Forced Love
Chapter 5. Love Statement

Every day Dhito calls me without breaking up. He kept asking me about my daily activities and asking me what I was doing. Even though I'm uncomfortable, I still appreciate his efforts. 

"Ri.. lo where else?" Ask Dhito via BBM chat.

"Again at home, it's Sunday. Why?" I reply quickly. 

"Oh yeah well it's Sunday, I forgot the day hehehehe... Not walking Ri street?"

"Again, where the hell, just want to rest...Why Dhit?"

"Ohh....I want to say something to you Ri.. Can't you?"

"What do you want to say, Dhit? From yesterday I think we'll chat on."

"Hahaha yes yahh.. I want to be honest with you Ri..." 

"What's? Don't make me clanky.."

"Hmmm... How do you become stubborn Ri?" 

"Yaa you say half - half, you're curious coy."

"Haha...Yes yes.. I have courage first... Awayhh.."

"Duh whatsf. Judah will tell me.." 

"Yeah Ri.."

For a few hours Dhito disappeared without informing me, I was so curious waiting for a chat from him. What he really wants to talk about. Even I had time to do activities and fall asleep to wait for chat from him.

"R..." Mama called me while I was sitting waiting for a chat from Dhito.

"Yes Ma?" I asked who looked directly at Mama.

"Help this Mama dong move the plant to the front of the fence." Mama said while pointing towards the fence. 

"Yes Ma..." I immediately got up from my seat and helped Mama lift up.

After I finished helping Mama, I immediately went inside again to check HP whether there was a message from Dhito or not. Turns out Dhito called me but I don't know. And I immediately sent him a message. 

"Why, Dhit? I helped you out in front."

"Yeah gapapa Ri, I also like can not if on the phone. In the chat." Dhito quickly replied to my message.

"Are you ready to say something?"

"okay.. What the?"

"Gue already thought this matures - mature since the first open communication lo, I feel we have a match during chat via chat and many similarities from starting different birth dates a day, I feel we have a match during chat and a lot of similarities from the start of different birth dates a day, one zodiac and more. I'm getting comfortable talking to you and I have the same feeling... You want to be my girl?"

I was not too surprised to read the message from Dhito, because I felt from the beginning he asked for my HP number and BBM pin he had started to approach me. And I was confused as to what to answer, because it turned out that Dhito had quickly expressed his feelings. I just broke up a week ago with Fandi, do I have to accept another new person? 

"Lo seriously Dhit?" I asked briefly. 

"Seriously Ri... Why?"

"Yes, I just broke up a week ago with my ex. Keep us really new communication, yes time you immediately shoot me gini... Are you sure?"

"I can express this feeling the same way, which means I am sure.. It's just Lonya Ri, you want to?"

"Hmmm honestly I still can't accept your statement, but I know you're good so I appreciate you for communication with me. Honest for there is a sense of the same you at this time no Dhit, but I am comfortable communication as lo as a friend. So now I'm confused about whether or not to agree..."

"Ri... so all this time lo chat with me, care as I was a friend no more? That means the guenya is the ngarep yah hehehehe..."

"Dhit, is that natural? You know I just broke up. A week, if a month is still okay. It's a week... I think it's too fast Dhit."

"I'm sorry Ri.. Guenya is the only time who is impatient... I think I'm starting to love you as much as Ri." 

"What the hell did you see from me Dhit?" Ask wonder. 

"Gue actually has been amazed by the same lo from the beginning we used to communicate via twitter. But I have not convinced myself to dare to deketin lo Ri. I don't know why I can be amazed by you, who surely you tuh people are cool if chatting and I feel connected to it if you talk to you." Reply Dhito clearly. 

"Okee now gini, love me when you want? Or we know each other better so that I can feel the same you too. I don't want to be out of balance if I can finally find your love." 

"So this you're rejecting me or how's Ri?"

"Don't you understand my statement? I can't accept you now, I don't feel the same. But I give you the chance to get to know more, I still want to appreciate your feelings. How's it?"

"Oh that means our approach is still lacking huh?"

"Hmmmmm it's one week. I'm not mah, yesterday I was also so that's why it's just a moment." 

"Okee.. Makasi ya Ri, you've given me a chance."

"Yes the same - same Dhit."

Maybe after the incident my relationship with the past made me learn to appreciate someone's feelings, even though I had to force myself to love it. I may have to think logically this time not just by feeling.