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58. We Start From the Beginning
Zeana continued to listen to everything that Jeano told her carefully and seriously. Somehow after listening to all the stories that Jeano said made Zeana very sad, she became wondering to herself. Why was the once so stupid and cruel Zeana at the same time?
You are foolish to commit an act that is very detrimental to yourself and cruel by hurting others.
"Then why did you let it go when I went after Nico?" Zeana surprises Jeano, who easily agrees with Zeana's wishes.
"Because I love you." Jeano briefly looked directly at the two beautiful blue Zeana eyes.
Deg
For some reason when Jeano said that, Zeana's heart felt a different vibration. Between happy, sad and confused at the same time.
Zeana feels happy when she finds out that Jeano still loves Zeana and now, but she is also sad because she still has to hide her true identity. As well as being confused, did she feel what Jeano felt for her?
Love's. A word that never knows its true meaning. Zeana who now never felt in love with a man, both in her past life as Riana.
Once as Riana, she only focused on learning and always obeying whatever her mother ordered. Because by obeying all her wishes her mother made Riana happy, without having to think about romance.
Moreover, coupled with having been from a broken home family makes Riana become never close to a male figure, and if at school even just friends like ordinary school friends.
But different when he woke up in Zeana's body, he had to interact a lot and get closer to the man. Even almost in his life now Zeana is more close to men, because of urgent circumstances.
At first it was so awkward and confused that Riana felt so in Zeana's environment that was very different from her, especially with a myriad of problems and memories that not the least Zeana used to give to Riana.
Making Riana who is now in the body Zeana decided to live the life now with her own will, and also the nature of herself.
"Really?" Ask Zeana to make sure.
"Sure, you know? I've loved you from the first time we met, and I let you keep chasing after Nico because I want to keep seeing you happy. I used to think that letting you stay with Nico would make you happy, it's okay if I had to get hurt." Jeano at the end of the sentence, it is very clear that Joan was so sick when she said that.
Zeana immediately hugged Jeano's body tightly and cried in the embrace. Jeanopun did the same thing by joining Zeana's embrace was not less tight, and was moved by what Zeana did to him.
"Pardon Joan.a-I'm hiks hiks make you suffer a long time ago.a-I'm really sorry sorry-" Zeana is no longer able to speak properly because she prefers to keep crying in Jeano's arms.
"It's okay.don't keep apologizing." Said Jeano who tried to calm Zeana who was in his arms by continuing to rub the vibrating back.
"But I. I'm hiks-hik"
Zeana's cry even louder and more as they pleased, very visible to the person who heard the cry.
"Here you are, don't cry! You'll have trouble breathing if you keep crying." Now Jeano became worried about the state of Zeana who continued to cry loudly.
Srotts
The sound of snot tugging that Zeana did as well as her trying to start sitting up straight again. "My nose is stuck." Adu Zeana to Jeano.
Jeano who heard that was just a small chuckle, now looks very cute with his worshipping eyes and flushed nose.
"I told you, didn't I? You'll have trouble breathing because your nose will get stuck."
Jeano immediately picked up a tissue not far from their seat and without feeling disgusted Jeano helped Zeana to wipe her snot and tears.
"Have you felt good?"
"Still stuck, I still can't breathe." Zeana pouted who was still trying to wipe her stuffy nose.
"It's okay, it'll be fine."
Zeanapun's cry had subsided but still sounded occasionally a hiccup from him. "Here drink first!" Jeano swiftly gave a glass of water to Zeana who immediately drank the water.
"Thank you." Speak slowly Zeana with a distinctive hoarse voice finished crying.
"Either. It's getting late, let's go to bed!"
"Are you going home?"
"Hmm.yeah."
"But it's been so late, I'm afraid you're on the road if you go home. You just throw it in here, I'll tell Daddy."
"Alright, if that's what you want."
"Come on!"
They both walk toward Felix's office because Zeana believes her Daddy is still there.
Tok tok tok tok
"Dad...Daddy, is it inside?"
"Just get in, the door's not locked." Shouted Felix from inside the room, immediately Zeana opened the door and went inside.
Chequelek
The door opened, and Zeana could see that Felix was sitting at his desk with a pile of files. Zeana and Jeanopun begin to get closer to where Felix is
"Did I bother Dad?"
"No dear, what's wrong?" Felix replied with a small smile, but when he saw Zeana's face the look on his face immediately turned to worry. "Why with you? Why does it look like you're crying? Does this weird kid make you cry?"
