Actually Love
Chapter 165_Persuade
Neva stepped up slowly with her mixed feelings. She was afraid to see her brother. He stopped walking and just looked at his brother's back.
He wanted to give up but his meeting tonight instead made him hopeful. I'll try it.
"It's okay," Yuna rubbed Neva's shoulder and brought her closer to Leo. "I'm up first" he said, giving Neva and Leo time to talk. Neva sat down beside Leo with a slight hesitation.
"Sister..," he called out faintly. There was no reply from Leo, only a strand of breath that sounded heavy. "Sister Lee...he is a good man, why doesn't Big Brother like him?"
"He's not a good man, and I don't like him."
"That's because Big Brother doesn't know him very well."
"I know him."
"Sister, you've been in love, haven't you? You know what that feels like, don't you? I love him and love you too, please Brother don't gini dooong..," he tried to negotiate with Leo. His hand was raised and held Leo's arm.
"If you come here just to persuade me, it'll just be a waste. You're just wasting your time."
"Sister Lee. I loved it and it was a long time before Mama even had the idea to match me up with him. I liked her secretly and now I'm starting to dare to show her my feelings."
"Are you guys already together?" ask Leo. Neva shook her head slowly.
"No, yet" he answered.
"good. Better forget him and never try to get close to him again."
"Sister, don't be selfish. Now imagine, I liked it a long time ago, and when my feelings were about to reach the finish, you suddenly thwarted my steps. Will you destroy my feelings? Can you dim the incandescent in my heart? Can you take away my happiness?"
Leo turned his gaze, he turned to look at his sister. "Taking your happiness? Happiness with him? If your happiness is with him, then go ahead, I won't stand in your way." Neva looked at him expectantly.
"But you have to remember. If you still choose to continue to like him and even want to be with him, then forget if I am your Big Brother, forget if we have a blood relationship. From the moment you decide to keep liking her to the moment we are strangers. Good night, you please come back, " said Leo firmly. He sighed heavily then left Neva unable to blink his eyes. He was crying, he was hurt.
Why it's like this, why it's so complicated. His tears fell without being able to hold it, he covered his face with both palms. He was crying, his heart was hurting. The brother he loved so much, the brother he supported so much when he was down, the big brother who always prepared a shoulder for him why it was so cold.
Why don't you understand my feelings? I never asked for anything from you. Right now, I just want you to understand my feelings and support me but you're weakening me. Why did you even say something so painful.
Her crying was unstoppable. What does your brother hate about him? Why would you want to break the blood bond with me.
Yuna who walked down the stairs immediately accelerated her pace she had replaced her hot pant with pants relaxed below the knee. He sat down beside Neva and hugged her.
"Sir Yuna, why is it like this. Am I wrong if I fall in love with her? He's a good man, how much does Brother Lee hate him? Why would he even want to remove the blood ties with me, why would he even tell me not to consider him as Big Brother anymore. What does Brother Lee hate about her?"
Yuna rubbed her back with attention. He took a deep breath. He's the one who made Leo hate Vano. Why it's so complicated like this. His presence here, wounding many people, his presence here gives trouble to those he cares about. He should never have been out of his father's prison. If it turns out.he is the root of all problems. His presence ruined everything. Yuna wiped away her tears that started to drip.
Had Leo not chosen him and not brought him here then there would have been no Vano so hurt, had Leo not chosen him and brought him here, then Neva won't be heartbroken and the relationship with her sister will be fine. Yuna thought very deeply in her heart, she felt very guilty.
"Neva.. don't think too much, maybe Big Brother is just a momentary emotion. You know he loves you very much. I'll try to talk to him. I'll help you as much as I can" Yuna said, trying to calm Neva down.
_Slow down, Yuna opened the study room. Leo was standing facing the glass window. Yuna stepped up to him, and hugged him from behind, her head leaning on Leo's back, inhaling the scent of her husband's body deeply.
"Darling, aren't you being too hard on Neva?" Yuna tried to persuade Leo, her hands coiled around Leo's waist tightly.
"I had no other choice" replied Leo. His voice sounded cold but sad.
"You trying to persuade me?" Leo cut his words.
"I just don't want your relationship with your family to deteriorate because of this problem. Mama was devastated, Neva was very sad and I know you are also sad and suffering with this."
"No problem, as long as Vano is not present in our lives."
"Honey, me and Vano are really nothing. That's a story from the past. Please believe me and give your blessing to Neva."
"Yuna. Do you know Nora? Do you remember him? Was it after she married Brother Dimas that she stopped approaching me? Did he stop teasing me? Did he stop? Hhh? He stopped recently, didn't he? Then... do I also have to let Vano continue to look at you lovingly, do I have to be willing to let him be near you? I I'm gonna have to let you guys talk, tell you a very happy story?" Leo became very agitated, he closed his eyes for a moment.
