Parents For My Baby
A Question

I then took Mom to the hospital, she went straight into the ICU room because of her declining condition and her heart rate was weak. Mother does suffer from heart disease, it has been the last two years is deteriorating. The doctor who handled the mother finally came out of the ICU room.

"Sorry, are you Angela's mother's family?"

"Yes doc, I'm Anton's son."

"Look, Mr. Anton, we've re-examined Ms. Angela's condition, it looks like she's not only suffering from heart disease, after several tests, we've concluded that Angela's kidneys are also problematic."

"So my mother also suffered from doc kidney disease?"

"True Mr. Anto, and his kidney condition is already very severe, the damage has reached 70%."

"Doc, does kidney disease still have a chance to heal if there is a donor?"

"Right, sir, do you already have a potential donor for Ms Angela?"

"Take one of my kidneys, Doc."

"Are you ready for all the risks?"

"Ready dock."

"Okay, we'll do the check."

Finally I did an examination to find out the match of my kidneys with Mom. But unfortunately my kidneys don't match him, so does Caecar. Amidst the sudden despair, Mother woke up.

"Anton... Anton take me to Jogja Nak."

"Mom, Mother's health is very unlikely for us to go to Jogja. Mother is sick, must be treated intensively, and the quality of health services here is much more complete than in Jogja.

"But I want Anton home. Help you fulfill Mother's request, mother's time is not much."

I looked at Father and Caecar. They then approached Mom and seduced her back. But Mother's determination has been unanimous, Jogja is her homeland, maybe she wants to spend the rest of her time in the city. After getting permission from the doctor we finally moved Mom to Jogja, and we flew using a private jet that we had rented with some health workers.

Arriving at Jogja, I first drove Amanda home. My heart was beating so fast when I entered the grounds of Kamila's house.

"Assalamualaik."

"Getishalight."

"Eh Amanda's home, how's the holiday in Jakarta baby?"

"Manda can only walk for a while, because Oma entered the hospital. So Papa nemenin Oma keeps in the hospital."

"What's your mother hurting Anton?"

"Complications of the heart and kidneys ma'am."

"Innalillahi, yes it will be later if Dad has come home we will look at your mother to the hospital."

"Don't Mom, Anton won't bother Mom and Dad."

"Don't talk like that Anton, we're a family. Come on in, Kamila is not home. He went to Jambi to see his sick friend."

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As my feelings raged, bad thoughts danced in my mind. 'Didn't Kamila have any friends from Jambi? Isn't Randi also from Jambi?' Is Kamila coming back to Randi?' my mind in my heart.

"No ma'am, Anton's on a lot of business, a lot of work is delayed when Anton goes to Jakarta."

"Yes, you're careful on the road, son"

On the way home my heart was so screwed thinking of Kamila. 'Did Kamila go back to Randi?' the question always swirled in my head.

"Astaghfirullah Anton, be sincere." I said.

"Excuse me Mr Anton, can I help you?" a woman's voice breaks my daydream. It turns out she's Sandra, my secretary.

"Oh no Sandra, I'm fine."

But suddenly Sandra approached me, and sat down in front of me. "Sir Anton, don't bother me. I could be a good confiding friend to you."

"No, Sandra, thank you, you better get back to work."

"Yes but if there's anything, Sandra is always ready to help you."

I just nodded. During my last two years as secretary, Sandra was very kind and always paid more attention to me. It may be true that rumors are circulating in this office if Sandra likes me, but I don't want to give her a little hope.

Mom is now much better and is allowed to go home, after almost a month of hospital treatment. Actually, I wanted to take the time to play with Amanda, because ever since Mom was in the hospital, I've been so busy taking care of Mom in my busy work. But when I was about to ask permission to Mba Ranj. suddenly he gave me news if his mother died.

I rushed to their house, I didn't care if Kamila would get angry seeing my whereabouts. Arriving at their house, I saw Kamila crying in front of her mother's body, I did not dare to approach and only gathered with Mas Ardi and Mas Raka, Kamila's sister-in-law.

Ardi also opened a conversation with me.

"Anton, don't you want to start your relationship with Kamila again?"

"Kamila who can never accept me Mas."

"Let's get closer to her and accept her as she is with her current condition, if you really love her and are willing to accept Kamila's current state, you have a great chance of getting Kamila back."

"What does Ardi mean?"

"Don't you still love him Anton?" sahut Mas Raka, Mba Tari's husband.

"Of course I love Kamila so much, I want to accept Kamila no matter what she's in, what exactly do you mean?"

"Sorry Anton, we can't tell you about Kamila's current condition, you better ask Kamila directly" Ardi said.

Mas Raka then patted my shoulder. "Go back to Kamila Anton, I'm sure Kamila is your soul mate and will come back to you, re-open communication with her."

I just nodded and silently heard their words, various question marks filled my mind. A few months ago I heard that Kamila was close to someone, even Kamila's mother told me that Kamila was going to Jambi, then why all of a sudden Mas Raka and Mas Ardi were so sure Kamila would come back to me.

One week after Kamila's mother died, I felt so curious about what Kamila was going through, I went to her house. I saw him sitting in the yard laughing jokingly with Amanda. Seeing my heart as it slices. 'If I hadn't been so stupid and carried away by the emotions back then, I would have still been able to live happily with them' my inner self in my heart. I finally expressed my intention to meet Kamila, and returned to my original determination to try to forget her.

The following month, Mom's condition worsened, but she did not want to be hospitalized. Finally, he received treatment at home accompanied by a nurse and a doctor who came every day.

"Anton please bring Kamila here. I want to meet her" she said one day to me.

Actually, Mom's request was so heavy, but I tried to grant it. I went to Kamila's house. But it turns out that Kamila is not at home, even Mba Rani said that she was in Madiun. I'm increasingly wondering exactly what happened to Kamila, even Amanda told me that Kamila just left this house.

"Son Anton, you better stay at this house, Amanda needs you, she's so lonely because Kamlila's not home."

"Well, what exactly is going on with Kamila?"

"He's fine, Anton boy, he'll definitely be back waiting for the right moment. It's all for Kamila's good, and when she comes back if you want to accept Kamila's situation for who you are you can definitely fix your marriage, son."

My heart wondered why everyone in the family would say the same thing to me. I saw a photo of Kamila in this room. 'What really happened to you, baby?'

"Papa, let's go to sleep don't look at the photo of Mama continue, tomorrow-tomorrow also Mama home."