Airene (My Diary)
Episode 26: Tears
“Airene you why?” approaching Airene who had been covered in tears.
“Hi!” Airene immediately walked over and hugged Ruhi who was now towards her.
Seeing Ruhi coming towards him, making Airene think that she should cry satisfied in Ruhi's arms, crying on someone's shoulders while crying can indeed make the crying person feel calmer afterwards, so that the crying person feels more calm afterwards, they need a shoulder to lean on and let go of all their sadness.
“Quiet-quiet, what's the story? … how deep is Rin's pain, what Zaid is telling you.” Ruhi raised her head hoping that her tears would not come.
Ruhi knows who the delivery person is, she is none other than Zaid, Zaid himself who contacted Ruhi to ask for permission to meet Airene, but Zaid asks Ruhi that she should hide this meeting from anyone, and Ruhi agrees.
Airene who was slightly better at letting go of their embrace, Airene still did not stop sobbing, she was still just a hiccup in front of Ruhi.
“Why?” ask Ruhi again while wiping away the tears of Airene.
“E-en-tah why, the story hurt me Hi!” Airene couldn't go on longer sentences than that, her tears were like a leaking faucet so she herself couldn't keep it from dripping, tears were like stored decades and finally spilled and ended he could not stop.
“Whose story?”
“Introduction to the package, he told me about his family problems but my heart can not ignore the pain that he suffered Hi, he was very depressed with his life, he, not to mention the problem of his son who has never met his mother, I can not hear the fact Hi.”
“That's why you're like this.”
Airene just nodded.
“Wait here, I want to see first, is he still there!” Ruhi then walked forward and it turned out, Zaid was gone.
TWING
Airene saw her phone, a message from “Bang Zaid”
“Hi, titip Airene yes, sorry my arrival just to make him cry, help calm down yes, he was directly in, like he did not strongly hear my story, I also have not had the chance to say goodbye, but yes no matter what, once again tipped Airene yes, thank you very much, last greetings with Firdaus!”
Ruhi hung up her phone and entered. “She's gone!” ruhi said come in and bring an empty glass.
“Good!” airene chose to sit.
“Sad that's the story?”
Airene nodded back. “Maybe I sinned by looking into her eyes, but her gaze was implying the sadness that she had been so sad about Hi, she seemed to want to say many things, but I was not strong enough to hear it any further, pain Hi.”
“Already, you have to calm down, do not think yes, maybe he just needs a friend to tell a story and think you are the right person to listen to Rin.”
“Yes, at the beginning he said I look like his wife.”
“He said so?”
“Iya!”
“Yes already, already cry, I want to go to class, you want to come or nenangin yourself first?”
“I'm coming, so I can escape the incident earlier.”
“Ya already, you are ready.”
“Udah.”
The two then walked towards the classroom, and on the way, a santri came to them.
Ruhi and Airene stopped and turned around, now behind them were two princesses who looked down while holding a container in which there were some papers rolled up.
“That was Ustadzah!” Handed him.
Ruhi took it without asking much because she herself knew what it was. “Thank you yes, there is free time later we answer equally,” said Ruhi.
“Good Ustadzah, we excuse you, asslamualaikum Ustadzah!”
“Waalaikumusslam!”
The Santri left and now Airene and Ruhi continued their steps.
“What paper is Hi?” while holding dozens of small papers in the roll.
“Ouh this, there was a question and answer session, but not all can be nanya, so I ask them to write a short question and then rolled like this, so I ask them to write a short question, naah later if I have time to answer one-on-one in class.”
“Ouuuh” while nodding, Airene's hand spontaneously took one of her papers. “Can I open?”
“Please!”
Airene excitedly opened the long scroll. “Waah the question is long, answer directly yes?”
“If I can answer yes, if not PR!”
Ruhi then deflected their direction by pulling Airene's hand and chose to sit in the garden seat.
“Siap yes.., the question .. Assalamualaikum Ustadzah. If we emigrate and then we are tested, can it be said that the test is the way God removes our sins from our past mistakes?” lekas Airene looked at Ruhi over the question.
Ruhi herself simply nodded in response to the question of one of her students.
“Is this some kind of punishment after emigrating to pay for his mistakes when he was still naughty first.”
“Yes, that means so!” ruhi said then corrected the direction of his seat with a little penanmping, He held Airene's hand. “Sometimes humans look for too many scapegoats for their problems, and instead blame others, it is actually natural that we get angry for the words of others, angry with the nyinyiran of people around, but before getting angry, we get angry, try to be angry with yourself, make fun of yourself what we used to do, consider the nyinyiran and talk of others, we used to do it to others as well, he said, and now it is avenged by God in the world after we emigrate to take away our sins, so we will be more relaxed to respond to the problem because we realize it is to cover up the sins that were before, it is not even better if it is repaid in the world than in the hereafter, because it is heavier, and the person who gets the test and remission of sin, they are the lucky ones.”
“Ouh, so, you've never Hi, feel so.”
“I!” point Ruhi to herself.
“Iya!”
“Yes, often even, and I do, angry with myself first, disinfecting myself first, and saying, O problem I have a god who can solve the problem, if you are a big problem I have a god who is too big, it is already so.”
“It turns out if you have great faith like you, it's easy to see ngadepin problems, like no problems in his life.”
“Ahhh, don't say that, I am like this with the permission and the pleasure of Allah, if I can't, I'm weak too, just stay again, how sure we are to depend on Him, if we are sure, God willing! He will also make it easier, increase the time to connect with God, surely our worldly problems are finished easily.”
“So yes, teach me yes, I also want to be able to depend fully so, because I do not know what tomorrow's surprise will come to me.”
“Bissmillah, if tomorrow there is a surprise, just accept it with iklas, you can certainly deal with it by asking for instructions .. Yes yuk!, we enter the class, want to start nih!”
“Ayuuuk!”
Both of them got up and walked back to class.
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