
Brakkk ...
Refano slammed the door hard. His face seemed so tangled that there was no one waiting for him in his room with a face full of annoyance.
"Mas," cried an irritated Saskia who was already standing up while shaking her waist. "Where are you from, huh?" yelling Saskia again makes Refano who was upset then looked at Saskia sharply with hardened jaws.
"It's none of your business" said Refano, annoyed as he threw his butt in his great chair.
"It's none of my business you said? Mas, you forgot, I'm your wife now. It's only natural that I know wherever you go" Saskia jolted with a stern look. The softness that he always put in front of everyone instantly disappeared changed his rough and thin nature.
"Your wife said? Did I ever say I wanted to marry you? Nope, no. If it wasn't for you framing me that night to fuck you and then suddenly you claim to be pregnant in front of my parents, until whenever I wouldn't marry you. Didn't I say it many times that I just thought you were nothing more than a friend. But you abused my trust by ensnaring me in this marriage!" refano's jolt let out a pity that he had been pending.
Yes, the day that Saskia wanted to come to Refano's house and then the next night Liliana asked him to take Saskia home, Saskia offered him a short stop at the woman's apartment. I don't know what Saskia put into her drink until she unknowingly spent the night with Saskia.
3 Weeks later that day, Saskia suddenly contacted herself and her parents to meet. In the meeting, Saskia claimed to have pregnant her child so inevitably she had to account for her actions. Moreover, Saskia is the daughter-in-law that her mother wants. As a result, he was forced to marry Saskia and expel Zafira whose parents considered useless. Refano who felt he had no feelings with Zafira just according to him. But in fact, since the departure of Zafira and her two daughters, Refano's life has never been quiet. Although Saskia always accompanied him, but it did not necessarily make him able to repel the shadows of Zafira that increasingly torment the recesses of his soul.
Not only that, the shadow of the two girls who are the blood of the flesh is often always looming. Especially after the video Regina who was singing viral and video Refina who also received an award for winning the drawing competition, making Refano increasingly difficult to forget their shadows. The child he often despised was useless turned out to have extraordinary talent. Refano so remember his childhood, he is very fond of singing while playing a musical instrument. He also likes to paint like his mother's grandfather, but his parents did not like his hobby. They always press themselves to learn, learn, and continue to learn, in order to be the only heir to the YG Group company. Refano had to bury all his favorites, including his dream of becoming a painter like his grandfather. According to them, painting is a useless activity and a waste of time. Refano who was educated hard and must always obey the orders of his parents made him unable to reject all the orders.
"But inevitably I have become your wife. Your legal wife is both religious and national, and everyone knows that so you can't deny that fact. I did it anyway because I love you, Fan. Why don't you open the door of your heart just a little for me, Fan? I just want you, your love. I am even willing to contain your baby, the child you and your parents always crave. A healthy and smart boy. Can't you just open up a little bit of your heart for me, Fan? I beg!" lirih Saskia with a face of compassion. Full of desire, full of hope, hoping that Refano can open his heart to him a little.
"It's Saskia, don't expect too much from me. You know, I'm not that easy to fall for someone, including you." Flat Refano. He has a little control over his emotions. Saskia is pregnant and her pregnancy is at risk, she does not want because her carelessness happened something in the pregnancy of Saskia.
Saskia's heart was pierced with pain. Really sick. Though he had often heard the sentence of rejection, but why did his heart still hurt every time he heard it?
"How about Zafira? Don't you really love her?" saskia asked suddenly made Refano speechless. He also does not know his own feelings. He is not sure he loves Zafira. But as the woman disappeared from his sight, he felt a sense of emptiness. His empty life became more bland. His life passion is diminished. Including his love passion. His love for Saskia was nothing more than the completion of biological desires. This happened because of Saskia's request. It was different when he was with Zafira. Even seeing Zafira fall asleep with her mouth slightly gaping had aroused her desire. Is it possible that he actually loves Zafira? Refano's heart was instantly agitated. What if it's true?
"Why are you quiet, my mom? Don't you really guess me? Do you intend to go back to her, huh?" saskia shouted in wrath.
Seeing Refano who was again busy with her work, Saskia immediately left her husband's office with a stomping step.
"Like a child" he sighed. "Very different from Zafira." Immediately Refano returned to the shadow of Zafira's face, his shady smile, he said softly, his warm treatment.
"Damn! Why do I always look at his face? Do I really love Zafira?" refano muttered while rubbing his face rough.
Meanwhile, in the tiny house where a small family of single Zafira, looked 2 small children who were chatting while drawing in their respective books.
"Sir, papa came to school!" regina opened the conversation.
"Papa?" parrot Refina while frowning as if trying to remember.
"Yes, papa."
"Do we have papa, brother?" ask the boy who is almost 4 years old. It is only natural that Refina did not know because she had never once interacted with Refano. Never interact, never say hello. He was always staring at Refano as flat as he was staring at an unknown stranger. Since childhood, they have been under the same roof, Refano who never positioned himself as a father was Refina who was reluctant to be close to people he considered foreign to make him really feel alien to his own father. Though Zafira often tried to bring it closer, but seeing Refano's flat face, even his indifferent attitude made him so reluctant to approach even a little.
"We used to live in the house of Papa, Oma, and Opa" Sahut Regina explained to his sister who did not understand.
The round eyes even blinked innocently, "if it's papa's house why are we being pricked, sis? Telus Om-Om is really our papa? But why not love even mama telus? Lefi doesn't want to have papa like that. Lefi wants Om Al aja to be Papa Lefi. Om Al is good, dear Lefi the same Legi as well. Dear mom too. Grandma's darling too. Legi want to have Papa Om Al?" ask her with a perfect smile.
"Sir Regi would too. Om Al is great. Never been angry. I like toys. I like to take a walk too. I love to kiss us too. Likes to laugh with mama too," said Regina no less enthusiastic with sparkling eyeballs. The two seemed to have completely fallen for Alvian's kindness to them.
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