
"Get you out of our house! Women don't know themselves!"
The loud cry of the curse at the end of it still echoes in Keina's memory. Girl
a simple-looking man who only wore short-sleeved clothes and a skirt below the knees looked shabby, he walked on the outskirts of the street.
Then the various types of vehicles, big and small in the middle of the tree road and a lot of grass on the left and right sides as if to consider Kei something meaningless. No one cares about him.
Head bowed, eyes filled with tears were staring in the asphalt road that looks dark. He linked the two index fingers to form a loop of the pinky finger promise.
Tears drenched in cheeks, drenched in heavy rain at night. Wet clothes, he started to get cold. While there is absolutely no stopping place, at least to take shelter for a while.
The house he occupied and grew up in until a few hours ago had driven him away. As a sign that Kei cannot return at least to stop temporarily.
Just because of seeing the relationship with men, Kei was expelled. But the man is not a random man, he is Leo, a man who is favored by his adoptive sister, Kara.
Jealousy because his adoptive brother hugs his favored man even though it was only morning, early in the eleventh grade school he decided to say the feeling of love. And received.
Didn't do anything to that guy, yet,
just holding hands. And Kei, Kara thinks she's taken a bigger part of it than her.
The smoldering fire swept away all the good Kei had done to Kara into a dust lump. Decides the demon brain controls her,
Kara complained to her mother and biological father.
"Thank God we still feed you! Now, what is your reply to us, traitorous women! I'm sorry I made you my daughter!"
Weeping and wailing are asking not to be thrown out, but there is nothing to do but follow orders.
The strength of the two bodyguards in the house was many times greater than his. Kei was thrown out of that house. He was expelled, and walked out of the beautiful neighborhood, where the people were gathered.
His heart was sad, heartbroken and felt useless seeping in his soul. Kei, feeling in this world he has no meaning.
Try as much as possible so that people in the house where he lives and settle like him.
Kei does everything very well. Although only able to pack the house every day, cooking and taking care of the needs of his spoiled sister. It's the only little thing he can do in the meantime.
Kei, it's been good for a woman who's nine years younger than him.
Initially, he played himself as a domestic assistant in order to get the heart of his father and adoptive mother, over time became a servant more than babu.
Kei is not paid with money, just a plate of rice every day. Causing it to be very thin and malnourished.
Look, his body is staggering to walk. He could not continue an honest journey he did not know where he wanted to spend the night.
About a mile and a half he walked. He gulped down the salivary that felt dry, got no water.
Occasionally sticking out your tongue facing the sky, only getting a few drops. Thirsty, but sore on the neck that curves continuously.
He could not bear it, poor Kei could only hope God still helped him. Giving something valuable to her, at least accompanying the girl was not alone. Kei never had any friends.
Even when he was in the orphanage for 6 years, children his age shunned him, as if to regard Kei as an invisible creature.
Only the guardian mother of the parlor accompanied her. Because he is quiet and not easy to join the community. She's shy.
Countably, fewer than a hundred people met him in his lifetime. And met, less than fifty people.
It also happens because of a compulsion. Either there is a special seminar for children of the orphanage, then meet and get acquainted with others meet him, and start getting acquainted.
Tired of attacking her. Kei was forced to sit on a rock and wipe the sweat mixed with rainwater dripping from space.
All around, there were many people. A man and a beautiful woman dressed very sexy.
There were even two to three, they were so friendly, as if unconcerned with Kei's views, as a lecherous person who saw him.
"Hey beautiful woman," a man pokes Kei's jaw.
Around the man were two thick and dazzling women preening to the fat man and looking passionate yet so disgusting to Kei.
As Kei turned his head, he threw a dislike look. Standing up, somehow got strength from nowhere, "Don't fuck around, yeah!" pull over, and run from there.
Kei only heard the sound of laughter and the strong belittling from the old man's mouth, the mottled nose.
Fear overcame it, until…
Dugh!
"Awh," he grimaced in pain when his head was hit very strongly, by a hard object ending up chewy like a bribe of animal meat on the market.
But is there a sudden market here? As Kei does not exist. Recalling while running, the girl looked down occasionally looking back.
