Forgive Me I Give Up
EPS-56

The sad news was heard to the family Reno Darmawan, the entire Reno family came to Cindy's house.

"sad strong yes," seen Madame Darmawan hugging Cindy very tightly, she did not expect her best friend would come home so soon, even they had planned to meet and spend time together, he did not expect his best friend would come home so soon, Lidya continued to stroke Cindy's back, until there was a hand that patted Cindy's back, Cindypun took off her embrace and turned her head back, it turned out there was Reno and Monic.

"sister,," said Cindy, Reno immediately took Cindy into his arms, Reno also did not expect the spoiled woman in front of him would experience this bitter thing, abandoned both parents at a young age, even both parents.

"remember, don't ever feel alone, there's still brother and sister Lidya and papah Darmawan here, got it?" Reno had considered the Cindy family like his own family, however they had been together since childhood, although there had been chaos in the past, but the two families finally understood each other.

Cindy simply nodded, as she felt so heavy just to speak at this moment, her throat felt choked, due to the circumstances that had befallen her at this moment.

mama Lidya stroked Cindy's head in Reno's arms, Cindy saw Monic next to Ziko, she took off her arms from Ziko and moved on to Monic.

"believe Deck, God's best will, whatever we have planned and arranged neatly, in the end God is decisive, because he is the best planner," Monic stroked Cindy's back, in the past Monic felt his life was miserable, but after seeing the events now he realized that his pain was then nothing compared to Cindy now, losing both parents at the same time, really Monic himself is not sure will be strong, then what about Cindy, Monic hopes Cindy will be strong through everything.

"i'm sorry my parents if I have one, brother," whenever anyone comes, Cindy always apologizes to both parents, she wants both parents to go quietly.

2 hours passed, now everyone was following the funeral of Cindy's parents, not least Reno's family, Cindy stood on the land that will now be inhabited the bodies of both parents, and the family of Reno, the ground slowly closed the body of the man who had cared for him since the baby lovingly, accompanied by the cries of relatives, not least Cindy, her tears seemed to not run out, until all her eyes narrowed.

"good road mah, pah, wait for Cindy in heaven huh mah, we will be together again," Cindy's inner, after the ground was perfectly closed, Cindy leaned on the shoulder of the older brother, she said, he did not want to move even though Genta had invited him home many times, until Genta resigned until Cindy was satisfied there, everyone had gone all, all, except for Cindy and Genta who are still loyal to be in the two mounds of land.

"remember the deck, here is a baby grandpa that you have to take care of, please this niece-to-be if her mother continues to grieve." Cindy looked up to see her sister.

"let's take our brother home, "" Cindy immediately wiped her tears and stood up, she turned and walked towards the car while being swept away by Genta, as Genta reminded her of her pregnancy, Cindy realizes that there is a life that needs her.

"why did you forbid big brother to tell the Anderson family about all this, instead of them being your family?" When the body reached Cindy's residence, and when Genta was about to tell the family Anderson Cindy forbade it, Genta would not obey everything, at that time Genta did not want to ask why, because there is still something more important, which is to take care of the body of Om and Tante, but this time Genta must ask the reason, what else after seeing the sister who returned alone without a husband.

"huff I'll tell you a story but not now, brother, I beg you if one day Anderson's family comes and Ziko's brother, tidal's brother may ask this to Ziko's sister, because it's my fault, brother, I was wrong, I finally chose to leave Ziko's life, taking this child with me" Cindy said as she stroked her stomach, "can you promise me that?" now Cindy looked at the brother who was driving, Cindy knew very well the nature of her brother, if the brother would never break his promise.

"your husband doesn't know me, so you don't have to worry if I hurt him" Genta doesn't want to promise before he learns of the problems between his sister and sister-in-law, for whatever reason a husband has an obligation to take care of his wife, what else is pregnant like Cindy.

"sister, promise me, for my sake and for the sake of this brother's nephew," Cindy asked in a hoarse voice, as she continued to cry from night until her throat hurt.

Genta took a deep breath, finally Genta nodded, though hesitated a little, but Genta would still find out what was going on with his sister's household.

Not long after they reached Cindy's residence, Cindy got out of the car and walked in with very slow steps, which Genta followed behind her, his tears came back when he saw the mourning speech that lined the yard of his house, his steps getting heavier when he entered the house, because every corner reminded the memories with his parents, he said, he looked towards the dining table where he would always argue with the mama, about her who always woke up bad luck, he saw where his papa was sitting if he ate, he said, he remembered his papa who always looked when he was going to argue with the mama, indeed Cindy did not accept it if she remembered all that, Cindy smiled with teary eyes.

"deck," Genta held his sister's shoulder until Cindy realized from her daydream that kept seeing the dining room.

"i'm not papa sis, I'm going to break into my room" Cindy walked, instead of going to her own room, just tested her parents' second room, she came in and immediately closed the door to her parents' second room, he went through the whole room, the room that he would always approach when he was still both parents, it felt Cindy could not afford if she had to be in this house, because all the corners of the house there are memories of him with his parents.

not long after Cindy fell asleep because her body felt so tired, she curled up in the room of her parents.

While in the apartment Ziko did not move from his seat at all, even Ziko did not go to work, the clock has shown at 1 noon, it feels lazy Ziko to go everywhere, he said, his thoughts kept on Cindy who cried last night when she saw him with Rena, it felt like Ziko wanted to go to her house and meet her wife, but her prestige was too high until she abandoned her intentions.

Without Ziko realizing, Cindy is gone from her life.