Happy Story In High School
130. JULIA POV
JULIA POV
Grief,, after I feel beautiful, all is lost and over when, this love is not real, don't! you give me hope, already! enough now I realize,, too quickly fell heart🎶
" I guess the song, it turns out to be my love story." I muttered as I lived the song played on my car radio, just as the rainy weather represented my chaotic heart.
" Why brother would betray me hikss hikss. I was wrong with my sister until my sister was very betrayed, even my sister some days there is no news, even I never get tired of always sending messages and calling my sister continuously, and even my sister continued, but what's the outcome? one message from me no one read hikss, even the phone call sister is always busy hikss hikss, so do not like her brother same me to hurt me like this hyx, hyks, if from the beginning my sister had no feelings the same I never forced my brother's heart to love me, I've said from the beginning that you don't have to force your feelings for me,,,,,, I said,,,, but the brother himself who chose the step of the brother to approach me who at the end of it I became the victim of sister hikss,,,,,,,, that is,,,, brother does not know how hurt my heart when brother spread the smile to other women, while I myself who fight for brother never see brother as happy as that, brother, even a smile with me just felt reluctant. If you really only make me as an outlet, sorry brother better hate me than to love me but because I have to."
I let out all his complaints in the car while crying, he just befriended the song that was played on his car radio as a friend shared my sadness.
I was so late in my grief that without me noticing it was getting dark. But I don't seem to care as long as I can vent all my emotions in order to be channeled perfectly.
Up to a phone I can guess from a guy I hate right now calling me hundreds of times. Don't want to pick up, seeing who's calling just makes me sick. Even if I could, I wanted to throw my phone away, which was always noisy and disturbed my peace of mind.
" Fucking noise!! I don't know if I'm sad anymore! I threw this out too." Say it with strong emotions.
I leaned my forehead on the steering wheel as I wept lamenting my deeply chaotic love life, even going through my mind wanting to end this very messed up life of mine. But I'm not a stupid girl just because of this I chose to end my life.
I have made up my mind to change everything that is in me, even my nature. But the shadow of the face of the man I love as well as the man who had hurt me flashed through my mind every time he cried.
..." Why am I this stupid god hiks huuuuuhhhhh."...
" Why with just his sweet prank I got lulled, without me knowing it turned out I myself who dropped into the bottom of the abyss."
How foolish I was when I knew the word LOVE.
" Oh God, just turn off my heart so that I can no longer feel the meaning of love and hurt hyks huuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I think it is quite painful to see the man I love openly betraying me hyx."
I also had a chance to see the sexy woman who was embraced by her waist by the goddamn man, had a body quite plump, although larger on the front only, it was, but the back is normal. Even with Dav and Monic? very much different, especially they both have a body like a Spanish guitar if wearing a dress.
" Why your body plump plump really guys, I also want to have a body like the two of you, Tere also not less ohai body, already high body sexy again."
" Have wanted a night as good as I went home, instead eomma called continuously surely he was very worried."
Then I turned on my car and left the place that I had made as a place to complain.
Along the way I drive my car, can not be separated from a song that I play to expel my sadness so as not to drag on.
Phone calls and messages from the fucking man I don't mind, if calculated might reach thousands of messages and hundreds of calls from him, but I deliberately ignored him. Even my phone number was blocked so as not to disturb my calm.
It felt fine at first, not even if something bad happened to me. But somehow I feel if I will go far, even go I'm only alone but I really enjoy it.
When I drove the car right at the intersection of the road to the city park, I increased the speed of my car, because I think no vehicles passed around him.
Right at that very moment, I felt a small haul truck and its speed was high enough, so I myself was in a panic when it hit the back of my car, suddenly, my car came along and lost control. Then I slammed the steering wheel to the right and at that moment I hit another car that was driving towards me.
Brugh
Duarr
I don't know how I felt at that moment, even my whole body was filled with fresh blood, before I lost consciousness I had time to think that I would survive this accident.
" Tttuuhhaan aakkh ttoollong jjaaga ddiia, aakk I saa very fond of him... Brother Axel."
That's where I saw a bright light, then I went there and how beautiful it was when I saw it was a very beautiful sight, even I just saw it from a distance I think I'm in love with this place.
Even I don't think he wants to go anywhere and just wants to be here for as long as he does.
My happy face did not reach there, as I walked to my feet stepping into the beautiful place, I was amazed. How not, I saw a beautiful garden with flowers blooming as a perfect complement to the place.
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Julia Hiks don't goðŸ˜