Crushed & Wounded
13. start to suspect

"Are you talking about space?" ask me to make sure

"Eh mama's children are ready to change clothes, here sit with aliza, mama is making snacks and drinks" said mama

"Thank you" I replied

"Btw the question was blom answered loh" I said

"Yes we're talking about a boyfriend you trust so much" replied papa

"You're telling me everything that happens in space is just like you?" ask me

"Should, because you suck, just believe the same space doang, same friends do not believe, until that much you do not want to lose space?" answer Aliza

"Za, you know I've loved space for a long time, so I don't want to lose him" I said

"Sella, with you papa well, as long as you like the same guy, and if the guy is not good with you, do not be in defense, because later the edges you hurt, and if the guy is not good with you, let alone papa hear he's a playboy-" said papa cut off because of my speech

"Papa, he's not a playboy reward, papa don't believe, even if he's a playboy, surely he has the intention to change too right? " answer me

"Dengerin used to say papa, don't you cut papa's words" said papa

"if he has the intention to change, surely will not be another girl deketin again, surely you are noticed, you are in special right, but what?, even he love flowers with other girls are you?,, you?, never at all, just take to the cafe doang right?, even that once, and you did not drive her home again right?, even you go home the same bianca, even you go home, you think papa doesn't know anything about your relationship with him, when you came home from the cafe you lied right?, space can't take you home because he sent aurel right?, you lied so that papa wouldn't get mad at him, would you?" papa's cerocos was long, and papa stopped talking for a while because he wanted to drink

"Well, really a cell?, and then what do you say to me?" ask aliza

"Yes that's right, bianca ain't said nothing to me, during the way to my house we were quiet, each other, but fitting in the cafe he glanced and smiled just like me like a sign of dislike" I replied

"There must be a secret, or there is another meaning so he is like that" said papa

"Now you tell me all your events in the cafe" continued papa

"Our bass arrived at the cafe, the sky looked surprised because there were aurel and bianca in the cafe, but just as I asked him he said gapapa, continued fitting space sitting beside me, sitting next to me, aurel asked for a photbar of the same space, yes space Thank you, in the end the space sat next to aurel, and bianca sat next to me, yes during the cafe I was quiet, I was silent, because I was there like I wasn't considered, even though I was his girlfriend, they were even friendly" my story about at the cafe yesterday

"Well, you have to break up space cells, don't want you fooled by him, all the evidence has been collected for you to break up space, when you ask to break up, he said, you have to ask her why she wants to date you" aliza said

"Papa agrees with aliza, everything that is said to be the same aliza is true, you have to believe in aliza, aliza is dear to you, she does not want you to be more hurt later, he said, do not be too positive your mind, if once or twice gapapa, but this has been passed three times, it can not be let you have to break him" replied my papa

"I was confused first, pa" answered me

"God, even though it is clear that the evidence is clear, why are you still balanced, ok once I understand because you are as dear as space and love is the same as him, ok I understand, but remember if you do not want to break him, I will ask to break up with him" said aliza furious

"but because of your words I began to suspect the same space anyway." I said in my heart.

"Yaudah, papa also agrees with aliza, keep track of this sella ya aliza" said papa

"Faith is om, with aliza sella is safe" replied aliza while showing respect

"Yaudah ate aliza's snacks" said the mother

"Good aunt, good enough to fill the stomach, after talking at length" replied aliza then took her snack and then at her meal, papa and mama who heard aliza's words laughed, while I was silent

I was silent because the talk of papa and aliza made me think again, actually their advice was right for me to break up space, because the more days of space are closer to aurel, the more the same, it's worth it like dating people, even until there's a rumor that they're dating

When I was silent because I was floating in my mind, suddenly Aliza surprised me

"Sell, look at her profile photo aurel" aliza's words made me curious as well as mom and dad who came to see

"Couple?, who's she couple with?, who's got her boyfriend?" ask me aliza

"Wish to try the space number, maybe the same space couple" replied aliza

I opened my phone, and opened whatsapp, because he number I pinned it so immediately visible, and sure enough his profile photo couple with aurel

"It's true what I said, they must have a relationship, it's not possible, you have to break up" said aliza

"Try me to ask you first" I said

I also sent the same message to the sky, when he was online but his reply was quite long, again chat the same who is he?, aurel online too, kayak it's true what aliza said, aliza, I had to break up space before I was heartbroken, actually squirming them home together was sick let alone more than that, but I love the same space

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Ting...