"No Dad, I'm fine. Jeano didn't make me cry, we were watching a sad movie so I cried."
"I'd like permission for Jeano to stay here."
"Why?"
"It's been a very night Dad, I'm worried Jeano's why-why on the street. So please let Jeano stay here!"
"Alright, he'll sleep in the guest room."
"Why so?" Jeano quickly asked as soon as he heard what Felix had said, he who had originally just started to protest.
"What do you want to be like? Sleeping with Zeana? Can't!"
Zeana who saw that there was going to be a debate immediately prevented him, "Have not quarreled! Well, what Daddy said, you can sleep in the guest room."
With a heavy heart Jeano agreed, she thought with Zeana who would ask Felix for permission he and Zeana would sleep together. Note, just sleep no more.
But the truth is not, either Jeano is too hopeful or his brain is always thinking of wanting to sleep with Zeana.
"Oh yeah, is Daddy still working a lot?"
"No, why?"
"Then go to bed, don't get too tired! Daddy could get sick later, I don't want that."
"Alright, Daddy's going to bed now."
"Then I'll go to my room. Good night Dad."
"Night too." Said Felix who kissed slowly Zeana's forehead.
Zeana and Jeano immediately leave Felix's room and head to Zeana's room, because Jeano wants to accompany Zeana to her room.
"Here you go, get here. You'll be back in the room soon." Zeana said as soon as the two of them were in front of her room.
"Alright, you go to bed soon too. Good night." Said Jeano who did not forget to gently rub Zeana's head.
"Good night too, Jeano." Said Zeana who went straight in and closed the door of her room.
Jeanopun immediately returned to the lower floor to one of the guest rooms that had been prepared for him, they all began to fall asleep to rest their bodies to return to the five for tomorrow.
Take it easy, Jeano's parents won't worry if Jeano doesn't come home for the night because Jeano has already told her that she's staying at Zeana's.
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Not feeling the morning began to say hello, one by one humans on earth began to wake up from a deep sleep. So did Zeana who just woke up because she was disturbed by the sunlight that began to enter the window of her room. Fortunately, today is the weekend so Zeana does not need to rush to go to school immediately.
Zeana immediately went from the bed to the bathroom, and immediately went down to the dining room for breakfast together.
Felix and Jeano were there, waiting for Zeana to join. "Good morning everyone." Sapa Zeana joined the dining table.
"Good morning too."
"Where's Brother?" Zeana asked when she didn't see Zero's whereabouts.
"Sister here." Suddenly Zero makes a sound from the back of Zeana's body, as Zero has just come down and wakes up from her sleep.
Zeropun joined the dining table. "You're not coming home?" Zero asked when he saw that Jeano was at the table eating with clothes on last night.
"No, I'm staying here. Why?"
"No, just ask."
Without much more chatter they all began to eat breakfast quietly and peacefully, and soon after finishing breakfast Jeano invited Zeana to walk around in the back garden of the Anderson residence.
"This park has become so beautiful from the last time I saw it."
"Yes, because lately I've been renovating a few plants here. Is it that beautiful?"
"Very beautiful, the atmosphere became more lively. Do you like plants?"
"certain. I really like plants." Zeana unconsciously said one of her favorite time is still Riana.
"really? Since when?" Who Jeano knows Zeana who used to be not the least bit fond of any plant.
"Since dul-"
Zena almost slipped, hastily he broke his words. "I mean since yesterday. Because I didn't know what to do at home, so I chose to plant."
Jeano just nodded to hear the explanation from Zeana, then he began to look around again the situation around the park.
"Jeano?"
Zeana's words attracted Jeano's attention which made him look directly at Zeana with a questioning face.
"What's wrong?"
"That's about what we talked about last night." Zeana seemed silent for a moment and thought about saying the next thing, while Jeano carefully listened to Zeana's words.
"Can we start all over again? Please teach me to be able to love you too, and to accept you with the air. Let's have a good engagement!" Zeana's words that can make Jeano become silent stiffly staring in disbelief at Zeana.
After thinking about it all night, Zeana eventually chooses to try to accept Jeano and make up for all the pain that Jeano experienced back then by trying to love Jeano as well.
"really? I'm not dreaming, am I?"
"No Jeano, I mean it. Do you want to help me?"
"Of course, thank you Anna." Jeano immediately carried Zeana's body into his arms.
Zeana just nodded softly in that embrace, the two of them fell silent to each other enjoying that beautiful atmosphere as well as with an excellent mood as well.
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