
In the evening I saw Yusra leaving. I tried to dare to ask and I didn't see him eating last night either.
"Where are you going? " tanyaku.
"It's none of your business where I'm going. I remind you yes, never interfere with me you are just a maid! Remember. "
"Yes. I know, but! Raya see mas no dinner, at least mas eat first because since the morning mas do not seem to eat anything. " I clean staunchly asked even though I had seen Yusra's face was red.
"It's none of your business, Raya! whether I eat or not is none of your business! " the answer is to step away. But before he reached the doorway he stopped and turned to face me.
"When is your fertile time.? "
"Huh? " i was surprised by her question.
"The true answer is Raya, that's not what I want to hear." Yusra looked very angry.
"Eum, sorry mas. Even this is the first day I menstruate. "my answer is embarrassed while looking down whether mas Yusra wants to ask for his rights?
"How long. "ask again.
"A week mas. "I replied, I was really ashamed to be asked something like this.
"alright. When you're done tell me, we'll do it during your fertile years. "then she just left after saying the taboo thing that made my cheeks blush.
Should I serve him? But she just didn't want to see me as a wife who just always saw me as her maid,
I better go back to the room and sleep. Just leave the Yusra mas with his life, after all he himself said he did not want me to disturb and I interfere with his business.
To esokan day. Mas Yusra is neat seems to be leaving for work I do not know last night he came home at what time.
"Breakfast first, Raya has cooked Yusra's favorite food." my broom.
"Hmm." That's all the response.
"Mas, Raya prepare provisions huh? For lunch at the office. "I tried to melt the atmosphere in this cold morning.
"Hmm" again he just responds to me like that, patiently patiently.
Supplies are ready and I have given to mas Yusra he received with a flat face no word 'thank you' from his mouth . Although she did not consider me as her wife but I had to try to behave if I was her wife and when I was about to come out I reached out wanting salim she just looked at me flatly.
"Salim mas" I explained with a smile as sweet as possible.
"Surge! " he did not welcome my hand that was hanging in the air. He hit my shoulder and then walked away.
It hurts so bad. I really want to cry and ask for divorce if this is the case, what mistakes I have made in the past until I have a husband like that.
It was late at night but already at seven o'clock Yusra had not come home yet I was worried because this was the first time I was waiting for my husband's return. I kept pacing back and forth like an iron until bi Isah repeatedly calmed me down.
"Mba Raya is calm, Yusra must have come home. Better to eat it first if mas Yusra has returned home to warm the food."
"I'm worried bi, it's mas Yusra if you come home like night huh? " i'm full of worry.
Before long the sound of the roar of the car was heard in the yard of the house and suddenly it made me rise from sitting and run to welcome Yusra mas. The first thing I saw from the face of Yusra mas is a face full of anger I became hesitant to greet him because it appears once if the Yusra mas is upset.
"Mas, new pu. "my words stopped as he looked at me sharply I immediately lowered my head and followed his footsteps. I heard him sighing heavily several times as if Yusra was having trouble.
"Mas Yusra, Raya prepare warm water huh. Like Yusra is tired! Mas wait on the sofa ya Raya want to prepare water for. "my word was cut because of the yusra mas.
"I told you! Don't try to attract my attention, Raya! I don't need any attention from you. Why do you always make me upset! You're so annoying "he said and left me glued because again he yelled at me.
My leg's limp is like a non-boned jelly. Throwing my body to the floor with tears just coming down my cheek, am I paying the wrong attention to my husband? Why is Yusra always being rude and yelling at me?.
"Astagfirullah, Raya. Wake up Why are you sitting on the floor? " bi Isah helped me to stand up and I immediately hugged her crying in the arms of this middle-aged woman.
"Bie.. Why is Yusra always rough with Raya? Why did Yusra not consider Raya as his wife, is marrying a maid a disgrace? Why do you know Yusra is the same! " roar ku. bi Isah rubbed my back as if he was channeling strength for me.
"Great Patience. Maybe Yusra needs time to accept you, because my aunt knows that Yusra already has a lover so she acts like you, it may be difficult for him to accept all this what else is this at the request of Mr. Yusman, help you to be patient and continue to pray that Yusra will open the door of her heart to receive you and see you as her wife no longer as a maid"
I was surprised when bi Isah said that before I married Yusra she had a lover. But what makes me inexhaustible why at that time Yusra did not tell Mr Yusman if he already had a lover and just kept quiet even he accepted this matchmaking?.
I got up and stepped towards Yusra's mas room which was on top. Aunt tried to stop me but I don't care that I want this to end right now!.
"Mas... Yusra! Open the door, man! " i shouted from outside and banged on the door of his room. Bodo period if he wants to scold me again I don't care.
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"Your soul hurts! You have no manners! " hardik mas Yusra's. Ah I guessed for sure he would rebuke me with his harsh words.
"I don't care! Whatever you want to call me mentally ill or whatever, I've been hurt by your attitude mas, I'm here to end all this! " my words stirred until my chest rose up so much emotion.
"End what you mean, Raya? " he said while crossing his hands on his chest was really very detailed it felt like I wanted the claws of his handsome face.
"Let's get divorced! " take me with a tinge of emotion.
"Curtain! You sure talk like that, if you're sure come to your in-laws' house" she replied, then shut the door so hard that it infected me.
This was not the reaction I wanted nor was this the answer I expected. I'm talking behind a door that Yusra might have heard.
"Mas. Said bi Isah you had a lover before my marriage right? Why don't you just marry your lover and we get divorced! " call.
The door opened and he said.
"Printing you! "
Brak!!
Patience...
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Selow update yes, because it still revises the other novel with changes in flow as well, sorry yes