The main way of knowing it is only Kei had to see who the owner of the hard object ended up spongy on his head just now.
He scratched the painful forehead. Raising his head, Kei's gaze clashed at a handsome, cold-faced man who looked staggeringly standing up.
Eyes reddened, and raced from earlier Kei heard but ignored him. It felt as if his shoulder was held by the man, "Guet me dear!" pull Kei's hand.
"L-let go!" Kei tried to fight against the man's big, strong, sturdy hand. But it didn't work.
"Please! Anyone, tolooonggg!"
No one is concerned about her.
Kei did not understand, from earlier trying to fight back. People look at him because of his loud voice.
But just throw a scared look, either scared because of what. Whispering with a partner at his side.
"She's the CEO's choice."
Only it was heard before Kei was dumped, getting into a luxury car output this year.
Not just getting there. The door was closed, and the man was on it. Looked at him with a passionate look. Kei was increasingly afraid to look at the blue netra of the resolute man.
"L-let go, sir. Please," the wrist was locked, Kei threw his face to the side, tears soaked his cheeks, falling into the gentle seat of the man's possession.
"No dear. No, accompany me tonight!" the man's index finger touched the corner of Kei's face. Starting from the midline of her jet black hair, to Kei's ears.
Treat her so gently. Kei is very uncomfortable. There's nothing to do. It is gently sealed.
Disarming Kei's clothes. The man was acting like a bastard. Kei cried hiccups when the man was already asleep numbing his position.
He came out with well-trained footsteps, no more hope and pride for himself. Kei's dirty and he hates to admit it.
The clothes that were worn seemed to have dried up. An hour later the man committed his inhumane act on Kei.
Kei was also afraid that the man would do such a rude act earlier if Kei lingered on his stupidity to become a weak woman.
***
"Where am I?"
Kei said a weak tone of voice. It opens its eyes and looks very bright and dazzling light penetrates the retina of its eyes. Only the palm blocked that bright light.
"You're in my house, son."
Sontak Kei turned to the source of the voice. The phrase from a woman's mouth attracts her attention.
"Who are you?" he asked ferociously, honestly there was a veiled fear tone within him. His eyes were rounded, with his position now sitting, he looked at the woman with a sweet smile engraved on his old lips.
It could be that the woman was the man who had raped her for how many hours she had missed until she got here.
"Include me, I'm Gina. Just call Auntie Gin if you want to know me more. And as for why you're here, aunt has an explanation for you."
"So gini, when my aunt's friend's son left, he found you in the bushes near this house. Your body's so fucked up, and. Well, it looks like you and your husband just did it."
The fresh-faced, fat-bodied woman looked at him strangely, "But your core? Sorry, but the doctor came here. And he said, there's a little tearing in the core of your body. Other than being unrelated, I don't think there was any other reason except an accident. But your body looks fine."
Kei bowed. She stared at the warm and soft mattress she was now sitting on.
"So, too, said your core doctor, swollen and bruised. Shouldn't be allowed after intercourse, take a long trip. Do you have a problem with your future husband?"
"No!"
"Then?"
"I've never been married, at least engaged, ma'am!"
"Hmm, is she your boyfriend?"
"I told you! He's not my nobody! Don't ask too many questions, ma'am! I know you're the son of a bitch's messenger!"
"Aghhhh!!"
Kei grabbed her hair rough.
Increasingly made the woman frown, but quite understand with Kei's intent.
"Here, drink first. Keep your mind fresh" the woman poured out a cup of tea gently and lovingly and patiently.
But Kei's hand even brushed the warm tea from Gina's hand until it spilled and formed a glass crumb because it hit the wall.
Gina sighed and smiled faintly. Rise up from her sitting position and quote a glass crumb, "I know it hurts you, son," her voice turned raucous.
"But believe me, it's not just you who's so ill-fated."
"Because of my son, he's just like you…"
Kei's gaze turned curious. He looked at Gina who was turning her back.
"My son was a jolly girl. Turned quiet and closed. Often yells when held in his body part. Whether it's her arm, or her hair."
