Bless Love
The Past I Missed

After walking there and here they finally stopped by the mini market that was open 24 hours, Tania bought some instant noodles and put them in the grocery cart, Ferdian who followed him from behind looked dazed because he was very sleepy.

“Ferdian, let's not sleep here.”

Ferdian hurriedly opened his eyes and walked after Tania who was going to the cashier, after paying for their groceries it was time to go home but saw Ferdian's already very sleepy condition, which was very sleepy, of course it would be risky if Tania had Ferdian driving.

“Let me drive.”

“What? But ...”

“You are sleepy, if I let you drive then it is not impossible that we both will be wretched.”

What Tania said was true, so Ferdian allowed Tania to drive while she sat in the passenger seat and slept. Along the way home, there was no conversation between the two of them, the streets were also very quiet and occasionally they passed by another car.

“Ferdian, let's wake up we're here,” Tania said waking Ferdian who is still asleep.

Ferdian wriggled and opened his eyes, so he got out of the car and went into the room while Tania went to the kitchen to make instant noodles she had just bought.

****

Tania had finished eating and now she was walking to the room, where Ferdian was sound asleep, the man's face was plain when he was sleeping and very inversely proportional when he was awake. Tania grabbed the pillow that was nearby and aimed the pillow right at Ferdian's face.

“No, if I kill you now then this game will very easily end, I do not want you to die easily, I want you to suffer first.”

So Tania undoes her intention to smother Ferdian's face by using this pillow, she prefers to continue sleeping but for hours ahead, Tania still can not close both eyes.

“Aduh, I can't even sleep.”

Tania grabbed her phone and saw that it was 4 am and it was useless if she slept because later she would be late to go to the office, while Tania glanced at Ferdian, the man was still asleep.

“It looks like you are really tired, huh?”

Tania so thought of all the plans that she had neatly arranged but saw the innocent face of Ferdian when this man fell asleep making in Tania there is a sense of pity, but his consciousness quickly got rid of it.

“No, you must not feel sorry for him, remember what he has done to you to make you like this.”

****

Ferdian awoke from his sleep when the clock showed at 9 am, he was of course surprised because apparently he slept very long and he would be very late to come to the office.

“I'm definitely late to the office.”

Ferdian immediately got out of bed and headed for the bathroom, after bathing and getting dressed now the man went downstairs and he found no one there.

“Tania must have gone.”

Ferdian ate his cold breakfast on the table, immediately finished his breakfast and then rushed to the office. But when he arrived at the office, the reporters gathered in the lobby again, when Ferdian arrived at the office, the reporters immediately surrounded him and thrust microphones at him.

“Mr Ferdian, can you ask for a comment?”

But Ferdian did not care at all about the series of questions from journalists who were eager to know about the problems that were entangling him, with super tight escort, then Ferdian managed to penetrate the media crew.

“Why are they still here? Didn't I order you to make them no longer come here?!”

“I'm sorry Sir, I have said that to the security guard who is on guard but said they could not hold the reporters until finally the reporters can go back in.”

****

“Olaf, so glad you came here.”

“Are you not ashamed of what you did?”

“What do you mean?”

“You tried to harm Tania, and you didn't show a look of regret, you must have gone crazy Stefani.”

“Yes, I'm not sane, you know who made me become like this? That person is you Olaf, you who have made me become like this.”

“Stefani, don't you feel that you are pathetic?”

“What did you say?”

“You expect love in someone who doesn't love you, how long will you do that? You'll only hurt yourself if this is how.”

“Until when? Of course until you are mine Olaf, I will not stop until you are mine.”

“I've guessed you'll say that, it looks like you really should be rehabilitated in a mental hospital.”

“What did you say?!”

“I'll talk to them to send you to a mental hospital.”

****

While Esther's whereabouts were revealed, police and mental hospital staff arrested the woman in a suburban home, Esther of course tried to fight the officer but he was immediately given a sedative until finally Esther was slowly unconscious.

“Thank God that he has been found.”

“Yes, I am very happy to hear this news.”

Minanti told Tania this happy news, she hoped that with the capture of Esther, the terror that befell Tania would not be repeated and Tania could live a normal life again.

“Thank you very much because Madam has done all this to me.”

“What are you talking about Tania? I didn't do anything, kok.”

“To be honest I feel I owe you.”

“Already Tania, now you can focus on the company without any interference from others again.”

“Iya, once again I thank you for helping me.”

“No problem Tania.”

Finally they both ended the conversation, Minanti went to a library room in her house, she picked up one of the old books on one of the shelves, the book with the dark red cover looked dusty and outdated, but Minanti still took the book and flipped through the pages until she finally found a photo from one of the pages of the book. Minanti looks to reach

the worn-out photo and rubbed it slowly, a photo in which he remembered his old youth with someone who became his first love.

“I miss you.”