Call Me Isha
47. Thumped

"Isha, what do you want?" asked Raefal to pat me on the shoulder.

Wiping tears while shaking slowly. "Thank you, brother."

"I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Choosing to look at the face of Raefal, it feels like I want to sob but embarrassed because here is not a quiet room.

The man's palm was perched on my shoulder. "If crying can make your heart relieved why should it be held?"

Embarrassed, I quickly hugged Raefal's sturdy body.

"I love him" I whispered.

Silence felt until a swab on the head feels soothing. "If you are fond of chasing. Don't let him out of his grasp."

Slowly, severing the distance and asking permission through a nodding gaze.

"Go,"

In that instant I rushed out of the cafe, chasing something I thought was more important than myself.

Look in all directions to find the figure of Arga who looks about to go using a two-wheeled vehicle.

"That's!" call me with a stifled voice when it has arrived in front.

"Sha?"

Arga's shocked face seemed to show that he had forgotten the incident a few minutes ago.

"I really love you, don't go" I said.

Arga's fingers danced over my cheeks to clear my tears, smiling knots.

"I won't go, don't cry."

"Sorry,"

"Denger, it's also my fault that you're too hopeful of prioritizing."

"I'm sorry Ga, but I'm with Raefal's sister there is no special relationship" I explained.

She nodded then smiled sweetly. "We missed that problem?"

"You're not going, are you?" many ensure.

He shook my head to relieve me and then immediately hugged the body tightly.

"I'm afraid you're gone" my cry made her stroke my head gently.

"That will," sure made me nod and curl more tightly

            The hug incident in front of the cafe has passed for more than five days but, until this moment I have not just crossed paths with Arga, my boyfriend disappeared without a trace.

The feeling of worry as if being a friend all day long, looking for the man at home even became reluctant I did because of embarrassment.

The reason for the absence is just permission, I do not know for sure but that is what I always heard from Orlin's mouth when the teacher passed my lover's name.

"Lo's alone?"

Because I was too focused on Arga, I did not realize that Raefal had been sitting next to me as usual.

"As you can see."

Kak Raefal's thick eyebrows shot up one. "Still marahan? Wasn't it the last time I saw you hugging in front of a cafe?"

"Sokay know!" reply fast.

"Where is he? Bosen?"

"Thank you! Another apple times the same as his ex," I snorted lazily.

"Lo jealous? I'm breaking up instead of dating heartache mulu."

I squinted my eyes. "Sister."

"Smurprise! Baperan you're a girl."

Breathing out the tired breath I did.

"Old time we're on our way, week to the beach!"  break up as usual.

"I don't want to make Arga misunderstand again Sis, it's lucky yesterday he got in trouble. "

"Buckin!" the spray. "Some of it he didn't report? So what do you do to keep your heart for people who often say."

"The fact is I have Arga, is it wrong if I keep my heart for him?"

"Belain aja keep your boyfriend who does not know whose heart for whom," replied Brother Raefal without looking at me.

"So, you're talking?" Little did not accept that sentence.

"Emang why? In truth? If he is really affectionate, any busy person will surely love the news even though only one Sha emoticon," said Kak Raefal so passionate.

"I don't like Kak to talk that way, besides he says not from me but, from class and school,"

"Whatever!"

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"Slow Serba!" spray Raefal when I just came out of the eleventh-class building.

"Sorry, because I was picket."

"Come on!"

After an argument, I finally agreed to a call to the road this afternoon. The reason is because, now school comes home early.

"Where are we going, brother?" I asked as we walked to Parkiran.

"Gue hasn't thought about it either, but it's better that we have lunch now."

"Come on! Where do you want to eat?"

"Gue is the most recommended place for you, I'm sure you will also like."

Passing several red lights, now my eyes look at the tent stall that says 'Pecel catfish Mbok Sum', where the place looks quite crowded by various groups.

"Mmd! Usually two!" brother Raefal's shout embarrassed me because, many eyes looked at us.

"So don't yell, be ashamed of people."

"Bodo is very."

"Lo doyan or hungry?" the boy in front of me.

