
Hazel was nervous her eyes kept looking at the door of the operation.
This time he was really scared, scared and guilty.
It had been a long time since he had felt this way, the seconds of time that were running so slow for him, like waiting for millions of years.
Every breath he took always felt tight, really stifling. Her head was filled with all the bad possibilities.
After a few hours of surgery, the doctors came out. They say the operation has been successful even though it had experienced a constraint because the blood pressure continues to decline. Now they need to do a follow-up check on Alyss.
Treatment room.
Now Alyss has been moved to a sterile treatment room for a while so that it can be monitored more and avoid the occurrence of sepsis before moving to a regular room.
"I'm sorry...
Please please...
If you realize this time, I won't hurt you again...
I promise.." said Hazel, holding Alyss's hand.
No time is almost before morning through the night that feels very long. Hazel couldn't take her eyes off the woman lying down with the tools on her body to support her life.
Although the operation was successful, it did not rule out the possibility that the condition would worsen again because it was not stable at all. Not to mention the possibility of disability when conscious because some parts of vital organs are damaged because previously had experienced severe shock to cause cardiac arrest.
Critical times have not passed at all, Hazel just stared at Alyss. He did not know when he would be able to hear the voice of the woman who was lying weakly full of tools in front of him.
"You said you wish I'd never be happy, right? Alright...
I won't be happy or try....
If that's what you want...
But please....
You have to be able to hold on." said Hazel softly with a stifled voice as it stuck in her throat.
This time he was truly sorry, if only time could be repeated, he would try to restrain his emotions as much as possible.
It was the first time she cried again in 18 years. Feel the deep emotional shock.
The coma? Yet even the condition of this woman before him was worse than those words. He is still waiting for the development of the treatment that his wife took.
It could have been that closed eyes were no longer open and staring at him.
It could be that the thin lips that are currently looking very pale will no longer make their voice.
Hazel now knows that karma really exists. He gave punishment and suffering to others, and now God gives the same to him.
Maybe this is how God punishes him, the way Alyss also makes him feel the pain. Her happiness was almost taken from her.
The happiness that he was trying to hold like beach sand, the more firmly held the sand was crushed and fell from the grasp of his hand.
Hazel once told herself "Even if Alyss died, she would keep him by her side, she would preserve the body continuously to stay with him." but now he knows it's not as easy as it looks.
Now every time he saw a woman who was fighting death in order to be in front of him made his chest hurt. He did not want the woman in front of him to leave.
He thought instilling fear and punishment would keep his woman with him. It's not really! The woman's body now did indeed remain with her a body with a soul as fragile as an ice bubble. Which can break and disappear without any residue.
At 11:30 AM
By noon, Hazel had not eaten or slept at all she was still staring at her with a look of hope that expected a miracle to come and make his wife quickly improve.
"You don't eat first? You haven't eaten at all?" ask Rian to wake up his friend.
"I'm not hungry, I still want to be here...
I still want to accompany him." replied Hazel softly by not turning her face away from Alyss.
Rian just sighed heavily looking at Hazel's state which also seemed to be shaken.
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One week later.
For the past week Hazel has been coming along like a dead man. Over the course of a week, Alyss repeatedly suffered from increasingly critical and worsening conditions.
"Until when are you going to continue like this? Now you're not just taking care of JBS hospitals but JBS groups! Thousands of employees at stake in your company!" said Rian who began to get angry because he saw Hazel who was constantly fixated on Alyss to make all her affairs chaotic and make Rian take care of some things to replace Hazel.
"Why do I care about their lives?! While now he is still.." said Hazel who hung her words when she saw Alyss.
"You can repeat time? If you don't return the shareholders and directors who didn't like you in the first place will try to get rid of you.
And if that happens, would you be able to provide good care to dr. Alyss?" rian replied in a soft tone so that Hazel could understand.
Hazel was silent for a while, she could not repeat the time and no one knew when Alyss could wake up or get worse. If he lost what he had right now he would also lose his woman.
"Well, I get it...
Tell them to keep a good eye on Alyss and let me know if anything happens" Hazel said.
After taking care of some things in the hospital, Hazel returned to her residence.
He has not returned to the mansion since taking Alyss to the hospital.
Degs...
