
Revan's feelings of love for Jen did grow out of togetherness. She, who used to be playing friends with Mr. Saga's two younger siblings, began to harbor sympathy for Jen. However, he always knew enough of himself, that his love and sympathy should only be given in silence. Wh why? Because she's Jenika, Mr. Saga's sister. Someone who was highly respected by his father.
Love that is reciprocated makes love in silence change its form.
Relax, you have to do this, now or later. Because you like Jen, because you love Jen. She's the girl you have to fight for, because she's precious. That's how Revan convinced his heart. That he must do this sooner or later.
But the thing is, why did you come here without stupid preparation! At least you should make a plan and put words together in front of Mr. Saga right. What you should say later. Just thinking after being at the door. Making Revan curry himself. He should have made a confession speech. Acknowledge his love, and confess his sin. For daring to date Jen secretly.
Though he is a very calculating person, a planner who prepares everything carefully with work affairs. But if it's Jen's business, she wants everything to be fast-paced even without calculations. As if his common sense was defeated by his feelings.
Still with the chest pounding very tight, to take a deep breath to pump courage. That's what Revan can do on Mr. Saga's doorstep right now.
The young man who was fighting for his love, began to look pias when the door of the office of the president of Antara Group opened.
Secretary Han who was holding the door handle looked at Revan. Expressionless as usual, it did not seem curious at all why Revan was in front of him now. Why Revan asked permission to meet. There was nothing he needed to report about the work.
From Han's movements that look relaxed, actually the man had guessed, what Revan would tell Mr. Saga.
"Lake in." Han spoke briefly.
"She thanks."
Huh! I was so nervous that I thanked Han for opening the door.
Calm and focused.
Greet Mr. Saga first. Say hello and bow your head first, then wait for him to ask, and then you talk. That's the cycle according to the protocol that Revan should have done, according to the procedure that should have been if he faced Mr. Saga.
He told his heart and mind to focus. But because of the overwhelming worry that makes Revan's mind a little blank.
Mr. Saga who always looked high in his seat, now looks higher and higher. The cold face that was staring straight at Revan was sitting on the sofa, so it looked like the father-in-law was scary for a commoner who wanted to ask for the blessing to marry his daughter.
Revan's hands and feet were shaking again.
As Saga lifted one leg for him to pile on the other, not saying a word, Revan's leg reflexively collapsed sitting on his knees on the floor. All the procedures facing Mr. Saga evaporated just like that. Secretary Han just shrugged his shoulders while frowning. Lately kneeling is popular, he murmured. Because a few days ago he was doing exactly the same thing Revan is doing now.
"What's wrong with you guys?" Mr. Saga is still as calm as the wind that blows in the morning. Revan has not yet raised his head. He was just thinking about Mr. Saga's words.
You guys? Did anyone kneel before me? Wh why? Has anyone proposed to Jen yet? Ah, how is this what I lost fast.
Wh who? Who wants Jen too. She's my boyfriend. Revan's strange thoughts only stopped after hearing Mr. Saga speak again.
"Just yesterday Han knelt down pleading, now you too. What mistakes have you made, Revan?"
Why did Han kneel before Lord Saga. Ah, stupid! Why am I even curious, now is the important thing to say about Jen.
"I beg you, forgive my sassness, sir. I've been presumptuous to you." Revan was still down and his hands were shaking. There was no answer from Mr. Saga's mouth in response to his words. Revan raised his head slightly, looking at the reaction of the man who was sitting on the sofa. Silence does not budge.
My mouth doesn't dare to open again.
Because Saga is just silent, interpreted Revan with the anger of Mr. Saga.
"Speak clearly!" Han who reacted with Revan's words. Translating the silence of Mr. Saga.
Deg. Revan also realized, he was talking convoluted, and had not told the point. What this is is is upsetting Mr. Saga.
"I've done something wrong Mr. Saga, I'm sorry. I didn't know myself because I dared to do this. But I do it sincerely, Mr. Saga. Please, forgive me. I know I don't deserve it."
What am I talking about!
Revan remained silent. Mr. Saga sighed after hearing Revan speaking in circles.
"What are you talking about!" Mr. Saga's short voice sounded increasingly making Revan shrink. "Let's meet me later when you're ready to talk."
Secretary Han muttered foolishly. Because Revan who had been bowed so he did not see, actually Mr. Saga smiled with his behavior that had not said anything even directly sat down on his knees. Mana Revan looked trembling in fear like a raining brat in front of her parents' house and was afraid to go home.
Revan started to panic again. He slapped his own cheek to stimulate courage.
"Revan..."
"I'm sorry sir, please give me a minute."
Still frozen, after issuing the words of plea.
"Han." It seems like Mr. Sag's patience is running low, he calls Han to drag Revan out of the room. Scaring Revan actually.
"Good Young Master."
Revan had already heard Han's footsteps approaching towards him. Mr. Saga's orders must have told Han to expel him. Once again, his brain reflexes gave orders to his body to defend itself. And the force is squeezed, sometimes expelling human pent-up energy. And so did Revan. Either where his courage comes from, until his mouth speaks out loud.
"I love Jen, please forgive my presumptuousness for loving Miss Jenika Mr. Saga. I'm sorry I love Jen." Revan's voice was shrill, rising several times his usual voice. Again Han was seen muttering stupidly after hearing Revan's scream.
Padahal ya, semuanya, tidak hanya Tuan Saga, tidak Han, semuanya, selalu berubah jadi orang bodoh di depan cinta. Tapi memang paling pintar mengatai orang bodoh, seperti yang dilakukan Han sekarang. Dia kalau di depan Aran saja bisa berubah jadi meong, meong gemas.
Silence, after Revan's shout there was no other sound. Until it felt like Revan was suffocating with embarrassment from the sound of his own scream.
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