"Dear, it's not like that. They're both different. Vano isn't like that."
"Ohh, are they different? Really really? Vano isn't that what you said?" Leo let go of Yuna's hand which was on her waist. He turned his body and looked at Yuna. He smiled cynically.
"It seems that you know Vano very well in Yuna, it seems that you understand very well how Vano is. Aahh my goodness, I forgot that you guys were ever close and you had feelings for her. You two are in love. Waawww," their eyes clashed sadly. Yuna shook her head. "Yes, of course Nora and Vano are different. Because I've never been in love with Nora, and you're in love with Vano. Good..," he said very cynical and painful. Painful in Yuna's hearing and heart and painful in Leo's own heart. Yuna's tears trickled down, but Leo ignored her, he pushed Yuna aside and stepped quickly to get out. He drove his car out of the house at high speed.
Yuna chased after. He ran after Leo's car but impossible, he couldn't catch up to him. He was crying on the side of the road, he felt so guilty, he felt so outrageous. He hurt Leo, again. He was crying and cursing himself.
The moon is only half and does not show its light, its light is only half covered with clouds. Yuna stepped back and forth in her yard. He didn't come in, he was waiting for Leo to come back. Worry filled his heart, fear crept into his mind, guilt overwhelmingly overpowered him.
Yuna was crying all night, she was cursing herself nonstop. Why until almost dawn, Leo did not come back, his cell phone was at home, Yuna could not reach him.
When the start time showed at 05:25, the gate opened and Leo's car entered slowly. Leo immediately got out of the car after seeing Yuna who was standing with her eyes puffy in the courtyard of the house. Yuna ran straight into her arms, crying out of relief that Leo had returned, crying guilt for getting her husband out of the house and not coming home all night.
Leo held it tight. Yuna's face felt cold and even her body felt cold.
"When are you here?" tanyakanya. There was no reply from Yuna, she still continued to cry. Leo lifted her up and carried her to go inside. He dropped Yuna on the sofa and took a glass of warm water for her. But Yuna refused to drink it.
"Stop crying, I'm back," Leo attentively took a tissue and wiped away Yuna's tears. He became very guilty of not coming home all night and making his wife wait outside. He looked at Yuna sadly and immediately hugged her. They embrace each other with guilt in their hearts.
"Honey, I'm sorry" whispered Leo. His voice is very deep.
Yuna shook her head. "I was wrong. I hurt you, I offended you so much that you didn't want to go home. I'm sorry," said Yuna stammered, she still sobbed.
"Stop crying" Leo rubbed his back.
"Dear, promise me. Don't ever do this again, don't leave the house when you're angry. If I offend you and you don't want to see me, then I'll hide myself, I won't show myself at all in front of you. I was so worried about you when you left angry, I was so scared when you didn't come back. Honey, I'm sorry, I must have offended you so much, I'm sorry," he said. Leo held him, to be honest he had no intention to bring Yuna's feelings to Vano.
"Yuna, do you know.I'm even willing to lose everything as long as it's not you. Maybe this is too much for my family, but I have no other choice. I don't want Vano in our lives. I don't care if he's as good as you, Neva and even Mama tell me, I just feel so jealous if you meet him and I really can't handle that," leo said from his deepest heart. She loves Yuna so much, so much so that she feels scared all the time, she is afraid that Yuna will leave her, she is afraid of losing. A deep love brings a great fear to its owner, a deep love that even makes the Qois Majnun. Legendary love stories are about deep love stories.
"Yuna, you don't know how much I hate Vano when he says he wants to take you away from me. I hated him so much when he told me to let you go and he'd marry you. How can I let him continue to be present in our lives" Leo's voice became very heavy and hoarse. "Yuna, I'm sorry if I'm selfish and too possessive of you. I just have love for you, I don't want you to leave me."
"Darling, I won't leave you, even if the whole world stays away from you I still want to be with you. Please do not fear anything, please do not worry about anything excessively, please believe me," Yuna let go of her embrace. He touched Leo's cheek, looking into his eyes with tenderness and love. "You must be sure in your heart, sure of my love for you. I'm not leaving you. Please believe me, please do not hurt your own heart with a fear you think. God has brought us together, brought me to you. Please believe in the love we have for ourselves. Honey, I love you," Yuna kissed her forehead and then hugged her again. He replaced Leo's anxiety with an extraordinary love. Leo's heart warmed up a little.
__ In Neva's room.
Brother, in this life still you are the person I love the most. I can't possibly oppose you. I will forget everything, about something beautiful in my heart, about the feelings I have and about him that I like.
I don't know why you don't like it, but I know you love me.
Brother. I will forget about it right now. When my heart is slashed and you will make me smile again, right? You are my brother, we were born from the same womb so never forget that we are brothers.