"I don't really like it too much, but there's an exception to this. A combination that is enough to make the tongue pampered," I praise.

"Gue said what, too," he said as if he was being paid to advertise the food.

Satisfied with the pecel catfish, we decided to go home soon because the weather forecast showed a sign of rain.

"Thank you for today" I said shortly after getting off the bike.

"Isha!"

I jumped in shock when my wrist was blocked by someone standing in the back.

My lover finally showed her face while looking at me quite coldly.

"Where?"

"Gue just invite him to eat, don't overdo it."

Lontaram sentence from Kak Raefal managed to attract our attention so that, the atmosphere increasingly feels tense.

Arga took off my wrist and laughed. "My excitement, after saying it was considered not a surprise affair."

Both my eyeballs are glazed. "Arga?"

"What?!"

The man who served as the king of hearts slowly eroded the distance between us until his lips moved before my ears.

"It turns out true, the quiet person originally washed away."

Staring at Arga in disbelief as he cried, while the man's hand slowly lifted my braided hair.

"Lo pretended to be plain pretentious with this, tricking me so that I bend my knees in front of you." Arga threw my glasses violently. "What a great game!"

"Dogs!" shouted Brother Raefal.

The former head of the school basketball team got off the bike and gave Arga a raw bogem before re-wearing me cracked glasses in some parts.

"If you fuck with Isha gini how fuckin' son of a bitch!" hiss Arga makes Kak Raefal's emotions even more igniting.

"Lo!"

Brother Raefal's hand pulled the collar of the clothes worn by Arga made, this self more panicked and as much as possible broke.

"So out!" my door but not heeded by it.

"Deliver!" hiss Arga against Brother Raefal until it is released.

Arga gave me a quick glance and then left, which I soon followed.

"That's!"

"I'm Arga!"

"Arga! We don't do what you think!" obviously I made him stop without even bothering to look at me.

"Gue is tired of Sha."

My body froze at the words the man uttered, hurting enough to reach the limit.

"The reason you're stale, I'm tired of it."

"But that's the truth Arga," I said.

"Udah is enough Sha, my heart is not as strong as it is for you to return broken," he continued walking away.

"Sha!" calling Brother Raefal patting this shoulder made me turn towards him with tears ready to spill.

"Sorry, it's all because of me."

I rubbed my tears violently. "It's my fault too, brother."

"If you cry, what do you do. I know who you're rasain,"

The sentence was able to make me shed tears, ignoring the little boy passing by with a big question mark on the head when I saw him crying.

"Which brother? Bad brother huh?!" accuse the girl I can guess is five years old.

Raefal's brother rubbed the boy's head gently. "His brother was crying because the balloon came off."

"So you can buy it again, don't be afraid!" persuade the little boy to be innocent, very adorable, make me stop crying and nod.

"I'll go first! Babay Brother!" cut the boy while running.

"No! He said Brother do not cry, later can buy more balloons," kekeh Kak Raefal then gave a handkerchief forward, making this hand grab it.

Srot!

Brother Raefal's eyeballs look enlarged, maybe the man feels dirty with what I do.

"Sorok! Niesel I minjemin handkerchief."

"If you are sincere it is better not to give. Huh!" I returned a handkerchief to him.

Raefal's brother slapped my hand. "So that filthy girl lo. That's your snot."

"Want to be flanked?"

"Dispose!" her word.

With a half-sniffing heart, I threw the cloth away in a nearby trash can.

"Back home!" He took this hand to my front home again.

Looking at our interlocking hands, making Arga's voice accusing me of doing more with Raefal's sister sound clear to make me immediately let go.

"I'm in, brother!" my pamit however, this hand was again grasped by him.

Raefal's brother eroded the distance between us until the remaining two steps caused a nervous heart.

His naughty hands rubbed gently on the cheeks, eyes then slowly wiped the remaining tears that were still stuck around the cheeks.

Choosing to close your eyes to feel every second of Raefal's hand rub.

"Don't cry anymore" he said, who somehow hypnotized me and looked back into his eyes and nodded obediently.

"Get in!" his word that I follow without protest.

"Oh my heart, be well there" I whispered as I held onto my thumping chest.