
Birds chirping bright morning coloring in the sky homs syria, new wall clock set at 8 am.
whether I woke up late or all the residents were still sleeping.There were no signs of life in this house, all I heard was the heartbeat of the wall clock.
I rushed up from bed, disemboweled this body with his warm shower.but I just remembered I do not have a change of clothes.with forced to wear back the clothes that were from yesterday attached to my body.
I forced her out of this room, the sound of worms in my stomach screaming for food.dare to go out looking for the kitchen, but the footsteps stopped me.
y I saw the figure of a woman who was about 80 years old sitting in a rocking chair while drinking tea accompanied by shava.
I approached him and dared to greet him;
"morning madam" I said
the two women turned to me simultaneously and madam shava said; "morning to Asha"
then Shava looked at her grandmother and said "teti this Asha your babysister" shava said
then the omazhin grandmother looked at Asha from top to bottom, a smile also expands on the wrinkled lips of the omazhin grandmother.
at 10 am all residents of the house do their activities.in starting from the kitchen to start breakfast.
the atmosphere of the kitchen that morning in the sport with the introduction of teti omazhin on Asha.madam Aisha saw a happy smile on the mother because she liked Asha.
"talk to arabic" the grandmother told asha.
asha smiled "no madam,"
madam Aisha says "dont call him madam,call him TETI OMAZHIN"
Asha smiled back and said "ok madam"
breakfast was strange for me because there was no rice, no vegetables, there was an Arabic bread called KHOBUS
then there's coffee and peanut butter tea and cheese.
but it's so warm, so warm this morning."Asha go with shava to buy clothes"he said.
madam Aisha was so attentive to my monologue in her heart.
finally me and shava with in between by the family driver went to leave the ivory yellow painted house to the shopping center.
only 20 minutes distance between the house and the shopping center.shava took me to the 3rd floor which is special for women's clothing.
on the 3rd floor of the shava looking for clothes that fit my posture.shava glanced at the casual clothes so that I could freely take care of the grandmother.
after the wear can 3 stels,shava brought me back to buy women's special supplies.and almost all of the shava can invite me to taste street snacks in the form of sanwidc which contains pureed soybeans and people here call it HOMOS.
strange to name his majors but really make the tongue addictive, in addition to homos I also tried snacks in the form of WARAGENAB.warageneb here is rice wrapped in grape leaves rolled by the thumb sprinkled with sweet sour curry in the taste.
It did not feel the time was late afternoon, enough already today I know the small town at the end of the syria capital of Damascus HOMS.y small town was called homs.
I went back home, and there was a teti oamzhin who was drinking a glass of tea with her snack.
then Teti omazhin asked me in Arabic, but I could not answer teti omazhin's question.
madam Aisha said"incredibly buy clothes for Asha mama"his words to her mother teti omazhin.
I don't know what words I can express, one of my wishes I want to be able to communicate with my family.
I want to tell my employer that I want a simcard, but I'm afraid my employer is angry, but measuring my longing for the kids I might want to talk to Aisha's madam.
my second night at the Al drubi residence I helped madam Aisha and shava to prepare dinner.before I helped the madam I took a bath and changed clothes first.
I found Aisha's madam and a smile on Aisha's lips.
madam Aisha said "her clothes fit on my small body"
this dinner madam aisha made pastry, cobus, cheese jam tuna plus warm tea accompanied our dinner.
after dinner we all gathered in the family room, and then Madam Aisha asked about my family.
I also do not hesitate to tell about my family."I'm a single mom with 2 children aged 3.5th and 1.5th" said I.
then I ventured to madam Aisha to be able to communicate with my family.
madam Aisha only said that tomorrow morning she would buy a simcard, but for a while Aisha's madam gave her a phone to use my family phone
how happy I am that Madam Aisha paid attention to me without thinking long I took the phone.
madam Aisha also says "go to your room for call your family"
I immediately hugged Madam Aisha.
I ran to my room and looked for my son's phone number.
I pressed one by one the numbers.
tut..
"hallo" the voice on the phone
I also directly say"hallo mah, this is asha" I said
"Asha''tell my mama again tears came pouring down my cheeks.
I continued the conversation with my mom and my kids I said"that I've got a good employer I'm here taking care of my grandmother" I said
"mah, mama this is Ryu" said my son
O God, the voice of my son is able to give me tens of times more power.
"iya Ryu, Mama is fine here, is Ryu good and healthy?"my word.
"mama ryu is good and healthy here" said ryu.finally after a long break has been tight in the chest this longing that almost a week without hearing the babble of children has paid off.
I went back to the family room, Madam Aisha hugged me, and said "is your manners good and healthy" she said
"all good aja madam, mama send greetings to the family madam"
madam Aisha says "greetings back to your family"
the laughter and smiles in the family room were so warm, I looked at each other with the omazhin teti and my hands gently massaged the wrinkled legs of the omazhin teti.
late at night teti omazhin looks tired and wants to go to the room immediately, I am able to deliver the teti to his room.
in the room teti omazhin I won it while massaging his hands to sleep.
I also returned to the family room, everyone in the family room went one by one to return his complaints.still I was cleaning dishes and glasses to be taken to the kitchen.
I finished my kitchen work back to the dressing room and I poured this tired body.
I open a sophisticated flat object into my possession, I see the contents of the gallery there are photos of my son and funny video.really photos and vidio that treat my longing.
Y longing for Ryu and Rea.the two little angels I had so much to leave behind.
"sorry mama Ryu,rea everything you've done for your future" I said.
clear circles dripping on my cheeks.
seriate....