Between Love and My Ideas
ACDC.28S
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'ABEL..POV
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I straightened my legs and leaned back inside my husband's luxury car.
we went to visit a clinic that would abort me.
Last night Habi managed to find a clinic for abortion of my 9-week-old womb. whose location in the city .
The car we were driving drove by fast on the road was quite quiet .
we left the house at 6 a.m., it took 8 hours to get to the clinic.
Seen the view of the cool rice fields, the field filled with grass made Abel smile .
his head turned towards the habi who was busy meyetir .
"Abel .. What's up, you need something.?" her question glanced at Abel.
abel's head groped slowly .he threw his breath out violently.
he's getting bored now in addition to his head a little dizzy.
Not long ago our car stopped at a small clinic far from the rural settlement .
not even just abel and habi there but there are many young people there who are waiting in line.
I got out of the car and was followed by the habi from behind.His hand held tightly to my cold hand.
my feet stepped into the clinic.
and there was a mother who invited us to consult first.
"Is there anything I can help you with.?"said the middle-aged woman sitting staring at them.
"Bus .. S-I want to abort the bladder." said habi spontaneously, his eyes glanced at Abel at a glance.
Degs..
Abel straightened his body, tampa subconsciously touched towards his stomach.
"how old is her fetus.?"ask her mom minah.
"9 weeks." said Abel answered quickly.
"9 weeks, it's still young .it can be removed easily" he said staring fixedly at Abel.
Glekk..
habi and I looked at each other .
minah gave us a queue number and a small packet of herbs for me to drink before I had an abortion .
his word jamu was to use it to stop the heart of the fetus beating .
to easily perform the abortion process .
"Bel you sit here first he , I want to find hot water to brew this herbal medicine ." Habi said the herbal medicine in his hand.
I also agree with Habi I sat on an empty seat there.
"Award 10.?"his monologue reads his atrial number.
his eyes accidentally saw the figure of a pair of lovers right in front of him clad in a gray white school uniform on his body.
abel overheard a conversation between the two of them.
"Hiks.hiks ..sad I don't want to kill our baby!" he said what Abel knew was the man's lover.
"Darling.sorry me, but we have no other choice..?" the figure of the man said to his lover who was held tightly by his hand.
"Hiks.hiks..Dre I want our child born.?"said the girl was begging her boyfriend.
"goddess.we are still students, our journey is still long.I do not want because this baby our lives are destroyed, understand dear." he said trying to convince the goddess lover:nya.
"hiks ..hiks.." Abel who saw the lovers also felt pity. they were still in school their journey is still long but they are stuck with disgrace .
"Darling I'm sorry." said someone right next to Abel.
I turned my head, I saw the figure of mothers who were holding back their cries looking at a photo in her hand.
Mother who was beside me also poked her fist staring at me and looked down to take a picture that accidentally fell on my bag while taking a cellphone.
"How old is he.?" he looked at my results a few days ago.
"9 weeks." says abel spontaneously .
"You're very lucky, not like me. I'm looking forward to a child for 10 years of my marriage" she said, looking at the picture of my ultrasound, her eyes reddened and her tears soon fell on her cheeks.
"hiks ..hiks ..My husband, very kind to me. He never demanded me to give him a child.Thousand times his mother told him to divorce me . huh! but did you choose to stay with me.??said the woman wept a mouthful before Abel's eyes, her tears flooding her two smooth cheeks.
"I came all the way here to seek treatment to ma'am Minah. I wish there was a miracle later .?" his hands wiped his tears continuously out of his eyes.
"keep him well, there are still many who are not lucky even though they want it."
her hands extended towards Abel's stomach and rubbed her gently.
before long the woman stood inside the room of the mother
Abel's blood rippled, as if a sharp object had pierced his heart.
abel's eyes heat up like someone's gonna fall in there .
tampa did realize her clenched hand was holding onto her slightly protruding stomach.
her tears came down again, excuse me on both cheeks.
abel bowed his head and cried in silence there .
"Bel .. This is the jamu."
abel lifted his head and embraced her husband tightly.
he cried in the habi's arms long enough.
"hussttt..what's the matter dear? we've agreed to abort her, so what's up.?
habi asked, his forehead meeyit with a slightly strange abel attitude. stroking abel's hair softly and confused why abel cried a bunch like this.
"hiks.hiks.i want to go home" he said spontaneously.
habi frowned at her forehead.he was confused by this abel-like attitude.
Is this how sensitive feelings pregnant women.
"Habii .I want to go home." she said coldly." I want to worry about the fetus in my womb."he said loosening a hug.
Habi was shocked to hear abel's words when only last night was depressed did not want it but this afternoon Abel changed his mind.
"Okayy ..Good we go home." she gave a sweet smile on her lips.
his burly hand habi holding his wife's hand towards their car .
and drove fast died that minah ma'am clinic.
habi's eyes constantly glanced at Abel who was looking outside the window of their car.
tringg.....!!!
habi pulled her car over and took her cell phone in her pocket.
"Darling..bentar he I picked up the phone from the resort manager first.?? habi looked at Abel and stroked her cheek gently.
Abel small aggrieved to agree, the attention shifted to the outside of the car window.
"Hallo..Nit what's up.?"
"......."
"you took care of it the same way first, I'm on my way.?"
"......"
"okayy.." .he hung up on him.
Habi looked at Abel, but the pregnant woman was busy looking at something out there.
"abel what's up.?" say soft habi , look at abel who is still focused .like something interesting .
Habi's attention follows Abel's direction of view.
curious what made his wife look with his side.
"Eh..!" habj was surprised that Abel was looking at a mango tree that was bearing fruit there.
?ik?I think abel m-mau mango deh."kat abel hesitated his head looked down at his stomach.
habi was unmoved, she could not believe that Abel was cravings now .in the midst of their journey home.
"you're craving yah. ntar we buy mango at the supermarket okay ?"he answered abel and smiled faintly
"But ..abella wants to be in pentik right from the tree!" her mouth was singing lips, then stroking her soft stomach.
"Qc.."Habi can't believe Abel's weird cravings on the outskirts of a deserted city like this
"Huf.. !!"
habi took his breath in and threw it away slowly.
he got out of his car and started climbing up the mango tree.
abel smiled broadly because his wish was fulfilled.
"Nih. "habi gives 5 young mangoes to abel.
he received it with sparkling eyes
"Habi has a knife.? " abel looked at her husband who was driving.
"Make what.?" it is spontaneous .
"you peel the mangoes." he replied latang .
his eyes widened in shock glaring perfectly.
habi never thought that Abel wanted to eat his young mango right now even in the car .
"In the dashboard there is a small folding knife, you can use it" he said staring fixedly at Abel.
abel sparkled, hands a little thin letic that tear apart the contents of the Dashboard in front of him after getting what he was looking for
his face also changed with excitement.
he took a piece of tissue in his sling bag and began peeling the young mango in his lap.
habi glanced at Abel who was enjoying his young mango, even biting it slowly .not feeling the acidity of the young mango fruit .
habi swallowed his saliva as Abel enjoyed the second mango he ate.
after being satisfied with his cravings, Abel yawned and soon his eyes were heavy.
habi who saw the innocent face of abel was asleep developed a wide smile on her lips.
and stuck his hand into Abel's stomach that slightly bulged it and rubbed it gently.
"thank you, bell, you chose to keep him." he said.
the car that was driving was speeding up on the crowded streets in the middle of the city that many people go home to go ...
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