Can I Love You Sir?
episode 6's.

The past of Carlie.

people say, a person's life will be completely ruined when their loved one leaves right? today I experienced it, the only human being in this world that I love and love so much has now gone to a place that I cannot reach, he is gone forever..

someone who has given birth to me, someone who has taken care of me, and someone who has taught me many things, until I grew up. my mother had died from her illness just a week after my father's departure and also, on my 20th birthday. the day of birth that should have been celebrated with a smile instead I had to celebrate it with sorrow for the departure of someone I loved dearly after my father..

" Carlie, my son, forgive my dear mother.it seems. mother can no longer accompany you anymore." said my mother softly as she stroked my cheek.

" no mom. no.. Carlie please don't go ma'am.. Carlie, please, "I sobbed as I clasped my mother's hand that touched my cheek.

" Hem. kok mother's son was whiny anyway. smile Carlie. though. we can not meet again. but mother, will always be with you. accompany you every time.. " said mom smiling gently at me.

" no mom. no. hiks. don't leave Carlie alone mom.. Carlie please.. "

" Carlie, my dear child, remember my mother's message.."

" no. no ma'am.. Carlie please don't do this.. Carlie only has a mother, please don't go. " said me with a cry that grew.

" shhh.. Carlie.. Carlie, calm down baby... calm down.. Look, mom.. look. mom's not going anywhere right? so stop crying, " said mom trying to sit down and calm me down.

" mother..why didn't you tell me you were sick..? why do you pretend to be strong in front of Carlie. mom.. You know that you're the only mother that Carlie has..? then why. "my words feel so sick.

" excuse me, dear.pardon me. I just don't want you to worry." she lowered her head feeling sorry.

" hiks... but, still..how can you do this to me. If you leave. Then what more reason should I make to survive? after my father, mother is my only reason to keep fighting. "i said as I looked at my mother with tears in my eyes.

mom looks to bite her lips as if she also feels what I feel.

" ...Carlie, don't forget to eat yes. don't forget to rest as well, remember work may but don't force yourself later sick. "said my mom trying to smile and look fine.

" No. no! stop. stop ma'am.. Carlie please stop.. Carlie is not strong, ma'am.. Carlie is not strong. Please stop. "my words while closing both my ears.

" Hem. Don't trust other people, don't expect to be sick too, Carlie keep fighting until you get the results you really want, but, forgive the person who hurt you. If one day you find someone who makes you feel comfortable taking care of him. Then, mother, love you very much Carlie. really.. " mother said as she lowered my hand and said it in a slightly trembling voice.

" mother.stop.. I beg ma'am.I beg you.. "

srek..

" happy 20th birthday Carlie. Mom loves you so much. "mom whispered in my ear very gently.

bruc..

" !!! mammy? mom..! mom's up..!! don't leave Carlie alone, ma'am.. Carlie please. mother." said I sobbed as I realized that mother was gone.

my heart ached when my mother wished me a happy birthday right at her last breath. I really feel really devastated because the person I love has now been lying stiff right in my arms.

" mom.why did you do this to me.. Carlie's still not ready.why mom's gone. "i said crying while looking at my mom who looks so good.

" mother.. Carlie beg ma'am " said I as I clenched my mother's body tightly.

" hiks. mother. I beg you. wake up mom.. hiks.. mom.. huhu. why don't you wake up. mom.. "

the afternoon sky that had looked bright, now turned cloudy and then it rained as if he was grieving with me, then I still faithfully clenched his body tightly even though accompanied by an inevitable cry, even though mother still fell asleep very soundly until the coming of night. tonight my house really feels very quiet.no warmth and light I always have every day, there was only a sobbing left of a boy who had now officially become an orphan. No more joking, no more meaningful advice, it had completely disappeared along with his last breath.

" akhhhh....!!! "

my life has become empty since the death of my parents from an illness that I do not even know the cause of and then to survive alone in this small region, he said, I also went on a journey to make money to be able to live in this world a little longer.In the middle of my journey, I met a group of men who numbered 4 people, and I met a group of men, and it turns out that they are also adventurers, I joined them too.I guess by coming with them at least, I won't be too lonely but it turns out I was wrong. in a valley where there were many monsters they all threw me away and took all the items I had collected except for the relics from my parents.

" why are you taking my things?!! "

" don't be noisy!! " said one of them hit me hard in the stomach.

BUKK!!

" Uhuk!! y-ukhh.. "

" it's a payday for us for being willing to take you for 4 months at least, thank you for being so kind to you loser! " they said mockingly.

" ukh. return my belongings." said I endure pain.

" don't expect that a loser like you deserves to die eaten by the monsters that are here" said one of them approaching me who was kneeling with pain.

I really felt very annoyed with them, how dare they betray me when all this time I have considered them as my new family.

" i'm really disappointed by them now.I'm a fool.." My mind felt furious.

" at least, let the iron ring and rope bracelet with the lacquered wooden pendulum be on me. Besides you may take all of it.. " I said while clenching my hands tightly.

they looked at each other, then one of them immediately took the items I mentioned along with two pictures of my parents, then threw them at me.

" take all that and die.we don't need all this garbage because, the money is what we need.let our friends go." said their leader looking at me sharply.

they all left me alone and gave me nothing but the belongings of my parents.

thanks to them, my life was perfectly shattered into pieces.I was banished by them in the middle of the forest of the monster valley, he said, at that time I did not know what to do because all my belongings had been taken away, when I was confused accidentally I found a dagger that looks new on the ground that I was stepping on. like this dagger that was accidentally dropped by one of my colleagues earlier. I took the dagger and thought how I should live and get my revenge even if I only had one dress I was wearing and a dagger I had just taken.

