
I remember vividly that moment, the moment where I was also helpless against that bastard jake. He was strong enough then, while I was frail and only knew I would learn, it was impossible to win from him.
Just so you know arin, I can be as strong as I am now that I'm all doing to protect you. To protect you from assholes and flies like jake. But it seems that up to now I have not been given the chance to do that.
Either because of this or it is precisely because I do not have the great courage to advance first.
Ever since that day I've seen you become more moody, you're the one I usually see with two other girls who are also familiar. Now you're alone, that's how I still don't have the courage to approach you. That empty look of yours makes my heart ache.
There was nothing I could do, and it made me sicker. It hurts and hurts when I know there's nothing I can do to protect the girl I love.
It made me feel like I wanted to hurt myself, so I could feel the same way about you. But of course it was impossible, so that the irritation that erupted from within me was me venting to beat the tree trunk.
My hand was injured, the pain was sipping through every skin of my injured fingers. But no problem, that way I can vent my anger.
A few weeks later I wanted to really pursue the martial art of kick boxing. Other than to protect you, I feel .. I just feel more alive.
Like I've been fighting for something in life. It was like giving me a big break, too. I, who only knew this study, suddenly had another wish in my deepest heart.
Arin can't you look at me just once?
Bagas pov end
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The atmosphere at school today feels like a freeze. The snow that had fallen for one night was enough and filled the school grounds. So that students who pass through the expanse try to be careful not to slip.
UTS is held very smoothly, and it no longer feels that tomorrow is the last day UTS is implemented.
Currently because UTS has been implemented, students and students can leave the class. One by one leave the classroom, to go to the library, study center or even return home.
Arin who is still fixing the contents of his bag, awaited by the finished chan from earlier in his seat.
"Chan to learn math today, want to do it in my house?" arin asked a little nervously, afraid that Chan would reject her invitation.
Chan would of course be very happy, studying together and this time they did his at the arin residence. Chan wants to fly now.
"Can! Come onl. Wherever it matters you're comfortable" finally replied chan and slightly covered her flowery self right now.
Since this is UTS time, alfin and leo become busy to learn. So it feels very peaceful to be alone with arin without being disturbed by the two creatures. Cha is the same, he also becomes busy working part time and studying. Every now and then he asks Arin to send his notes to study on the sidelines of work.
They headed for the arin residence on foot. On the road they buy some warm snacks that are lined on the side of the road to enjoy while studying. Oh again there is an odor with its warm spice sauce. After buying the desired food they arrived at the residence owned by Arin.
Arin who also felt that the condition of his house was now like there was no life just turned on the lights. Well, if it's turned on the lights, the room becomes comfortable. After the light thing, now the warming thing appeared.
The current condition of the arin living room is very cold because of the outside wind that blows in through the ventilation. The heater in this house is only two, in the room arin and mother arin, as well as the AC.
Because arin and her mother were never in the living room if not really needed. And again there are no guests who visit their homes, so there is no need to bother preparing warmers and coolers in the living room.
Gawat, then should they study in the room only?
Just two?
"Chan, just studying in my room doesn't matter? Here there is no heating" explained arin finally. Arin tries to explain to chan, so that chan does not misunderstand.
Hearing arin's request, chan just nodded yes, following the groove prepared by arin.
Arin hints at chan to get in first. While he will prepare dishes and drinks for the snack container they have bought earlier. Oh yes, do not forget arin also took one seat from the dining table, because there is only one study chair in his room.
"Chan if you feel uncomfortable just say yes" said Arin who had just arrived while carrying the tableware.
Where can chan be uncomfortable, impossible!
This is heaven for him right now. Entering the arin room, Chan looked at every corner of the room. Not much special, just like a girl's room in general. But because this is the room of an arin, the dust of the room feels special to chan.
The smell of this room is like Arin. Strawberry aroma. Chan searched again for the source of the aroma, it turned out that the lotion used arin scented strawberries.
Chan smiled with a smile again as he remembered that he was currently actually in Arin's room.
In the atmosphere of the room arin is quite calm and cold, now began to warm. They really study mathematics seriously do not forget to occasionally taste the odeng that started a little cold.
Realizing that their food was no longer warm, they quickly finished the meal. The two of them are like a race who he can get against this food. When the food was finished they looked at each other and laughed and learned again.
The moment back then was completely remembered clearly by the two of them. Arin was the first to invite someone to her house. And also Chan who first ate that much food. It turns out that micin food that said unhealthy mother feels very delicious inner chan.
It did not feel the time had gone into the afternoon those who had learned for 5 hours. Of course not for five hours it is used to learn all but also while joking and eating micin food.
Because studying hard enough feels like hunger again.
"Should we hunt for food again?"