Choosing Between My Revenge or My Love

Choosing Between My Revenge or My Love
Happy is Sad too


Lional currently feels like a human half life only, if he is an angel some of his wings are broken and very painful....


Lional tried hard from the painful events that continue to occur around him in recent weeks, he decided to go home to his mansi to rest a few hours...


Not forgetting, giving the best bodyguard recommended by Louis to his mother's room and Brama's room to keep watch there, he suddenly arrived and stepped into the Main Mansion room which was greeted by several maids


"Good night sir" said the butler of the Mariana Mansion


Lional passed by without replying, but Mariana kept a friendly smile because it was nothing new she felt.


Lional who was lacking rest when she wanted to climb the stairs to her room felt a sudden attack from her body, her vision was dark and her breath was hunting fast, cold sweat started to spread throughout Lional's body


The Chief Servant who saw the lional stopped on the back and almost toppled over immediately called out to the male bodyguard


"The bodyguard quickly came here I saw the condition of the lional master is not okay being propped up" he shouted


Lional who heard the scream tried to improve her breathing and tried to recover her condition which had almost fallen unconscious...


Under the stairs, 2 bodyguards are ready to embrace Lional's body to her room but are held back by Lional


"I can be alone" he said, shedding tears


I don't know what he felt that he had to shed tears...


Her room...


The pensive Lional, sitting on the balcony drinking a glass of Guinness-branded beer, is an Irish Stout or Dry stout beer. Lional likes this type of drink because it tastes similar to coffee and is able to calm his bad heart


Although lional spent 2 bottles, but the shadow of his mother reappeared in his head and it was able to make him remember where his father was killed before his own eyes


It all makes Lional's feelings of guilt even greater, because the death of her father that she has not been able to avenge now she must feel the pain again of losing her confidant


3 Days later...


Lional who tried to reconcile with herself and tried to get back up after pondering for a few days in her room


"I will repay those who played on my suffering." he said


The waiter who spent days feeling the pain felt by his parents is now relieved to see the host reopen the door of his room after a long time


Why are they relieved, the servants do not eat and drink like their master because he feels that if they enjoy eating and drinking as usual he is just as happy for the suffering of the master, they would feel the pain of seeing his old man as the undead come out of his hermitage and they would enjoy it well


Lional who opened the door from her room was astonished, because almost all the servants in the Mansion were gathered in front of her room with pale faces and looked powerless again


"What's wrong with you guys" he asked the butler


"Pardon us sir, congratulations you on going into the room not eating and drinking We did too"


"Why do you fools follow me.who guarantees that there is no food or drink in my room that I can consume 2 days "Lional with a hardened jaw.


"Pardon us sir, we did something wrong" said the Chief Maid and was taken in by another servant


Lional who saw the loyalty of his servants he felt a sense of happiness in his heart, but could not deny that he was upset because because of him were many people who sacrificed their lives...


"Other times do not follow if you still want to work here, just do your job" he said with a flat face


"Okay sir" said the waiter


"Emm.." Lional passed the waiters and went down to the kitchen to look for a glass of warm milk that she often consumed...


"I'm sorry the milk master will I reheat.." said the waiter


" Hurry up, I want to go to the hospital "


"Good sir"


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Lional who arrived at the hospital, went straight to her mother's ward, and right with Jansen who was there checked her mother's health development....


" Emm... How's my mom doing "


"These few days are good enough, your mother has come to her senses and she had time to question your whereabouts "Jansen


"Emm.." Lional only replied with a short deheman


"How is Brama Jansen" asked Lional


"Brama had convulsions all night, it seemed to be the effect of his muscles that had not moved for a long time, in addition, this morning Brama managed to get out of his critical period there is a possibility that in the next few days he can be aware "he replied


Again lional did not react to his answer, Jansen who saw the look and face of Lional not as usual, now trying to digest what Lional was thinking, Lional, because so far only this time Jansen sees Lional very different from usual.


Lional, realizing that, moved from her seat and left Jansen alone in her mother's room. He approached Brama's ward, if as usual lional will feel guilt but now he looks ordinary and very flat he shows his face mimic.


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"Welcome sir" Welcome the sisters in front of Brama's room


Lional glimpsed at the sight of the bodyguards he provided there still ready to standby in his duties... Lional wanted to take off all the burdens she had so far but every time she wanted to do so she always remembered the death of her father


Message : A life lived out of vengeance will only bring suffering 


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Right inside the hospital room Brama treated...


Lional checked all the devices installed there, saw Brama's heart rate.


He looked at the chair he had ordered to rest and walk there but stopped as he looked at Brama


Yah.. Brama's hand moved, even if it was only a few seconds but was now able to change the mood from cold to warm because it was the reaction he had been waiting for all this time, no long wait for Lional to press the emergency bell right over Brama's head


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Jansen who was in a hurry because he heard the emergency alarm of Brama's room sound arrived


"What happened to lional ? " Tanya Jansen panicked


"Check, Brama's hand was moving "lional replied in an ordinary tone but sounded very cold


"Waww.that is truly the wonder of the world" Jansen tried to melt the lional mood.


Again the lional flat-face look towards Jansen who just asked a lot without checking like a lional leech, and it made Jansen aware and immediately checked


"Alright, it doesn't seem like it's necessary to wait a few days for him to wake up, it's really surprising but Brama's situation is much better than it was this morning" Jansen said


"Owww yes lional, may I ask you " Jansen said in a flat tone as well


" Emmm" again just blinking


"Is there a problem, it seems you've been too quiet since then and these few days you've been anywhere" asked Jansen not to waste any time


"It's not your business" replied lional ketus


" Deliberate cihh" decih Jansen felt it was useless to pay attention to lional, because the cold man did not answer at all


"I want to go home. Report all the circumstances of the mother and Brama whatever it is .." said Lional while passing through the patient's cage and towards the door quickly.


It made Jansen very astonished...


"What's wrong with him"....


Jansen shook his head while watching Lional leave from there


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