" mom.pardon Carlie.but, it seems that Carlie cannot forgive them." I said, holding the dagger tightly and staring in any direction.

I also began to explore the forest of this monster valley, here the trees grew so dense that even sunlight could not enter through any gap. I kept walking while looking around and without me noticing A brown bear with fiery red eyes was directly attacking me from the bushes. I was very surprised but fortunately I managed to dodge before the bear actually attacked me, the bear was very large but fortunately he did not look to be able to use magic.when the bear was about to attack me again, the bear was very large, I clasped the dagger tightly in my hand and immediately counterattacked the bear no matter if I was going to die.

the bear was killed with blood flowing from its head.After feeling relieved my body immediately collapsed and I lost my consciousness right next to the corpse of the bear.

" ah.. really tiring. "my words immediately closed.

the morning came, I woke up from my sleep with a body that felt like it was about to be destroyed. Really, my body could not move for almost an hour. after about 45 minutes of lying stiff on the ground I tried to get up even though it felt very heavy, my whole body was full of claw wounds, especially my arms and legs. for first aid I tore my shirt and tied it to the places where it was injured, then I turned to the dead bear last night who was still beside me.

" if I skin her and take her fingers, like her I can make a new jacket and a new weapon" Carlie thought.

without further ado, I immediately did what I just thought I would skin the bear's corpse and cut off his fingers and cooked his body for me to eat. after all, the bear had just died yesterday, so the meat was still quite fresh right? finished doing my activities, I immediately continued my journey and the same incident happened, I was again attacked by a monster while walking but, this time the monster is not a bear anymore but DireWolf.

" Khk!! " i said I was withholding DireWolf's attack.

" pain. "my mind is holding pain in my legs.

I thought it was just one but it turned out that DireWolf had another DireWolf herd, but one of them was troublesome but I was surrounded by 5 DireWolf at once. I was completely stuck right now, my mind was completely blank I didn't know what to do to get me out of this siege.it was like a miracle that always appeared in the fairy tale of a child, a child, suddenly a golden light appeared on the dagger in my hand.I was very surprised and amazed by the dazzling light, and without me noticing that DireWolf was attacking me while I was off guard.

" GRAAAWWW!!! "

" LOC!! "

THE TRANGG!!!

" K-KHKK..!! elementary.. You Baj1ngan Monster!!! " call me screaming irritated.

THE SRAKK!!

as if something was pushing me to a tantrum, my anger suddenly just peaked along with an enormous force that was overflowing in my chest, and it made me want to blow it even more. along with my exploding strength, I slashed all those DireWolf so brutally that I didn't even care how much they came to me that my strength actually exploded.

" Hiyaaakhhhhh!!!! "

THE DUARRRR!!!

the whole of DireWolf exploded and their blood fell like the torrential rain that washed over me. From that moment on I felt reborn, really, this incredible power.

" ah. I should have eaten it, now I feel hungry. "my mind feels affection while standing under the rain of blood so heavy.

a month went by, now I was used to living among these Monsters every minute, every hour, and every day I went through killing, killing, killing, and kill all the monsters I meet want it croco or high-level.

without me realizing I have been in the forest for 2 years, either I was still a human or my soul was mixed by the monsters I killed all this time. after fighting for months with the monsters I finally found a way out.

" ...sun.for a long time I have not felt it. "said I felt alien to the warm rays emanating from the sun.

" well, that doesn't mean anything now.. "

I also continued walking down the streets that would either take me anywhere, walk and continue to walk without rest in the slightest. 5 months passed finally the road that I took had an end, the end of the road, I also reached the kingdom of Athens the largest kingdom of all this. Actually I have occupied various countries during my journey, however, I just passed through it like a tree.

" tell me your identity" said the gatekeeper.

" ...Carlie. "I said no more energy.

hearing me the gatekeeper immediately wrote my name in the notebook and looked at me with a look of disdain while covering his nose with the note, I guess it was because of my very messy appearance, shabby and smelling the fishy smell of dried blood on my shirt.

" please go in. "his words are awkward.

I immediately entered into the kingdom of Athens, after looking around for a while I finally decided to go to the first place that made me interested there, namely..

War Tools Store.

Bruk!!

" i. want to sell all this. " said I as I put all the stuff I collected from the remains of the monster carcass I killed, right on the Cashier's table.

" !! w-what is all this..? " said the seller was quite surprised.

" i said I wanted to sell all of this, as soon as possible." I said again as I stared at him intently.

" Hikk!! actually, who is this creepy guy. "the inner seller is afraid.

it didn't take long for my goods to be sold out in that store at a high enough price.

" i did not expect that all the Monsters have a high price.it is not in vain that I killed them all. "my inner self after coming out of the store.

finished selling I went to the clothing store, there is no way I continue to wear the same clothes for almost 3 years? no matter which clothing store I entered, I only knew if there was a flower symbol it meant a clothing store.

" welcome to the rose shop, we will provide the best service for you" said the store employee respectfully.

" find me clothes that fit me. "say I come in without a care.

when I walked in the employee was quite surprised, probably because he smelled the smell of blood on my body, and I didn't care about it at all. oh yeah, I didn't care about it, did you know before they served me, the clerk immediately reported myself to the store owner, so the store owner came up to me while covering his nose with a handkerchief and said..

" lords like her you entered the wrong store.This is a special clothing store for famous nobles only not for commoners." he said while looking down on me.

hearing that I just stared intently at him..

seriate..