
"God ... Hyerah! Wake dong. It's so good, " cried Alya, waking Hyera up in the morning.
Hyera simply changed her sleeping position, but did not open her eyes.
"Wake, Hyera!" ayla said as she pulled the blanket that covered the girl's body.
"No way!" it was Hyera who pulled back her blanket to cover her entire body that made Ayla cluck in annoyance. "Why? Is there no class?"
"There is," said hyera.
"Continue?" ayla asked while opening the curtains and then the window so that the light and morning air could enter the room.
"You're truant me. Still sleepy."
Ayla just shakes her head to see her best friend who is difficult to wake up early. "Yaudah, take care of my house? I'm going to college."
Hyera only cleared her throat in response. Ayla approached Hyera, then ....
"God ... Ayla! My ass hurts bego!" said Hyera who immediately woke up from her sleep while rubbing her butt that felt hot.
Ayla immediately ran out of her room and laughed loudly. Hyera also snorted in annoyance. He was no longer sleepy because his sleepiness had disappeared instantly.
Fucking ayla!
***
"Aishh .. hungry," raced Hyera while stroking her stomach which continued to sound.
Hyera walked towards the refrigerator and opened it. Check if there is any food he can eat. "There's nothing. Yaudah, make some noodles," he said as he walked towards the sink.
Hyera can't cook. His cooking skills are very bad. Only his best friend could cook, but he left without cooking food for him.
Sucks.
Than he cooked himself which then made a mess in his friend's kitchen. Better to make noodles because only food that he can make. After all, he was afraid of poisoning with his own food if he was really desperate to cook.
"Yeayy ... finished," he said happy when he saw the cuisine he made was ripe and ready to eat
Hyera brought a bowl of noodles to the dinner table and began to eat them solemnly. No need to wait long, the contents of the bowl are finished.
"Huaaa ... full," Hyera immediately brought her empty bowl to the sink and washed it.
To be honest, Hyera was very tired of her life all this time.His father had died when she was 3 years old due to an accident at work. After his father was gone, his mother also went out of nowhere. Leaving herself with her aunt and having gotten this big, she never once saw her mother appear before her again. Although every month he always get remittances for himself and the cost of his education, but still he needs the figure of a mother and wants the affection of the person who has given birth to himself in this world. Sometimes he thought, had he made a fatal mistake so that his mother abandoned him? Thinking about it back, unknowingly a tear trickled down and Hyera immediately wiped it off.
"Ngapain cry anyway? Very cry lo, Hyera," he said with a soft laugh.
After his feelings began to calm down, he then got up from his seat and walked to the exit. Not forgetting he locked the door and put it inside one of the shoes on the shelf. He made up his mind to get out of the house. He will start his own life from now on.
"Excite, Hyera!" he said he encouraged himself.
***
"Where are you? Good ya still have a face turned out to show themselves in this house after last night did not go home."
Just as Hyera wanted to enter her room, a voice she hated was heard. Regardless of what her aunt said, she went into the room and locked the door. She opened the closet and took all her clothes out of there. He took the suitcase under his bed and put his clothes in the suitcase. He also did not forget to take his favorite dolls, Tata and Chimmy in his arms and also tore out all the posters attached to his wall and rolled them together with other posters. Feeling that all his belongings were packed, he unlocked his room and went outside. His aunt who was in front of the television, turned to look at Hyera who then immediately glared in surprise.
"Dark, Hyera! Why would you bring that much stuff?" his aunt shouted loudly.
Hyera turned her head and looked at her aunt sharply. "Hyera wants to get out of this hell!"
"What's? Hells? How dare you tell me my house is Hell!" her aunt said wrathfully. His face was already flushed due to the turmoil of his anger.
"It's actually like that. This house is hell for me!" peekkik Hyer.
"Basar child does not know yourself. Where are you going? Want to be your bum on the streets, Ha!" her aunt quipped, looking at Hyera with a piercing look.
Hyera smiled faintly, "Mau Hyera being a bum or not, it's not your business." After which, Hyera immediately walked over while pulling her suitcase, walking towards the exit.
"Heh bratty boy! Just so you know. From the beginning, your mother never expected your presence in her life. If it wasn't for your father preventing your mother from falling pregnant, you wouldn't be in this world. Lo it is a curse for your mother who did not want a child from the beginning!"
Deg, Hyera's heart is racing fast. His body trembled with a hunting breath. The tears in her eyes were ready at any moment to melt. Finally he could hear a truth that had haunted his mind for years. A truth that became the reason why his mother had decided to leave him and never come back again since the incident that befell his father to kill him.
It's a lie if Hyera's okay to hear the truth. In fact, that fact can make him really shaken. Hyera who had been trying to be strong, ended up losing as well. That fact really made his mentality go straight down.
With the rest of the strength present, Hyera turned her head towards her aunt. For the first time, she smiled a sincere smile at her aunt. "Thank you for telling me the truth. The reason behind that adek lo never came back here again. Hahaha it's so funny" Hyera said with a laugh. I don't know, he laughs at the situation or laughs at his miserable self. The second fact seems to be more true.
"Oh yes, I also want to say thanks to aunt because she already wants to accommodate children who do not want her mother to live in a aunt's house for years. Sorry, but I can't stay at my aunt's house anymore. In addition to my previous reasons, I do not feel like I just live in the same person's house just do not like my presence. So, I better go right? Okay, I'm kabulin. Drugs, may aunty's life be happy huh," circus Hyera with a wounded look.
After saying that, Hyera actually came out of the house - leaving her aunt who was already standing stiff because she heard Hyera's words that really directly hit her heart. Deep down, her aunt felt guilty for accidentally telling a fact that really hurt the girl.
In addition, Hyera ended up falling crammed into the asphalt. The cry that he had been holding back from earlier, finally glided freely. He screamed, pulling out all his grunts in the form of a loud cry. He was completely smashed to pieces. All those questions that just kept spinning in his brain, finally had the answers as well. Knowing this, Hyera no longer knows what to do. Stay afloat? Or better just die? But for now, Hyera just wanted to cry out loud to ease the burden on her heart before deciding whether she continued living or not.