
The sound of the door being slammed so loudly along with a man who now suddenly came and furiously entered the apartment Dinara made the girl surprised. Dinara who was now initially cleaning his body in the bathroom because he had just come from campus was shocked by the arrival of the person who made the commotion.
Feeling that something was happening immediately Dinara came out of her room after the girl only wore a towel kimono. After coming out of his room, Dinara is surprised by the presence of Nevan who comes with his body full of blood seeing it Dinara can now guess if the man had just killed someone.
“Nevan What happened? You why?” dinara asked fearfully to Nevan who was now looking at her with a flat gaze the gaze was still full of anger Dinara who had known Nevan for so long clearly knew if this time the man was not doin' fine.
Seeing Nevan's situation like this actually makes Dinara so afraid. Because Nevan usually always vent his anger on Dinara. Although Dinara did not do it and made Nevan upset but still he will be the victim of the man.
“Nevan, what exactly was that? Don't scare me,” said Dinara nervously. Not answering Dinara's question. Now Nevan broke the vase that was there and took the shards and pointed it at Dinara. Dinara who saw what Evan was doing to him immediately lent his eyes fearing that Nevan could kill him right then and there.
“Nevan I was wrong what?” dinara asked so softly trying to find out for yourself what makes Nevan so angry, He was afraid if it was he who made a mistake on Nevan until Nevan was so angry.
“Aruna turned out to have Din's fiancee, I already love him very much but it turns out he already belongs to someone else, he already belongs to someone else,” said Nevan who now finally said what happened to the man to make him so angry like this. Dinara who heard the reason for what happened to Nevan at this time felt so angry that she unconsciously clenched her hand.
“Just because of him you're like this? and even you vent your anger not on the person but on me,” Dinara's gaze now looks so sad looking towards Nevan who is now even more sharpening his gaze on Dinara when he heard Dinara as if underestimating his current problem.
“Only?” Nevan asked with her smile on Dinara.
Dinara knew that at this time he had mispronounced the man in front of him who was angry. He should not be carried away by emotions when talking to Nevan considering the man's emotions are currently unstable. But what can he do to hold his own anger if now he sees the man he loves so much that he looks so devastated just because he knows that the girl he loves already has a man others.
Dinara is actually angry not because Nevan is now destroyed because of Aruna but he is more angry because Nevan is even venting his anger on innocent people. Even in narakin sure if the person killed by Nevan is not the person concerned.
“Just say you? You don't know how much I feel about Aruna I love her so much I love her. He was the first person I knew that I could do without the slightest rudeness, I was never rude to him Din I treated him well but it turns out that what I got was a fact that he already had another man” Nevan said with a sad look. The gaze that was once so sharp has now turned back into a gaze that is so sad.
Nevan has never felt this before yes He knows only how to hurt people not how to love someone but when he knows Aruna he knows how to love someone who is real. Whether in the end the love he knew for the first time this would teach him about wounds as well.
“Gue can't control this Dinara, I'm angry I'm disappointed and I think I'm hurt too. Shouldn't other people get hurt like me?” nevan said to Dinara who now shook his head in disagreement with what Nevan had just said.
“No, you cannot force anything that happens if it also has to happen to someone else. they're not guilty they don't even know what happened so suddenly you've led them to the angel of death,” Said Dinara who is still trying to instill the man in front of him but Nevan now shook his head not like what Dinara just told him because he thinks what he feels should felt by others and he can do what he likes without the need to think about others.
“No need to teach me about feelings and love, You know what about love?” nevan asked with a cynical smile at Dinara. Dinara was eager to laugh at Nevan hearing the question from the man who questioned her about love. Nevan seems to underestimate Dinara who does not know about love even without Nevan knowing Dinara is very knowledgeable about love and also about wounds.
“Lo is wrong if you say I don't know anything about love because I know clearly What love is. you will not know if actually I like the same lo I love you, lo, and I've heard a statement of Love from you but not for me but for other women do you think I'm not tormented for it? I know better what love is and what it hurts more than you know Nevan, because I have repeatedly felt the wounds made by you, he said,” inner Dinara that clearly he can not express directly to Nevan. His head was too small to state it was a process sentence and all the sentences he had always held in his heart so as not to come out just like that.
“Which I know Love is not only about having but also about giving, If he belongs to someone else, or if he has chosen someone else, all we have to do is let him be with the person he chooses, not force him to love us and be on our side because at such times we will only have his body but not with his heart,” Dinara explained which made Nevan now speechless to hear him. It was clear that he was speaking from his own heart.
“Once again you teach me about love I will really thrust this glass into your neck,” stressed Nevan who is now starting to threaten Dinara. Just look at how Dinara finally prefers to keep her own feelings instead of revealing them Nevan's body, this is how Nevan always does as he pleases and if he does not like what others say to him then he could hurt the person.
“Sorry,” great-grandson Dinara on Nevan who is now breathing rough. Thinking of all the things that had just happened to her and the pain in her heart made Nevan feel so frustrated.
Nevan now chose to go from there to his room in Dinara's apartment, but not too far away he stepped now he turned back to Dinara with a serious look.
“You must not step on the shard of the vase, just a little I see there is blood there I must have your feet not only hurt a little but until I will sew it, I will sew it,” firmly Nevan on Dinara who after directly go from there without saying anything. Nevan now only wants to clean his body that is already full of residual blood from his victims who he just killed.
Nevan's remarks always regarded Dinar as a form of attention from the man but in a different way Therefore he never experienced the heart with Nevan's words but He remained carefulheart not to violate what Nevan just said. Because of the attention Nevan says, in her there is a threat sentence that is not playful.
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