitchen cooking but just got to the kitchen Anggara the man was shocked to see his wife's face grimacing like holding back pain.

"sad?"

Anggara quickly walked up to his wife with his eyes fixed on his wife's left hand which smothered the index finger of his right hand.

"your hands are bleeding? oh my god"

anggara's face panicked mixed with worry because a lot of blood coming out of the wound the knife incision was indeed small but deep enough to cause blood to come out quite a lot from the incision wound.

anggara quickly pulled gently his wife's hand and sat her down on the chair near the dining table.

"hush, right here. Brother take the medicine"

Anggara walked towards a short cabinet with many drawers located in the middle room near the door to the kitchen where many important and emergency items were stored including medicine boxes in the closet drawer the short. quickly Anggara took out a medicine box from one of the drawers and then stepped wide to his wife who was in the kitchen Anggara's face looked worried.

Anggara crouched in front of his wife both hands issued a revanol then poured little by little into the washcloth to clean the wound on his wife's index finger first.

"why is this so, baby? are you tired? if you are tired, already, do not need to cook.we pesen online only yes?" said Anggara Lirih remained focused with his wife's wounds occasionally raised his face to see his wife's face that looks sad looking at him.

"no, I'm not tired. It's just a small wound.it's okay"

Kalah Renita, trying to look okay in front of her husband but still Anggara felt something that stuck his mind that he caught from the eyes of the wife. after finishing treating the wound on his wife's index finger

cup

Anggara kissed the wife's friendly index finger where the wound was there and was wrapped in plaster, gently. renita's face blushed over the treatment of her husband who she considered sweet to make her heart in a blanket of warmth. Anggara stood up, his small ruckus was heard seeing his wife's attitude, pulled a chair next to his wife and sat facing his wife. Anggara grabbed both shoulders of the wife and stared at her deeply.

"does anyone bother your mind HM?" ask a gentle Anggara

"no brother. I'm fine"

"really?" ask Anggara again to make sure

"yeah.."

Anggara was silent not talking blue eyeballs that moved sweeping the beautiful face of the wife.I don't know it was like Anggara felt something hidden by his wife.

and of course Anggara's gaze in such a way makes Renita wrong behavior that eventually she gave up to look down on her face because she could not stand the gaze of her husband like that.

said Anggara slowly.one hand raised Renita chin slowly to look at her face.

"don't you keep your own anxiety, do you doubt your husband to not share your problems until your heart is not calm?"

Renita shook her head quickly her eyes glazed over.

"no, it's not like that bang. I believe in you but I don't believe in myself" said Renita

"what do you mean, baby?"

like his Anggara still do not understand what his wife's intentions are and indeed Anggara does not understand because Renita is still a guess, teki.

"i'm afraid I can't get pregnant and give you offspring" it's hard to feel like her throat is stuck and her chest feels tight when she says the sentence to her husband.

hearing his wife's remark like that of course makes Anggara surprised both his hands immediately cupped both sides of his wife's face staring fixedly at this beautiful woman who was in front of him.

"my dear god... turns out this problem again that you still think about HM? haven't we talked about this often? don't burden your mind" said the gentle Anggara trying to calm his wife.

"how can I not think of bang.. of course I think our marriage is half a year but I did not get pregnant, is it because of my age? I'm scared because of my age that it might not be productive to conceive"

Anggara instantly pulled his wife's body into his arms he hugged her wife's small body tightly.

the beloved because of that Anggara accept any shortcomings of the wife even if her marriage with Renita does not present the fruit of love among them from her own flesh and blood. Anggara loves his wife and for her without children does not matter if that's what God wants he only wants his wife and child? it was a bonus of the almighty believing in himself with his wife but if god had not allowed it?

Anggara still accepts that living together and aging together with his adorable woman alone is more than enough for him.

"you don't talk like that baby, we've checked with the obstetrician and the results are all good so if you think like that, it's wrong. we try but it turns out that God has not given it so we remain patient and continue to strive you do not have any kind of thoughts, this all has nothing to do with your age" Anggara slightly unraveled his embrace in order to see his wife's face.so close to the face of the two of them until the warm air his second breath clashed with each other.

"you know, aunty verra had a child at the age of thirty-eight years after her marriage runs Fifteen years finally can get pregnant her first child from husband om Justin and you know? god gave two twins at once, two twin boys and girls to Aunt Vera and uncle Justin"

anggara's face looks very excited when telling about his Aunt who lives in the Netherlands was to Renita.

"really? I just know" said Renita slowly even though her husband told Aunt Vera for the purpose of age comparison as well as spirit but still Renita's heart is still in doubt over her self

"yes, so you don't need to be pessimistic like this, still have to be optimistic.we try to continue? if it takes four times a day, two rounds a day, two rounds a night" Anggara said as if unencumbered by his remarks that made Renita stunned for a moment with the words of her husband...

"MESUM! .. That does not want you!!" cry Renita with her eyes widened her body creeps because imagining the bumbling husband's bawdry always makes her powerless to resist.

Anggara gave a loud chuckle

making Renita gawk at once upset.

"Hahaha... during your husband's bawdry it's only for my wife that you're happy right?!"

aisshs!

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TBC.