AGUS

AGUS
Nonnormal


Lina closed her eyes, she hugged comfortably, all the sadness and longing had vanished as she hugged Agus. Women must maintain self-esteem, must remain polite and not excessive: Lina does not want to continue something very normal if she can let go of her longing.


"Don't you have to do your job?" Agus loosened his embrace.


"Don't stop..."


"Every time you're with me, you're a child" Agus said.


"Didn't you miss me?"


"I miss" answered Agus.


"Very unconvincing, you just hugged like you're missing?"


"How to?"


"Come on, more aggressive..."


Agus frowned. "God..."


"Why don't you act?"


Agus knocked on Lina's forehead. "Squeaky..."


"Surprisingly, why is it weird?"


"Lina, I'll be here not long."


"Darling, don't you love me anymore?" Lina expressed sorrow.


"Why ask like that?"


Lina felt that Agus kept his distance and there was no impression of longing, even in a hurry to always want to end the phone when he called. Agus asserted that he was busy, it would be very strange if he was too focused on personal problems while at work. Lina was very worried to the point of exaggeration, because her father would probably make Agus in difficult times that were so referring to something dangerous.


Lina distanced herself. "You should know that I'm very sad that you're like that..."


"Marijuana has limits, you know that we have an engagement relationship..."


"Mmm, but his name is also worried..."


Lina squeezed her left arm, she just listened to everything Agus said, Lina felt that she was being blamed too much when she did nothing wrong because she was very worried. Agus sat down to melt the atmosphere, Lina asked someone to make coffee. Agus had what he had to finish, the thought returned to Yuna Starly who he immediately lost. Not long after Lina received the coffee she ordered, she went towards Agus who now chose to lie on the sofa.


"Drink first" said Lina.


"Later on," replied Agus, his arms covering his face.


"Are you angry with me?"


"No..."


"I was too chatty earlier?"


"No, I want to go to bed first."


Lina felt that something was wrong, very different from Agus' usual attitude. Lina smiled and tried to understand Agus's desire to not be disturbed, Lina continued the work she had to finish. Lina saw that the clock had passed for two hours, Agus who had just woken up just looked at her, and went to the bathroom. An uncomfortable one, he ignored, Agus went back to sleep on the sofa. Lina did not matter even though Agus looked very lazy, he was used to seeing Agus like that in the past.


"Perhaps, she will be just like before, I will find it hard to convince you if that happens" Lina murmured, smiling.


Many consider the choice he chose to be very stupid and unreasonable, but he is already stuck with something about his feelings. The man who was busy to sleep was the figure that made him blind to the name of love. Lina raised both hands. When she reached Agus, Lina put away Agus' hand that covered her face.


"She must be so exhausted, there's no way she's ignoring me..." Lina touched Agus' face.


He was worried that with the difficulties that Agus experienced, he would attack with his efforts, maybe in the days that had passed Agus could choose to end their relationship.


"..." - ".Agus wakes.


"..." - ".Lina put her hand away.


Without hesitation Lina asked many things that might burden Agus, Lina still spoke even though Agus was just silent while looking at her. The meek voice turned into a sad voice. Agus started to smile and touched Lina's right cheek. Something confusing, the worry he felt just vanished.


"..." - ".Lina just kept silent, she started thinking about what Agus said.


"I think I crossed the line, you look so sad?"


Lina hit Agus' shoulder. "Evil!"


"Hahaha, come on and cry."


"Stupid, what you're doing is terrible!"


"Geez, he was angry," said Agus who immediately pretended to be asleep.


When returning home at night, Lina was unceasingly angry at Agus who apologized. A place that is not home, a place that is foreign. Agus recalled that this place was once a memory between Lina and Agus—, the owner of his original body. From here Agus felt guilty, he remained silent following Lina. the beach near the quiet road, the dark sky with the stars in the sky. Agus looked up, so he thought of many things that he was difficult to forget.


"I remember this place, do you remember what we did?"


"What does this have to do with the sudden kiss?" ask Agus.


"Mmmm..." Lina blushes red.


Lina saw there were several lovers in a place that used to be a quiet place. Agus could hear a sigh of disappointment from Lina. The woman he saw always confused him, because love to the point of ignoring status. He could choose if he wanted to, he was not lacking anything in his life. Agus walked up to standing right behind Lina.


"Aren't you ashamed of going out in a lonely place like this?" Agus hugged her from behind.


"Mmm, what's the shame for?"


"It's also true that you're pretty don't have any shame."


"It's so rude!"


"Hahaha, he's angry."


"Why are they there?" Lina curious.


"Maybe they want to feel good" Agus said.


Lina didn't want to continue. "..."- ".


Agus asked for better to go home soon, uncomfortable for where there are some people who see it. Lina followed, they went to the car. Lina didn't start her car, she just saw Agus waiting for something. Agus frowned. The woman who kept staring was asking for something from him.


"I think you're the only weird woman in the world..."


"Well?!" Lina who had wanted something romantic, she turned upset.


"I know what you're thinking isn't far from what the guy was doing, honey, you don't have to be surprised that way."


"So not in the mood anymore" murmured Lina.


"Do you really want to do it?"


"No." Lina pouted.


Lina Marasa was strange with Agus who seemed to have a desire like a normal man, he stared suspiciously until the distance of his face was quite close. Agus smiled and saw what Lina did was very unreasonable and very brave.


"You're still normal, right?"


"It's a shame that I'm not normal anymore" Agus said.


"It is always worth it to be weak when you do it."


Agus is upset now. "I just don't want you to overdo it."


Lina pressed Agus' left cheek with her index finger. "Are you tired of me, and so you like men, honey?"


Agus caught Lina's hand, and bit her finger slowly.