
“I-it .. a very silly problem, but guaranteed to make you hang, Cel,” said Kenny who was still playing pull,
Because Kenny tends to keep stalling, Celine's heart feels panted as well. However, on the other hand the seriousness of the problems faced by Kenny seems to be very high. The man rarely looked as troubled as he was at this moment. In the end, Celine decided to ignore her curiosity first, rather than asking questions of her beloved sister.
For some reason realizing the plan to tell Keira her true feelings, it was very difficult for Kenny. Yes, planning is often easy to say, but to live the practice is often very difficult. In addition to feeling embarrassed, Kenny was also afraid if Celine's response to the story was so bad. Celine can provide a response between belittling, or even giving opposition. I don't know which is more likely to happen to her brother after knowing everything.
“Ken,” said Celine then sighed and stared at the open ocean. “If it is difficult, it does not need to be told. You can save it, even it is your right to handle your own problems.”
Kenny lowered his head, swallowing the saliva. It was a bit bitter after hearing Celine's words that seemed to give the expression that she was very timid. “You're not curious, Cel?” he asked after that, trying to ascertain his brother's current feelings.
“Question is curious, but, I've always been good at ignoring that feeling. I don't know. I don't like to interfere in other people's problems at all, Ken, probably because I've been a mess all along, so I think it's better to think of myself, than to talk about people's affairs. And it seems, my principles apply to you as well.”
“You're not bad, Brother!” argue Kenny fast. “You are just stupid and careless, but your heart is kind. So many people like to be friends with you. In fact, the husband of your conglomerate seems to have fallen in love with you, even though you two are only betrothed. Not to mention about Danu who is crazy about you.”
Celine's forehead frowned. “Andu? Any idea where you're from? Did I ever tell you about that?”
“Nggak.” Kenny rubbed his nape a few times. “Mm, I had a chance to meet him. Not intentionally and not long after you cry. I thought he was your closest co-worker, so I got some information from him, and since I was a fuss, he finally gave me an explanation.”
“Eum ... embarrassing yes, Ken? Surely Danu told me everything, including the attitude of my boss, maybe?”
“No, I'm the shameful one. For the sake of helping my school, you got to work in a bad place.” Kenny lowered his head. “My fault, it's all my fault. Egoku is too big, so want to go to college, even though I am just a delinquent who is not much different stupid as you, Cel. I also chose an expensive college. All your troubles, Father, and Mother are because of me. Until, your impromptu marriage might happen because of me.”
“Ais!” Celine, who was not happy, hit Kenny's shoulder hard. “I'm sorry because in between your regrets, there are words that make me look stupid again, Ken! Fuck up! But, ... don't feel like that, Ken! I didn't go to college because I was stupid, I was dizzy and couldn't learn too much. So, after graduating high school, I thought about going straight to work. So, it's not all your fault, you know!”
Oh, so that's how Kenny feels. Many people feel guilty and certainly think he is just a burden on the family. However, really, Celine never minded. Most of the money he spent on Kenny's education was already released, even included in the budget every month.
Unfortunately for my sister, Celine's inner self gradually felt pity. In fact, a favor can sometimes still be uncomfortable. In fact, Celine herself once felt humiliated when Danu was caught giving a lot of help for her. I don't know. However, it seems that humans are indeed the most confusing creatures.
“By the way, Which keira, Ken?” celine asked suddenly, making Kenny gasp.
“Keira? Mm, don't know,” Kenny replied briefly.
Celine's forehead frowned. “Kok don't know? I'll ask you to take care of him, Kenny!”
“Keep him? Uh. Make me crazy to know, Cel.”
“Hah?! How can? Keira's not the one who likes to make trouble, Ken! He is perfect! Anyway perfect! Maybe he can drive you crazy! If I was really possible!”
Kenny breathed. While both of his palms, busy rubbing each other. He was uncomfortable, to be honest. However, his pull-out efforts eventually remained up to the discussion about Keira.
***
Keira, who just came out of her room, did not meet with Kenny this morning. He thought the young man was still asleep, or reluctant to leave the room. He had tried to contact Kenny's phone, but the result was nil, because the message did not reply and the phone was not picked up.
Finally, after being confused about what to do, Keira decided to go to the beach. The beach is not far from the hotel where Celine and Reksa stay. He thought he could meet Celine today, but out of respect for Celine and Reksa, he decided to contact Celine rather unhappily.
However, reality was far from the plan Keira had thought of. Arriving, on the beach he saw two familiar figures sitting together. At first, he was about to approach them, but Celine and Kenny. Unfortunately, Keira's move had to come to a halt when ....
“Be-begini .. I, a-I like Keira, Cel. More precisely ... I fell in love with him.” Kenny seemed to swallow the saliva, as Keira found the jakun on the man's neck moving up and down.
“Hah?! What's?! You're serious, Ken?!” Even the voice of Celine can be heard by Keira. “Se-since when?”
“I don't know exactly since when, but definitely since you often bring him to our house. Maybe it's been years, but lately my feelings have gotten worse. And keeping him, keeping him company, makes me really crazy, Cel. I know it's impossible, I know I'm younger, and I just deserve to be a little sister. This is why I met you this morning, Cel, I could be insane if I held all this for longer.”
Celine was seen sighing, then reaching for her sister's fingers. “Nothing's wrong with how you feel, Kenny. After all, my little brother is an adult. Just yeah, I was a little surprised. Didn't think so. After all, for years! Are you good at keeping everything yourself? If you know this, I will not ask you to accompany Keira.”
“It was my fault, because I did have the intention to play with him once in a while, Cel, so I accepted an offer from you. After that, I thought I could erase my feelings and feel relieved. But, in fact, no matter how hard I try, my feelings just can not be invited to work together. I'm sorry, Cel, I don't intend to make your relationship awkward.”
“No coking!” hatch Celine. “I am I, you are too. No matter how you feel about Keira, my friendship with Keira is not going to break. In fact, if one day you continue to date, for example you break up, our friendship will still be well established. Um .. but, not now, Ken, don't do anything just yet, don't express that feeling just yet. Keira is in trouble at the moment. If you're reckless, you'll get hurt, even Keira. I don't mean to forbid you to be honest with him, but, really don't first.”
“Take it easy, Brother. I'm just saying it's the same with you, I guarantee you don't do anything else after this. After telling the story, maybe my heart will be more plong. Tomorrow, Keira and I will return to Jakarta, which means I will never see him again. Please ... make sure he is always happy, Cel, that's what I want, after lately he seems not okay.”
Celine looked smiling. While one of his fingers was busy wiping Kenny's hair that was a bit thick. ”Duh, duh, my sister seems to really like her huh. Your dream woman is so cool! And it feels good that you're being honest with me, Ken. You must have always been in trouble yourself all this time. Hmm, but, I'm sure you can handle everything, at this inopportune time.”
Keira sighed after hearing some conversations between Celine and Kenny. Then, he decided to leave and cancel his plan to approach the couple. He did not want to ruin their togetherness, and cause awkwardness. Especially after Kenny said clearly about a special feeling directed at him.
It seemed like Keira's level of sensitivity had indeed exceeded the threshold, to the point that her conjecture of Kenny liking her actually happened. In fact, the ridiculous analysis was only he got from Kenny's strange attitude which was fairly trivial when the man stopped by his apartment with Celine.
“What should I do now, try?” keira muttered for a moment after sitting down in a place far away from Celine and Kenny's whereabouts.
Suddenly, Keira's phone rang. Where after that, Keira's eyes found Danurdara's name was contacting her again. Ah, the man seemed to be more stubborn than he expected.
“Ck!”
***