For some reason this time when he entered the room in the grand residence felt like a void, feeling extremely silent...
He passed through several rooms and several places that are often used by Alyss to fill his time so as not to get bored and play with his favorite cat.
Hazel laughed at that, her lips raised up but her eyes dropped the clear liquid.
Her chest was so tight as she entered the rooms in her magnificent residence. He quickly steps into his workspace to pick up something he needs.
After retrieving the files he needed and some that he did not find in his workspace he rushed to his room.
Degs....
His chest really felt tight while in the room, the room that still left behind the aroma and shadow of his wife.
Already well...
Wearied...
Once more....
The words that Alyss and he used to say as he looked at the king-size bed, when he remembered about it made Hazel laugh bitterly.
"You're gonna wake up...
Even if I have to make a pact with the devil, I will do it to get you back." - Hazel said, before leaving the room.
After taking what she needed, Hazel headed to JBS Hospital again. Since he acquired JBS the group he has made the center of JBS the group is in JBS hospital.
Hazel immediately returned to JBS hospital when all she needed was taken, but on the way she suddenly got a call from the doctors who treated Alyss.
"What's wrong?" he was wondering whenever he got a call from the doctor who treated Alyss he always felt like he was getting a bullet throw, because the fear of suddenly Alyss' condition worsened.
"Miss Alyss's blood pressure dropped again and her temperature dropped too!" answer the doctor.
Hazel immediately increased her speed and even broke some traffic rules to get her to RS.
His heart was beating so fast, he felt extremely scared and worried at the same time.
After arriving at Hazel Hospital, he immediately saw the condition of Alyss. He saw the doctors and nurses who were busy dealing with Alyss' condition which suddenly worsened.
"His eyes don't react!" the doctor said as he shined on Alyss's pupils to see the reaction. But there was no reaction at all.
"Her heart's down! 35/40 minutes!" said one of the sisters who saw Alyss' heart monitor.
NB KET: Normal heart rhythm in adults is about 60-100 beats per minute. It can be different for each person depending on the example job: sportsman.
"Defribiler!" the doctor said and began to give Alyss electric shocks to avoid complications of arrhythmia.
NB KET: Arrhythmia is a disorder that occurs in the heart rhythm.
After the beat back at a safe range of numbers they again provide stimulation to see Alyss reflex motion that is still functioning or not.
"There's still no reaction!" said the doctor as he shined Alyss's pupils with a light.
They also try to provide stimulation in the form of pinches but there is still no reflex movement whatsoever given.
Until they tried to run the EEG (Electroencephalography) test to see the activity in the brain Alyss, Alyss, if the wave test results on the EEG are flat then it can be ascertained that Alyss suffered brain stem death or (Brain death) which means he has died medically and will not be able to wake up even at the 0.00000000001% chance he won't have.
Hazel was silent to see all that, and stood looking at the doctors who were busy trying to save his wife's life.
The result that made everyone flabbergasted, there were no legible waves or it could be said that Alyss currently had a flat brain wave.
"No...
Please." said Hazel looking at the screen monitor in front of her.
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"Where are you going?" ask my son with his clear eyes and innocent face
"Kesana" I answered while pointing at the bright white light. I want the light to come and devour me to get inside.
"Don't go there, mah! I won't be back again!" she answered and pulled me away from the light.
"Yes, you don't want to go back...
Mamah will be here." I replied to my little prince.
"Dad mamah here, don't go there." he said as he gently grasped my hand with his tiny hand.
The light slowly moved away from me again, I was still the same...
I don't want to leave this very comfortable place...
The minutes I spent here meant a lot and made me feel warm.
Alyss pov end's.
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Like a miracle of flat waves that did not last long, Alyss again showed his brain activity, but that does not mean he is now in "Safe condition" but it gives a shred of hope even if only a speck even smaller than the size of the dust.
The doctors immediately conducted a follow-up examination on Alyss.
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At 09.45 PM
Hazel had returned to work little by little and when she was done she immediately came to Alyss who was still attached to various medical devices in her body.
He also looked at Alyss' phone which continued to vibrate from last night. He knew his mother-in-law continued to call his only daughter who was none other than his wife. And even called her. Maybe because Alyss did not answer his mother so try to contact the husband of his daughter.
