
It all started with me in 1st grade. Mom bought me a big, warm teddy bear for me. I love it and love the doll. Until one day, at the playground near my house.My playmate who was originally very familiar with me wanted to borrow my doll, I kept refusing but he insisted. He took the doll forcibly until it was torn and broken. At that time, it was the beginning of all the chaos in me. I who was upset lost consciousness for a moment. When I realized, my playmate was covered in blood and in my hand was a broken glass from a broken vase. My friend was unconscious. I ran away from the playground and went home.
Arriving home, my mother who saw me covered in blood asked what happened to me with a flat expression. Here I was thinking why mom didn't look worried in the least.
"I was playing" I answered.
"Other times play it safer! Where's the kid?" Ask mother.
"He fell asleep in the garden!" My answer.
"Let father take care of the boy! His family too!" Said the father who suddenly came.
"I'm tired! I'm going to sleep!" I said.
"Go back to your room! Sleep well! No need to feel guilty!" Said mother.
After that day passed, I realized the strangeness of my family. It turns out that my family's wealth comes from the crimes they committed. It turns out that my family is a violent and evil Mafia family. Now I realize that this cruel nature of mine is naturally already innate from the family.
The boy I hurt was alive, only he was handicapped by me. Her family was silenced by her father so far that I never cared about the violence I had committed.
I also automatically turned into a heartless and cruel person. It can even kill if necessary.
It doesn't feel like I'm SMA now and I'm not a kid anymore. In school I was known as Blood Psycho. Now I've completely changed. I can't even trust myself anymore and don't recognize myself. I lost my identity and was taken over by the devil in me.
Today, I came with a smile without fear. Despite having two personalities, this other Personality of mine has made me turn into someone who dares to face anything and is no longer afraid of others. I don't really know why I have this disease. My mom and dad didn't allow me to see a psychological doctor either.
In school everyone was scared and submissive to me. However, Although I became a 'Queen' at school, Because there was nothing Special, the School felt very boring.
To this day we have new students at school. He was a smart student who moved because of his parents' work.
"Kids, he's the new student in our class! Please introduce yourself!" Said our homeroom teacher, Bu Resti.
"Include me, my name is Rakha son of Ramadan! Just call me Raka!" Said.
That flat face and cool nature managed to grab my attention. But will this man be different from the others?. I've dated a lot of guys and out of all of them there's only fear and greed. Will this man also be afraid of me in the end?. Because of my nickname 'Blood psycho'. The seat next to me was empty.
"All right! Raka, you're sitting in an empty chair next to Nayla huh!" Said Bu Resti.
Raka obeyed the teacher and sat in her chair. Without looking at me one bit. Even though I am cruel, there are many men who like me because of my beautiful face. But this guy is not interested in me at all. Not even a single glance. I kept staring at Raka, and realized how handsome Raka was when she was near. His flat face was like a perfectly sculpted statue. Also his body is muscular and gallant.
When the break time arrives, I plan to chat with Raka, but I prestige to invite her to chat first. Where is my pride.
I hope it is Raka who invites me to have a conversation first and get along with me first. But what happened, it wasn't just me who was ignored by him. He was very anti-social and quiet. He did not invite anyone to talk and ignored everyone. This attracted me more and more and more to him.
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