Arini
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On the way home, the atmosphere in the car felt very quiet and quiet, Devandra was busy focusing on driving while Arini looked beside the glass, no one was talking at that moment everything was busy with his mind

Arini thinks about the possibility of Devandra will leave her when Devandra has found the woman she really loves and she is only used as an outlet from Devandra now, Devandra, Arini realized that Devandra still did not love him just to respect him, but Arini should not think like that, she should be grateful to have been raised by Devandra

Arini let out a long sigh there was one side feeling she had been lied to but on the other hand she felt ready or unprepared to have to accept everything even though it was the worst though

During the trip to the apartment there was no conversation at all between the two of them, all of them were busy immersed in their respective thoughts, Devandra is busy focusing on driving while Arini is busy with her own thoughts instead while enjoying their trip together at night

"We have arrived" said Devandra while parking her car in the bassement, disperse the daydream Arini who at that time did not realize if she had reached back to their apartment, without saying much Arini removed her seatbelt and then opened her car door, she walked first without saying a word

Arini did not realize if there was no Devandra next to her because she was still busy with her own thoughts, until suddenly her arm was pulled by Devandra which made Arini immediately surprised to scream in shock, his eyes widened in shock as Devandra pulled herself up and now they were both facing each other close to each other, looking at Arini's gaze locked under Devandra's sharp gaze

"Why you?" tanya Arini looked at Devandra, she tried to calm her thumping heart

"What are you doing?" devandra asked looking back at Arini with a sharp look

"I'm fine" Arini lied

Devandra, who did not believe Arini's answer, still looked at Arini with her sharp gaze locked Arini there and made Arini speechless in a thousand languages

"My answer is Arini, I don't like lies" said Devandra in the end, hearing Devandra talk like that makes Arini immediately smile cynically, venturing back to look at Devandra

"Don't like your lies, what about your own?" ask Arini sarcasm to Devandra

"What do you mean?" ask Devandra back

"Why did you tell me about Cassandra, why did you cover that from me?" tanya Arini demands an answer from Devandra, hoping Devandra tells the truth so she knows where she is

"We know that we have not loved each other but the name of the household there is nothing to be lied to let alone closed mas cover, I am aware of who I am and I know what my position is" Arini said in a soft tone

"May I ask you something the same?" arini asked Devandra to look at Devandra, hoping that Devandra would be honest with her

"Do you still love her and still expect her to come back?" tanya Arini looked at Devandra while demanding an answer from Devandra, and she hoped that at that time Devandra denied it or said no at all but Arini realized she had no right to expect the heart of a Devandra

Devandra who heard the question from Arini looked a little surprised, she did not expect to get the question arrived like this but she immediately covered her surprise quickly before Arini realized it

Devandra is still silent while Arini still looks at Devandra demanding an explanation and an honest answer from her husband who is now in front of her

"We go up first, we talk about this problem in the apartment" said Devandra trying to measure time, to think of an answer that at least does not hurt Arini who is now his wife

Arini obediently walked beside Devandra with her hand held by Devandra, the two of them walking in silence, Devandra pressed the elevator button that opened directly in front of the two of them, Arini was immediately pulled inside and he just complied

Inside the elevator they fell silent again, Arini stared at the illuminated figure and luckily there was no pressing of the elevator button either from outside or from inside, so the elevator moved steadily up, and up, until arriving at the floor where Arini and Devandra live

Devandra let go of her hand, she opened the elevator door and entered it followed by Arini Dar behind, as soon as the apartment door closed, Arini immediately walked towards the middle room staring at Devandra who walked over to her

"Tell me now, let me know where I am now" arini said with a tone of voice firmly staring at Devandra while she hoped Devandra said that only her current self was in her heart, but Arini hurriedly brushed it off, and erasing that hope because he knew it would definitely never be possible

"Mas" calls Arini to Devandra who is still waiting for an answer from Devandra's husband whom she married a week ago

"I'm sorry Arini, you're right at this time I still haven't forgotten her, even now I'm still looking for where she is" Devandra honestly admitted everything

Arini closed her eyes and then she let out a long sigh, finally she knew Devandra's feelings towards her, whether she should be sad or happy to hear Devandra's honest answer, she said, Arini was silent again she did not know what to say until she finally let out a long sigh and passed from the presence of Devandra, she went to the room without saying a word from her mouth

Arini needs time to think clearly at this time and she is not wanting to be disturbed, Devandra who shouted calling herself was not digubris at all by Arini, Arini continued to step forward towards her room leaving Devandra alone in the middle room who was staring at Arini's back

Arini sat on the edge of the bed, looking around the room she recalled the events that had just happened, she said, arini's meeting with Devandra's family and the words issued by Devandra's family and the fact that Devandra still can't forget the girl named Cassandra, without tears now coming out this time he felt the path he would go through was not easy, there would be challenges and obstacles that he had to face to be able to maintain his marriage that looks fragile

This time she realized where her current position was, and she had to put herself as a wife who might be ready to be abandoned by her husband once a woman from her past came back, many times Arini let out a long sigh and wiped the tears that came out of his eyes, he should have been ready with his heart since he married a rich and powerful handsome man named Devandra, because he realized it was impossible for Devandra to marry him just because of the sincerity of a Devandra but because she wanted to try to forget the woman of her past, but unfortunately it is not easy for a Devandra today