Curious Spirit Andini
7. Become Doubtful

Auu... Auuu...

There was the howling of dogs in the distance, filling the silence of the night which was now filled with thin drizzling rain,

Andini seemed to be sitting on the roof of his house alone, drifting there and there making him even more do not know what to do at this time,

Hiks.. hiks...

Andini sobbed on the roof of his house, realizing how he had decided to commit suicide in fact was a folly, Andini felt so sorry, so sorry,

Inside the house sounds beautiful who is still reading prayers, he is so afraid Andini will come again, and it makes Andini even more sad,

With his current state, he was clearly rejected not only in the Satria family, but everywhere, even in his own family,

"How not to be a ghost, just hang yourself and get pregnant out of wedlock,"

Distinct voices were heard everywhere,

Andini, looking around again, where everything now looks so dark and lonely,

He remembered Satria, he remembered all that his beloved's family had done, Andini stroked his belly which began to bulge, and he remembered,

Yes, because of the child in his stomach, he finally felt there was no other choice but to kill himself,

Instead of having to kill the baby alone, it's better that he kills himself too so that his father doesn't know and be ashamed,

Unfortunately, Andini forgot, if when someone dies unnaturally, then the police will definitely find out what causes it,

The examination will be held, and what he covers still finally revealed, he said,

And...

He, Andini certainly can not defend themselves, can not explain to anyone so that they do not misperception, he said,

Andini again sobbed, the sound of crying was heard by some neighbors around the Andini house, and they were in the house so frightened, she said,

Some of them hid behind blankets on their beds, some covered their ears with pillows so as not to hear the moans of Andini's cries,

Now, what am I supposed to do? I cannot live as a human being, nor do I die peacefully.

Inner Andini in between her cries,

He then floated from the roof of his parents' house,

He went to the cemetery, where there appeared several other ghosts,

Andini who was still afraid to see the ghosts around her, finally chose to float away,

"You should have gone to your lover's house,"

Suddenly a voice without form seemed to whisper to Andini,

Looks Andini also stopped drifting, the female ghost was then chirping looking for the owner of the voice, the voice,

But...

Andini didn't find anyone, either,

"They are the most responsible for what happens to you,"

The voice sounded again,

"Who...who are you?"

Ask Andini with a scared expression,

"You wouldn't be like this if it wasn't for them, would you? Satria's family and your beloved Satria, repay what they have done to you Andini, avenge them,"

Said that lookless voice,

"Remember when they wantonly insult you in front of many other employees, how they behave as if because they have money they can do anything at will,"

The voice said, too,

Each of his hateful and angry words then like making Andini see the events of the day repeated, repeated,

Andini seemed to hold his head while shaking his head, and,

"Enough, that's enough, I'm tormented..."

Pekik Andini who like to continue to see events after events that eventually lead him to become what he is today,

Become a curious spirit, who lives without a destination, and who knows when,

Andini floated again, drifting following the wind that blew, and,

Like a piece of old paper carried by a gust of wind, which floated up not knowing where to go.

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At the house of Satria,

Satria, who had been released from punishment because news of Andini's death had been heard reaching her house,

"It's all your fault, brother, why is it so cruel to that girl,"

That's how Satria went back to rampaging at her brother,

However, the older brother did not budge at all, either,

For him, Andini suicide is Andini's own stupid decision, because it should be, as an adult he already knows to distinguish what he can do and not,

Just as she was pregnant out of wedlock, of course she should be well aware that what she did was risky to bear the shame, he said,

Not only is he ashamed, but also his parents, his brothers, and also if he remains determined to defend his son, then also his son will be ashamed,

"At least let me take care of my own business with Andini, you and Mom don't have to interfere!"

Shouted Satria to her brother when he was finally released from the punishment earlier that evening,

"You? Take care of your business?"

Cynic the big brother,

"You take care of the factory just a lot wrong, your work is just back and forth to invite Andini out and both in the room, you think that's the attitude of a man who can be trusted to take care of things with a becus?"

Satria was silent, not knowing what to answer, but,

"Mother has prepared your marriage with Koko's son Tji Kwang Min, or commonly called Mr. Rudi, he will invest a lot if later be advised to be different with Mother,"

Satria who heard it looked at the older brother,

"What does that mean?"

Satria asked who felt that her brother and mother were really forced to organize everything that was on Satria,

"If it's true that you can take care of anything well, prove it by marrying Mr. Rudi's son, then make our factory more advanced and can open more jobs!"

Said his brother Satria, making Satria more and more drowned in silence,

"Just think about it, and stop thinking about Andini, she's dead,"

Add the brother to Satria, making Satria now only able to sigh, making Satria,

The fact that all this time he was just a spoiled boy and only knew how to be happy made him feel so helpless when the brother like opening everything in plain sight,

Ah well, everything was ultimately my fault, which could not take care of everything properly to the point of being powerless to stand up for Andini, and fight for her. Satria became sad,

"That woman, don't think too much, I told you she's dead, there's no point in thinking about a dead man,"

"He died with my son, how could I not think of him?"

"I've told you over and over again, who guarantees that the child she contains is your child? He's got another close male friend, who knows it's his son too, you lose out on being responsible while it turns out that the boy in Andini's womb is another boy, don't you?"

Satria was silent again, the fact he often saw Andini also with Panji made Satria become doubtful of Andini's pregnancy that is the only one who should be responsible.

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