8-6 Love you
7. Selfish.
Bang Panca continued to pay attention to the look of Lintar's anxious face but he seemed to not care or maybe pretended not to know about the anxiety of Lintar who was certainly thinking about his former lover first.
"You why? Didn't the doctor say Satria has been closely monitored" said Bang Panca.
"But Lintar is still worried Bang. Bang Satria has not yet passed through its critical period, what if something happens that is not desired?" Saying worried Lintar.
Bang Panca rubbed Lintar's hair. "Can you not worry about other men?" Somehow Bang Panca could not resist his jealousy, he could not control his selfish attitude. His love is blind and unguided.
Before long the Doctor approached Captain Panca and Lintar. "Captain Satria's condition is deteriorating, his critical period has not passed and he needs blood donation AB but the stock in the blood bank is not there." Said a civilian doctor who works as a volunteer in Sudan.
Bang Panca was silent for a moment. His heart and mind were tossed.
Lintar who knows very well the blood type of Captain Panca can not bear to not speak up. "Isn't Captain AB's blood type??" Tegur Lintar's.
"Then????" Bang Panca glanced at Lintar.
"Please save Captain Satria..!!" Pinta Smart.
"I'm afraid of syringes" Bang Panca refused.
"Please Captain..!!" Clever to bend the knee in front of Bang Panca.
"Dok.. please leave us both..!!" Bang Panca's Order.
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Smart hugging Bang Panca's legs.
"Why are you crying over another man? What if you were the one who was shot, you would act like this???"
It was a shock to Lintar to hear a question that never crossed his mind at all.
"What does Brother mean??"
"Abang is willing to donate blood, as long as upon our return from Sudan.you marry..!!" That sounds more like a threat.
Seeing that Bang Satria did not have much time left, he nodded in agreement to Bang Panca's request. "Yes Bang, quickly save Bang Satria.
"You seriously want to marry your brother???" Bang Panca asked to make sure her hearing was not wrong.
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Bang Panca massaged her temple, she realized her behavior was out of bounds, but love had blinded her feelings.
'Forgive me yes pot, I know you save the taste for Lintar and vice versa but I also love him. I promise to take care of Lintar and Lahar with all my heart'
Bang Panca turned to see his best friend lying weak helplessly for saving Lintar.
"It's done, Captain..!!" Said a military nurse.
"Yes, thank you. Is it after this that Captain Satria's situation will improve?" Ask Bang Panca.
"It all depends on Captain Satria's physical condition. If his body responds quickly then the situation of Captain Satria will quickly improve" replied the nurse.
"Thank you for the explanation"
"Ready Captain. Excuse me..!!" Take the nurse.
"Please..!!" Bang Panca was slowly sitting down while recovering himself after donating blood to Bang Satria.
He saw the calm face of Captain Satria. "Can I marry Lintar?" Ask Bang Panca.
At the same time, very very clearly Bang Panca saw Bang Satria shed tears but Bang Panca pressed strongly against all the guilt in his heart. "Sorry Sat, sorry..!!"
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Lintar smiled a lot in the bitterness, he could only touch the glass window of the hospital ICU room to see Bang Satria struggling to face life and death.
No words said, just a cry unraveling the feeling in the chest. "If you hadn't cheated on her before, we might have been together"
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