But Hazel didn't dare to pick her up, she didn't know what to say to her mother. But he can't keep running from it either. Hazel tries to pick up the phone from Alyss' mother.
"Hello? Why not pick up, son? Mamah lo of semalem call Alyss continues." said Alyss' mother as soon as the phone is connected.
"It's Hazel mah." replied Hazel.
"Who? The Alyss where's the boy?" alyss' mother asked as soon as she heard Hazel's voice.
"Alyss is sick again, he's sleeping now." replied Hazel as she looked at Alyss.
"What pain?!" asked Alyss' mother who sounded so worried.
"Sick mah...
You can still handle mah, you don't have to worry." Hazel replied softly for lying.
"really? Though mamah wants to ask Alyss to come to the house with you too...
But if Alyss is sick, Hazel's home tomorrow...
Let mamah masakin favorite food Alyss, he if the pain is his appetite so choosy, let him mepet cured menggerasain mamah cuisine...." answer Alyss' mother who still does not know what the condition of her daughter like.
Hazel was silent she closed her eyes for a moment, her chest felt increasingly tight when she heard her in-laws.
"Son? Why just shut up? What do you like? Let mamah masakin do Hazel?" asked Alyss' mother with a tone of voice that could always be soothing when she did not hear any answer from her daughter-in-law.
"It's okay, Hazel likes anything." replied Hazel in a stifled and heavy voice as she felt something stuck in her throat.
"Joah gih, Hazel sleeps too so she doesn't get sick...
Later his wife healed even her husband again who was sick...
Tomorrow don't forget to come here well" Alyss' mother replied a little jokingly and reminded Hazel.
"Yes mah...
Hazel shut it down, yeah." Hazel said, ending their conversation from the phone.
Hazel squeezes her hair in such frustration.
"I'm sorry...
I'm sorry.." he said to Alyss, clutching the little fingers.
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The Alyss family home.
As requested by Alyss' mother to ask Hazel to come to her house to take the food she would prepare for her daughter and daughter-in-law.
"This is well son, mamah do not know what you like, so mamah cook when you are here with Alyss at that time" said Alyss Mother.
"Yes, it's okay." Hazel answered her guilty feelings were mounting to see the attention given by her mother.
"Hazel.." call Alyss' father who was sitting on the sofa looking at the photo album of his daughter when she was a child.
"Yes?" hazel turned to his father-in-law.
"Wanna see Alyss as a kid? She didn't like us putting her photos before 10 years on the wall. He said that it would make people" said Alyss' father with a small laugh considering the words of his daughter.
And it's true, there were no photos in the house when the little Alyss was hanging on the wall. But it is full of family photos and photos of his teenage years are shown.
"here...
Look at this." said Alyss' father to Hazel.
Hazel set her foot on her father-in-law.
"Look at this when he was 6 if it's not wrong. ..
Cute right?" said Alyss' father while showing a childhood photo of Alyss playing with his pet padlock cat first.
Degs....
Hazel's heart was like a million electricians saw the child in the photo.
"Alyss has a sister?" ask Hazel and take the photo to see more clearly.
"No, she's a mere princess." replied Hazel's father.
"But the kid in this picture isn't Elie?" hazel asked with her lips beginning to shake.
"Elie's? You know that name? Alyss used to be able to speak fluently for a little while, so he was a little chelate if he said his name.
You ever meet her before?" alyss' father asked after answering Hazel's question.
Hazel fell silent. His hands shook holding the piece of the photograph.
"He really is that kid?!" hazel looked at the photo.
Hazel got up and walked to her car.
"Who? Hazel ain't got no provisions, son?!" said Alyss' mother when she saw Hazel who came out without having time to bring her cooking.
Hazel drives her car at full speed to the hospital.
TINNN!!!!
The loud horn sound he heard shocked his chaotic mind to make him slam the steering wheel and hit the road divider.
Duak!!!
Tests.tests...
Blood drops started flowing from his forehead, but it didn't make him feel any pain at all, the pain he felt in his heart made him suffer more now.
"I'm sorry...
I killed you again...
Excuse me...
Because I was too stupid, I didn't recognize you." Hazel said, drowning her face in the steering wheel of her car.
"I'm sorry." said her softly with tears falling, her regrets and guilt mounting when she learned a fact that increasingly shook her.
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