"Are you sure it wasn't a couple?, are you sure I saw it wrong?" ask me

"Yes, it's because the connecting photos I keep cutting so it looks like a couple" replied the space

"Oh yaudah" I answered

"You still believe in me?" ask angakasa

"Well, you know that?, honestly, I don't trust you completely anymore" I replied

"Why?" ask space

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"because the photo so connected so can couple sa, you think I'm stupid that time?, even your explanation has made me more suspicious" I said in my heart

I no longer read messages from space, because my mind could no longer be cooperated with

"Where, what's the answer?" ask aliza

"She said no couple, it's her photo so she cut it" I replied

"Alah alesan, say aja couple, afraid to be found out it's a lie, thought I was stupid times yes" replied aliza

"You are the enemy of your cell, essentially you have to break him" said aliza

"Oh yes, already this afternoon om, aunt, aliza go home first yes, afraid later aliza's parents worry again" said aliza

"Oh yes-yes, be careful yes bring his motorbike, do not speed, Oh yes send greetings to your mother as well" replied the mother

"I go home cell, bye" aliza told me

"Yes bye" I answered

After saying goodbye, Aliza went out and left my house, because there is no more aliza, I say goodbye to my parents, to my room, because I want to think about it again, because I was thinking too much in the end I fell asleep, because I was sleepy

I fell asleep from late afternoon until eight o'clock in the evening, because I had not eaten, my mother built me up, Actually I was still sleepy, but I had to wake up to eat and then sleep again

I also walked through the stairs to the dining room, once there, I saw papa and mama were already sitting at the dining table, just waiting for me, I pulled out the dining table chair and sat down, and ate the fried rice cooked by my mother

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SPACECRAFT

"Why son?" I said wonder

"Does he know my profile picture is a couple?, if he knows it's good, but he knows that I'm aurel's same couple?" ask me

"Surely he's angry again, or yes slow response, say your jealousy will be the same aurel, but it's good if he asks to break up before 1 month, so I can be public if I have a girlfriend as pretty as aurel" I said again

"Hmm, I make him even more angry times yes, let it be quickly broken, he replied to the old message, so I can be the reason for my anger" I said again

"Haha gasabar deh gw, surely tomorrow fight again" I said while laughing out loud

"but surely the nevan will nag to me, because the problem, so very well the nevan sama sella, even though he is not beautiful, ordinary" upset the sky

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GISELLA

"finally finished eating too, so you can go to sleep, uh but later I check my phone first, like I haven't answered the space message that was last afternoon, deh, but lazy to answer her message, at the very end of the fight also ga si?, but she was never angry with me" I said in my heart, he said, because I'm still in the dining room so I'm afraid both of my parents heard

Before going to the room, I helped my mother clean the dining table while washing dishes, after I finished relaxing while watching TV

Because my eyes had begun to sleepy, in the end I went to my room, after arriving in the room I threw my body in the mattress, then opened the phone, still visible space messages that I had not answered, I still saw, but he didn't send any more messages, prestige?, or the facts about it?

"Ah, it is, rather than thinking mending sleep it was me, already sleepy again, when just woke up earlier" said I then closed my eyes while listening to the song, and did not forget to also shy

Because the music is good and exciting, I was asleep, but usually I was very difficult to sleep if there was a problem, but this time it even made more sleepy, maybe because it was not too I thought.....