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Without me noticing my tears falling unbearably. I wanted to scream to complain to the world about this fate. I never thought Mas Randi would do this the second time after my son the king, now my second son was taken for his care for - for a long time.I can not do more because mas Randi himself is on his parents' side, it is not strict to parents not to bring your second child.

This heartache that many times, is not appreciated as a wife, as a mother, as a daughter-in-law, as well as a human being. They still think I'm a rock so they easily act to me.

Before long mother and father and brother Arif came with his wife. They were looking for the figure they were looking for, the child who had been taken by my in-laws without my knowledge.

" Where is your son RAN still in the nursery, instead of this hour he should be breastfed? Ratih's question I can't answer is only these tears that flow can't hold back the sadness. If the mother and father also mas Arif already understand this situation because the experience of the king was also taken by his grandmother when he was a baby. But not on mbak Ratih who is still curious about this situation. Slowly mas Arif gently pull the hand mbak Ratih. They came out of my room and approached me and hugged me.

 " patience may be your destiny, be assured that God has a plan behind it". Said the mother while the father beside me can only stroke my hair without a word that can come out I know the father is very regretful this all happened but just like me.no one dared to oppose the will of my mother-in-law even if it's my father-in-law.

" Kasian Rani mas". Said mbak Ratih while sitting outside in the waiting room of the patient.

" yes I am also concerned about the state of Rani's household. Randi is not assertive so her parents easily interfere in their household affairs". Mas Arif said with glazed eyes.

This afternoon I was able to go home after undergoing a series of examinations after giving birth. I try to be more calm. Trying to suggest this self to stay strong.the first little king can still foster even though dominated by my mother-in-law but I can still see it. Well what about Zaki without me realizing my tears can not be weathered anymore, God is so heavy this ordeal. What other plans have you given me. God, I'm not complaining, but it's hard for me.

I was helped down by Mom and Mas Arif. All the eyes of the neighbor who happened to be in his house were on me.

";did I hear that Miss Rani gave birth to you?" ask one of the neighbors of one of them who always dare to ask questions that must be answered.

" yes, Miss Wiwik I gave birth.this just came home from the hospital". Answer me firmly.

" where is the baby, Miss Rani?" asked Bu Wiwik again which made everyone surprised. Without realizing it, my tears came back.

" I'm sorry my kids' mothers need to rest first".