Flocking Payment
CHAPTER 18 - Self-Awareness

"Good sleep, sweet dreams, dear."

Just like last night, Cakra still hopes Ameera answers her message. An hour, even two hours passed Cakra still continued to look at his phone with an overly sad gaze.

What he expected, a good night reply from the troublesome lady and being his friend for the past three months. Recalling that, Cakra smiled faintly, barely noticeable.

He looked up, staring at the starless dark sky that seemed to understand the uneasiness of his heart. The black coffee that accompanied him now felt cold, the first time in Cakra's life until receiving Alan's offer to seek calmness with nicotine substances that made Cakra cough.

"Don't take it, you're not used to it, Cakra."

Cakra did not resist when Jovan snatched a cigarette that he had just smoked several times, presumably his best friend was worried if Cakra had respiratory problems.

"Lu like her?"

Without saying a word, Cakra nodded slowly to make Alan sigh deeply. It was unexpected that the theatrical relationship that Cakra was going through would trap Cakra himself, unfortunately Alan only found out if they were just playing recently, not from the beginning.

"Nikmatin, one of his own plunged into the field. Should have learned the same temperature, just follow along. Then you why the hell pack the event so a paid guy, not the first most anti yes?"

"The case is different, Van, I'm not Alan."

Chakra clucked, the intention of the heart came to seek relief, in fact it was sprayed all-out because it was considered unprofessional in doing work. "Same, the difference is you did not go to bed just .. uh, or already reached san_"

"A bit of a demon!! I kissed her lips, didn't dare, how about going to bed!" Since earlier seen living unwillingly to die, after hearing the words of Jovan blood Cakra seemed to rise instantly.

Not his anger, just as Ameera was offended when Cakra was denigrated, so was she. Three months of Cakra walking as much as possible to take care of him very well, even stealing the opportunity to wipe the face of Ameera he did not have the courage, then Jovan casually raised such accusations.

"Yes time? Strong too, three months of the same model so nothing? If I'm any different story, aren't I, Lan?" Jovan threw a question to Alan who had been silent, pensive as if he was in debt.

Jovan's words may sound funny if Cakra's mood is fine. However, this time he did not have the slightest passion to laugh, let alone to burst out as usual. "His father serem, Van, I can die young to the point of touching him," continued Cakra later although actually there is little intention of Cakra to feel Ameera's body.

"Oh yes, speaking of the papa I have read in the article and rather surprised anyway pas know ... at that time I thought, why did you not benefit in a state? When will I be the daughter-in-law of the Megantara family, bro?"

"Ngaco you!! Duitan eyes, naturally Venny asked to break up," said Alan who had been a listener among them, looking at Cakra he felt guilty for closing his eyes about the state of Cakra that looked fine for a long time.

"Don't be dyingetin, I'm sincere he married .. if the same I he wants to eat what, rich not, established especially."

After giving his most brilliant idea, Jovan is now weakened beside Cakra and they look at the same sky. Presumably, Cakra's move to seek tranquility with them was not the right thing. How not? Not yet Cakra find a solution, Jovan actually fights fate and makes Cakra more self-conscious.

Jovan let out a rough sigh, the man lying down without taking his eyes off the dark, gloomy sky like the future they had in mind. "In the end, the bear will always be the winner" said Jovan immediately attracted the attention of Cakra.

"Money," muttered Cakra then let out a long sigh, his two best friends also did the same.

"Cakra, what do you want after this?"

"Where's what?"

"Yes the Ameera .. do not have a plan to express feelings or how? I mean before he gets busy, I'm worried that he's forgotten about you really."

"What's? Can-can say not ... from what I see you like the same likes, because he used to defend your nyamperin in the hospital in that state, if not for likes then what?"

"Well, he might like it too."

"Funny you guys, what's the reason for liking me?" Cakra chuckled, he shook his head softly at the opinions of these two people.

"Gue is afraid of being said to be abnormal, but honestly I admit you are handsome, Cakra seriously .. You look already enough to capitalize on top actress class Ameera."

"Whatever capital looks like it can be, Lan."

To Cakra, Ameera is the moon and she backs him up. Too far apart, they are far from balanced and if at this time reckless to admit feelings, he feels as if he does not know himself. "Repace yourself first, one of the ways it .. you still have a handle, build a business and we will always support you," said Alan joked, a suggestion that makes the eyes of the chakras a little more open.

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If Cakra has shared the story with his two best friends, Ameera just keeps her mouth shut. His one determination, he did not want to look crushed and made Ricko mock him.

Not only that, Cakra who no longer contacted him after that night made Ameera think if her feelings clapped one hand and all Cakra attention was limited to fulfilling the responsibility according to the agreement alone.

"The rain won't subside, shouldn't I just take it with me?"

"Huh? Mr Kam_"

"Just say, this is outside of working hours," replied the faithful man holding his umbrella.

"Ehm, no need .. I'm waiting for Ricko's brother, maybe soon to come," Ameera refused politely, Kama's sometimes more friendly attitude does not make Ameera forget her limits.

Unfortunately, even though he had rejected the possibility of impartial destiny because a few moments after Ameera gave a rejection, Ricko actually said the car he was driving broke down on the trip. "Come, it just so happens that our goal is unidirectional .. doesn't matter, does it?"

Honestly, Ameera was eager to refuse, but the bad weather and his phone suddenly died before Ricko had time to reply to messages made Ameera weakened, there was no way he could last longer while the rain was getting heavier.

Unbeknownst to him, if their interaction is too sweet in the eyes of the man who is silent from a distance not far from there, Cakra. His smile faded, flowers and chocolate that he had prepared out of his grasp when watching Ameera's shoulders embraced a man who became his umbrella.

Chakra laughed blandly, with the clothes that felt moist that he regretted having changed his mind just because of the motivation of Alan, really he was really slapped reality to not dare to carve hope.

If Alan says one way is to strengthen themselves, then Cakra will take a step from one of the others, namely self-consciousness. "I'm leaving, Ra .. I understand that until death I will not be worthy of your protection."

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- To Be Continued

Please do not forget the ritual yes bond, sow flowers, throw a vote, flush coffee or others, sarangheo ⁇ ️