"Me and her late father, who died a few months ago, have contacted a psychiatrist. But it never works because it does not get the slightest support from the community, people around."
Sentence ceased. Gina stood up and walked. Stop next to Kei.
"You know what, kid? People who are abused like that are not accepted by society. Just considered the trash of society because he thought it was one of the bad women."
Kei nodded.
"There, my son is getting depressed. Crazy gradually. The mockery and insults were so intensely accepted."
"My son died from hitting his head against the wall until the concussion. He died two years ago."
Kei feels increasingly guilty with the short story that Gina has just told him.
"I'm sorry bi. I'm emotionally stirred. I guess, the aunt of that mean man's man."
"Not what," Gina crouched down. "I know you're very angry. And it has become commonplace that in anger the whisper of the devil really dominates."
"Especially when the mind begins to be targeted to the sloping things that begin to appear, even if we want to follow. We're humans. Full of mistakes and sins. Aunt forgave you."
***
Accompanied by all the advice of educating Aunt Gina, Kei really came back to feeling alive.
Although he knew, he was not as perfect as before. She has turned into a woman. Not a holy girl anymore. Because that bastard has given up his virginity.
The honor that should belong to her husband later. Well, Keina did not know who the man who would marry her if she knew the circumstances like this.
"Hey, Kei. How are you doing? How to daydream anyway? Still early in the morning, I was daydreaming. What the hell is it?" Celica, Kei's best friend. Coming towards the dreamy Keina.
Keina turned her head. He was shocked, but only took a breath without sighing for a few seconds. Wide rounded eyes. Even her face managed to become the laughingstock of Celica, the son of Aunt Gina's friend.
"Hahah, you're so funny Kei!"
Kei snorted, "Not once is this, Cel."
"Yes, but it's still funny in my opinion. Haha. How the hell can you be this funny?"
"I'm not making a joke, Cel."
"Haha, yeah-yes. I understand. You must be thinking of the man who will marry you, right? Given your circumstances." Celica's sentence depends.
"Sstttt, no, shut up!"
Celica laughed, the woman whose age was only five years adrift of Kei which is 29 years and has three children from his marriage was already informed of the state of Kei by Gina's aunt.
And he understands. Come here often. Even two weeks on the notice.
"Confirm, Kei. There must be a man who wants to marry you. Not all men are the same, Kei."
"But where are you looking Cel? To this one world, nothing!"
"My husband?" Celica brought her body closer to the one she had been sitting since she arrived and greeted Keina. Playing the eye, as if telling something, is another intent behind it.
"You mean, I became your husband's usurper? Ah, no, I'm not the actor I was in the soap opera, dear Celica's mother. This Keina Natalia still has another job besides usurping someone's property!"
"Certainly? You want to go with that bastard!? Do you know who he is and where!? Oh my goodness, Kei! Why don't you tell me the same? Let me beat him up before your wedding!"
"Haha, no, dear Celica's mother. I don't know who and where his origins are. Even if I knew, I doubt he'd marry me."
"You mean, you're just a one night stand?" Celica. Kei has never been told this story.
Just nod. Haven't said anything to Celica. Kei had already left the seat and headed for the bathroom with his mouth shut.
"Geek!"
"Why are you, Kei?" Celica chased the woman.
Kei shook his head so strongly and continued his vomit again.
Five minutes.
Celica could only massage Kei's back neck. While Kei vomited, the liquid was sticky and seemed to sting.
"Have you?" Celica showed a concerned look.
Kei nodded.
"Let's sit here," Celica led Kei to the kitchen chair, outside the bathroom.
Pouring a teapot of water into the glass, "Drink this," Celica gave Kei a drink.
Kei accepted her. His face suddenly pale and weak. I even need help to drink.
Just two buckles. Kei again ran towards the bathroom as straight as the dining table chair in the kitchen.
That's how tough it is. Celica could no longer bear to say what was the reality she had guessed earlier.
"I why Cel?" Kei, it's already very weak. Clenching the eyelids seems very difficult.
"I'm sorry, but I think you're pregnant, Kei."
Degh's!
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