
The sound of crying and sobbing enveloped the room.
The man was silent saying nothing, he just looked at the girl who kept crying without hugging or comforting.
He himself was at a loss as to what he should do, if he alone made the girl in front of him hurt.
2 Hours later.
The sound of the sobbing began to stop, the girl began to hiccup as she no longer cried.
Her face is puffy, eyes and nose are flushed and cheeks are wet and the child has moist hair.
"Sorry..."
"I'm sorry..."
Louise immediately turned her head, she was still hiccupping and her sobbing still sounded faint. He looked at the man in front of him.
The man who always raised his ego is now apologizing?
That tangible?
"For?" Louise began to calm down, she was still staring with hatred.
"All of it," the man replied briefly.
His face was still so flat, he could not express anything yet it seemed obvious regret in his eyes.
Louise gave her eyes a furious look and clearly saw the hatred within her. He also went to get up trying to stand with his feet even though his energy felt exhausted.
James moved to hold the girl's arm in front of him to help her to wake up however,
Nah!
"Don't touch," the hoarse-sounding voice looked sniffly as it stared intently at the man in front of it.
"I want to go home." she said softly as she glanced at the man in front of her.
"I know you hate me so much, but listen to me. I won't hurt you or your brother anymore" he said as he stared fixedly at the girl's face in front of him.
"Why?" he stared in disbelief with eyes of hatred.
The man who was so obsessed with the life he and his twin brother, the man who always wanted to hurt him more than anyone now said he would never go after him again?
"Cause I love you" the man replied briefly but so clearly saying his reason and intent.
Louise was silent for a moment, she did not know but hearing this did not make her relieved or happy.
He no longer even expected the man in front of him to give him the word 'Love' as he wanted it to be.
It feels funny when the man says he loves her after all the sayings and actions that keep pushing her away.
"Do you love me?" the girl asked with a bitter smile.
His chest felt tight, he could not breathe when his heart felt tied and pressed firmly.
"Yes" replied the man.
"What should I do? Thought... "
"I don't love you anymore" said the girl.
After his cry, he could smile a little although it was not a bright and beautiful smile but rather a smile that held the wound.
James was silent, he snapped. His sense of ego was slapped and he felt his path was so long as to grab the girl back.
Now he knows what it's like to expect the word 'Love' from someone he loves.
The girl had indeed said not to love her or even rejected her love statement but it felt so different to the present.
A look that looks angry and hateful and unsure when saying the sentence.
"You want to go home?" ask her while giving her hand waiting for the girl to return her words.
Louise stared at the waiting hand but had no intention of receiving it.
He was silent saying nothing but it was clear what his desire was.
Louise got into the car, she stared at the man who was also coming in and sat on the steering wheel.
"Am I going to sleep again?" ask her lirih.
James turned his head, the girl's face not looking at him at all. He was silent and did not answer.
How should he say it? The place he lived in was a hidden place.
Like a cursed castle full of blood, a forbidden place that no public should know about.
"Unconscious and the scent of Pine." continued the girl softly with a muttering voice.
"What do you want?" he looked towards the girl.
There was no answer, but the man started the car. Stare at the gate that is slowly opening.
Should he take the risk by letting the girl sober up and find out the way to his mansion.
Only the moonlight and light from the car he used made the paved road have rays.
This was the first time he saw clearly the road he used to pass but he was not aware at all.
...
The black car had begun to enter the city area, the girl was still silent not saying anything as well as the man who brought the car.
"Here,"
James immediately turned his head as soon as he heard the voice of the girl beside him.
"Down me here" Louise repeated what she said clearly once again.
James still did not answer but he was still driving his car because he intended to drive it to the girl's residence.
"Stop.." said Louise once again in a soft voice that was almost inaudible but she began to squeeze the straps of her bag firmly.
The man glanced, his sense of the girl as if immediately angry and increasingly hate her if he keep doing his car.
He began to pull over, shortly after the black car stopped Louise began to open the car door.
Walking out with feet that still hurt because before he fell.
"You said you didn't love me anymore, right? Then you love him now?" asked the man who got out of his car and looked towards the girl who was walking limped away from him.
Louise stopped, she turned her head and looked towards the man who asked her.
There was no answer at all, the girl did not answer him and reverted her face.
Of love?
He himself was confused by his feelings, he hated the man he had just been with. I was very angry and wanted to see the man get hurt.
But when imagining the man would be hurt his heart also hurt, I don't know what he wanted.
And now he gets the question does he love his fiancee? He himself could not answer.
He loved his childhood friend, but somehow his affection was like not having the desire to have.
...
Ckit it!
The dark gray car braked right in front of the girl standing on the sidewalk of the highway.
"Louise?"
The man came out, stared with a worried look and directly came to the girl who was waiting for him.
"You really came if I called you?" a thin smile looked up at the man who was taller than him.
"You know I'm very worried" Zayn said as he checked on the girl in front of him.
"I'm fine." The voice that sounded almost exhausted was smiling faintly.
Zayn was silent, his fiancee said fine when she came in with an injured leg and a face that was as swollen as crying, who would believe it?
"What did he do to you?" a voice that sounded low and slow but looked so furious.
Louise was silent for a moment, only this time seeing her 'Baby Zayn' seem so angry.
The man who had never even been angry with her or hurt her looked so different this time.
"Zayn?" a lower voice so that it sounds softer than usual.
The delicate hand grabbed the big hand of the man who was in front of her and grasped it.
"Bring me home." said he softly.
Zayn looked into the eyes not wanting to talk about anything or hear any questions.
"Yes, let's go home." said his words that began to melt hearing the girl's soft voice and the hand that grasped her.
Louise started to shut up, she looked towards the man beside her. The man who grew up with her from childhood is now also grown up with her.
I love her?
Do I love you?
I don't know...
But if I can choose, I want to choose you...
Because I hate him!
But...
Is this what I really want?
My heart and logic are like it's stopped and broken...